To put it very simply, i'm very very disappointed to learn how everything i have done adds up to nothing at all.

why care?

At the end of the day, I'm not even gonna try and get mad anymore. I just have to learn to expect the lowest from the people i thought the highest of.

I don't want to start doing my dissertation.

Been reading http://www.pinkisthenewblog.com/ out of sheer boredom. He updates it daily and i have to say i get a laugh out of all the crazy things celebs like Britney Spears do. Anyhoos, one of his posts was about JK Rowling's annoucenment that Dumbledore is gay. like seriously??? Maybe it means somethng to the gay community. but to me, my opinion of JK Rowling just went down the drain. Okay, so its not as if i had a lot of love for her after she approved and promoted the appalling series that is called the Harry Potter movie [ i believe chu hui, jiahui and yuanjing had the pleasure of experiencing my scorn for the movie].

Yes, it was just plain business sense for her to approve and promote the horrible movie to rake in the movie revenues(i believe she gets a good share from the profits). But this "accidental" gay annoucement is just crazy. Think about it...She waited all the way until her last book was published, until everyone had bought their books (yes i bought mine since i wanted to know whether harry dies. stupid emo whiny twat) and then! Just as the hype is dying out, she annouces this whole "dumbledore was gay!!!" shit just to increase publicity. Nice timing for a business woman. Doesn't the timing of the annoucement strike you as calculatingly cold? hate. I hope Dexter doesnt disappoint me the way Harry Potter and Grey's Anatomy has.

Anyhoos! the whole point of that rant is to share this wonderful poster some website did (trent posted it on his blog). Love the voldemort's part! HAHAHAHA!


To elaborate on more stuff i have been talkin about...

for the (unedited) email about friendster rape:

Dear All,
This is my TRUE and REAL LIFE STORY , happened near end of 2006, I amunder age old girl who stilll sitting for my SPM, I was cheated my virginto a men named DARREN FANG KIN CHONG ... I were introduced to this guythru internet, After some chit-chat (Messenger and phone calls), This guy date me out for meet up.(MSN ID/ FRIENDSTER ACCT : He is a very sweet talker. As my age, I reallybelieve what he said to me like how much he loved me and his promises to me. So, I decided to meet up.

Our 1st date is at Christmas 2006. My mum not allow me go out till late night so we decided not celebrate at sin. After a dinner and movie, he say bring me to clubbing at one of the pub .In the club he is introduce some of his friends to me (Named Jason, Alex and Mike) and he is offering me to take a lot of alcoholic drinks and he tell me that he will take care of me. That night everybody was drunk till very high and I suspect they have drop something in my drink.. because after the next day I like not very sure was happening after the clubbing session and I feel that my private part very pain and rashes and I lost my virgin! In the motel, I found he sleep beside me, and he told me that he will take responsibility and after I graduate he will> marry me.

After that night he like totally disappear for 2 weeks.. finally he called me and ask me out. He is giving the explanation like his is rushing his fashion job so that he don't have time to meet me.> This time he offer me to sex with him in the car and blow job to him. I feel very weird! But I think that if you love someone you have too right? After someday I feel that they way he treat me is totally different than before I give my everything to him. Sometimes he totally don't care my feeling that I listened he sweet talk to other girls. He said is client..but I don't think so..> > Do you boyfriend or husband simply tell girl that ' I so miss you dear, You are my sweetheart, please give me a chance to take care of you or since the 1st day saw you I am very sure that god create you for me' I was very not in a good mood hearing or saw his sms. I found my private part like become very worst, Itchy and Redness.

Everytime after sex when he lay beside me I will check his sms. One day, I found that a video clip on his phone that was shooting me was raped by the 3 of his friends when the 1st night. This is not a kinda fun! I almost become crazy when I saw that video clip I am very worried that when someday the video clip will sent out to other peoples＃.I don't dare to go out, don't dare to meet people coz I feel shy and regret. Today I go to take my body check-up report. The report shows that I been suspected AIDS! Doctor advised me to do they other check up to re-confirm. I really no such energytic to check again. I don't dare to make a police report because I don't know how to face my parent and classmate. But I decided to speared this email out to share my REAL Story to you I leave this world. This guy is DARKEN my future and my shinny day. I found myself is DIRTY! Attached is his picture which I got. **If U See this PLAYBOY or LOVER CHEATER, Please wake up your mind and don't believe to what he CHEAT you with his sweet talk.** Please help forward this mail to your colleague, sisters & everyone u love!if you know this guy or currently he is your net friend PLEASE becareful,girls please protect yourself and not follow my> ending!SO that there will be no next victims like me.Thank you very much!

Email was copied and pasted onto here. Am not responsible for it (English grammer or otherwise) Pictures and email add of guy was provided but im gonna spare you guys!


The Project:
This was my cover page:

This was the revised cover page:

The good news: My photoshop is back!

Sigh..

Sometimes, i just wish that Dash could try a little harder to match up to the sign i bought for him.

We interupt this haitus to bring you "The Adventures of Skanska"

"can you tell me how to get to ministry (of sound) street?? Can you tell me how to get to, how to get to ministry street??" *ahem* that's the theme song sang to the tune of "Sesame Street"

I am very very amused.

With just one phrase, Skanska has managed to spur my friends and i into a frenzy of activities. To the uninitiated, Skanska is the nickname for a girl in my school. Now, Skanska is a..... well... she's hardworking and all.. Problem is, she has a pretty low EQ so she kinda rubs people the wrong way sometimes. And in the latest adventure of Skanska, she wrote my friends and i off as "slackers".

Now, i'll be the first one to admit that i am a "slacker". However, to term urself as one and to hear someone say it in a rather insulting way are 2 totally different matters. But the thing is! Skanska = magic ! well not in a good way.. maybe like Harry-Potter-movies-kinda-bad-magic. Magic in the sense that she has managed to spur 3 friends (check out sherlin's, claryce's and vinna's blogs.... where's asilah??) to blog! Yesh! Claryce finally updated her monthly blog! hahahaha! it's like blog explosion galore now! talk about "Slackers Unite!"

Secondly, the mere comment has managed to keep me up till 2 am doing the best damn slides my professional practice lecturer has ever seen (Props to Vinna for working her magic on our slides! It's bloody fantastic i tell ya..)

thirdly, Skanska's comment made me attend a night talk which i had no intention of going in the first place..... only to find her MISSING from the night talk!!! grrrr and because i wasn't home to stake my claim on my mummy's beloved famous fried rice..... my sisters ate my 2nd and 3rd helpiing ( i told my dad to keep 3 helpings for me.. yes, her fried rice is that good!)......SOB.

therefore i must conclude... Skanska = bad voodoo magic.

In other news,

Dash went to the groomer's and his head looks ridiculously small in proportion to body. On the bright side, strangers are finding it easier to strike up a conversation with me as i walk him. Although, each conversation always finds a way to point out how fat dash is.

Ah wells! Moving on, my beloved laptop is back from ICU!! HOORAY! love is all ard indeed! :D

More good news!

Congrats to Claryce, Sherlin and Huili for securing a job at Ryder Hunt (Is that how to spell it?)! :D :D

Gosh. It's like we're all suddenly growing up or something.

oh well.. we'll always have sex and the city, bitching, IRC, the compuer labs, watching "dexter" in lecture halls and of course Skanska. :D

Love,
Mrs Davis