especially for my loyal reader.. my non sexual boyfriend and my dearest friend.

don't be sad anymore.. we must keep our head up. after all, we are part of the world's mere 3% of smart people! snerk.

never underestimate the power of a stupid person, alone or in groups.

i talked to pearlyn on tues afternoon after my measurement exam.
to be honest, im rather tired and i really wanna let this whole issue go.. but sometimes, it is very difficult to forget painful events. it's like how when u drive a nail into a wall, you may be able to take the nail out but the hole u leave behind will always be there. I'm trying my best so please be patient with me.

my objective here is to just give you guys the facts and then you be the judge.
(all details here are as truthful as i can remember)
here is the blog entry she wrote:


on tues morning, she smsed me "Adel.. i read ur blog.. we seriously need to talk.. there's a lot of stuff we've been assuming between each other.. i know u have a paper at 1 later.. is it ok if i juz talk to you for a while? wat u tink n wats gng on is not e same.. i reallie have to talk to you.. please.." "if i juz talk to u for awhile? wat u tink n wats gng on is not e same.. i reallie hav to talk to u.. please"

when i replied back that we could talk after exams, because i do not want to run the risk of affecting my exams yet again, she replied..

"do u realise tt u din even ask me if its u? u juz assumed its u.. shldnt u ask before hand? i wanted to talk to u coz ure taking it wrongly n ure getting angry for nothing.. at this pt in time. do u reallie tink i have e time to start a whole online battle w u? reallie.. i wished u had spoken to me before u took things into ur own hands..i juz need to know.. r u e one who left those tags"

here, i replied tt the sms she mentioned was mine and tt she banned me from her tagboard. how cud i leave any tags?

"dun u get it? ure not e onli 1 who msged tt! yes.. i was irritated at u coz o ur post abt me standing u up.. i tried calling u n i msged u e moment i got hom e next day.. rem tt i said my ntu fren's granny was ill? *text deleted for 3rd party's interest* i was irritated w ur words abt me in tt post coz it was reallie a bad time.. tt's y i banned u on e board but u know my anger doesnt last long.. we reallie hav to talk"

"yes i wasirritated.. yes i banned u on my board.. but i was irritated n not feeling hatred towards u.. ure not e onli person who msged me tt day sayin the same thing.. i tried callin u just now but i guess ure rushing for ur paper.. juz give me a call after tt.. i told u.. it's not wat u think it is"

after my exams we had a very long talk where she claimed tt the "someone" does not refer to me. it also seems like someone had left 150 tags on her tagboard, scolding her, her friends, her family and her car. basically, everything about her. the above post was written when she was very angry and tired. she had planned to take it down the very next day. she didnt realised tt i would read her blog during the night.. and by the time she woke up, there was 150 tags on her board.

she says it is nothing and she didn't mean for it to cause such a hoo ha. ermm what else? oh ya! she used to think tt it was me who did all the tags till i told her tt
1) i had an exam at 9 am the next day and i hadnt study for it and the tues exam. i have no time to go do tt frm 12pm to 6 am
2) i was banned from the blog remember?
3) i will not be bothered to go and look for another computer to do tt
4) plus whatever i wanna say.. will be either in this blog or to her face.

the tags apparently sound alot like me. pearlyn and i both feel that the tagger would be my friend because duh.. i wud do the same thing if this happened to any one of my family or friends. so i guess birds of the same feather flock together then..
many people have been asking me for her photo so that if they ever see her on the streets, they can march up to her and tell her off.. so chances are.. the tagger is one of my friends.. i just do not know who..

anyways back to the topic! gawd i sound boring already.. bear with me.. its a tedious and detailed post. where was i? yes.. so anyways.. i asked her who the post was for then.. to give me a name for the "someone".. and she kept quiet for a very long time before telling me that she cannot give me a name. but to think about her feelings. which at tt point, im ashamed to say, i flared up and told her off for lying to me since that morning.. where she corrected me tt the first post was about me and the second not. the second post was about an outsider, who i do not know.

this is the first post then.


well.. she also said tt her friends have told her tt it was wrong of her to post that post. and now, after all those tags, she is too afraid to step out of her house. after she read my last post, she knows how i felt when i read her blog.
she no longer cares abt what happened in america and what the josef secret is.

now look at the facts. i cant remember anything else of tt conversation. i have intentionally omiited my responses so as to allow you guys not to be influenced by me. i leave u to form ur own opinion.

in the end, i told her tt i no longer wan to be part of this hoo ha. im just gonna try to pretend this never happened, a task i find easy to say but extremely difficult to do. why are we so stupid as to stubbornly hold on to something so painful? the memory comes back no matter how much i try to block it out. but i assure you guys, especially jinyu, i will try my best to forget about it.


you cannot hide nails inside a cloth sack.


on the other hand, im rather happy to know that.. no matter what, i have support when i need it. to be honest, i realise tt i have been such a lousy friend to u guys.. like sulking everytime you guys pang seh me.. im so sorry for being such a petty bitch to jillian and pei.. now i realised just how incredible you guys really are.. i have been so terrible to you guys and you guys actually put tt aside, sacrificed your study time to listen to me sob over the phone. to my sisters, who, without even learning more facts, supported me. i swear, if i ever murder someone, my sisters would find a reason to say the victim deserved it.

im grateful to people like ting, who, though physically far away and enjoying her easter break, took time off to care about me.. to jinyu, who willingly woke up to console me.. who allowed me to cry on his birthday. to my cousins, hanwei and ben for saying the right words.. to geetha for sending me such nice messages..to jianxiang for sending me messages and calling me in order to make sure i was alright.. to chee yen for making me laugh so hard with her smses.to my secondary school mates who though busy with their new lives, took time to care. i can't say all the names here.. you guys know who you are. to the new friends i got from this incident..basically to everyone i told... for assuring my doubts.. forcing me to stop wallowing in self pity, and face the world straight on.

i was listening to this few songs today and felt this song, though a love song, is very apt.

I got a question for ya
See, I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (No)
Make me cry? (No)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I baby, my love is on the up and up(Yes)
I'll be faithful (Yes)
I'm for real (Yes)
And with us you'll always know the deal
Be without you by Mary J Blige

im loving jason mraz's "im yours" right now

there you go pearlyn. you asked me to delete it and i did.

on saturday night, i read pearlyn's blog. the "someone" she mentions is me.

in her post, she doesnt mention my name but puts me down as someone. how do i know its me? On tuesday, she stood me up because it was raining. i was not pissed because she stood me up but rather because she waited till i smsed her to give me a reply that she may not be able to make it as it was raining. I take 1 and a half hours to get to school. is it wrong of me to expect the basic courtesy for one to sms me a precaution that they may not wan to get to school.? (Note that she was in NTU and had a car.) the next morning, she smsed me saying that it was cause her battery was flat. Up to today, i feel that that is not a good excuse because e phone gives many warnings before anyone's phone battery runs out.. so you can either sms all your impt messages out.. or if you realised it after the phone batt has died, you can swap sim card with your friend. is it not reasonable to assume such a scenario?

i did not reply as i did not feel like confronting people before their exams. but when i read a blog post of hers about how depressed she was.. i decided to stop being a petty bitch. i mean, i was guessing that she had a lot of problems (as mentioned in her blog) and i didnt wan to be one of them. so i smsed her "read your blog. don't be upset anymore. good luck for your exams"

sunday was jinyu's birhtday so i was on webcam with him on MSN.. so there i was, happily showing off how i would shoot with a hand gun, offering him a oreo birhtday cake and all.. when he left i decided to surf blogs. and i saw her post.. i wanted to copy and paste it to this blog so as to let u see the exact wording of it but it wouldnt allow me to do it.

i read it to jinyu. a few others like geetha read it. so you can check with them whether they remember the exact wording.

here are a few words that stuck with me.
"im rather amused that someone smsed me today askin me not to be upset when it was that someone who sparked off my depression. i mean, we both know that you are stupid. but how stupid can you get? i wonder how you could have gone through 20 odd years of your life being so stupid and not aware of yourself. have you any idea what you are doing to hurt your loved ones........ you have no idea how pathetic you are to consider that we have a "friendship" going on. i cringe everytime i think of all the time i have to be alone with you. i had to put on a FAKE smile when i meet you. ....im glad i ended this friendship because you ....."


it went on like this for at least 2 whole paragraphs.
firstly: "hurting my loved ones"??
secondly: if im like a bug to her, how the hell am i responsible for sparking off her depression?

Malicious words like these, once read, cannot be taken back. Perhaps that is why she closed down her blog. Yes, she closed down her blog. ashamed? or perhaps to create more drama or continue to pen down such vindicative posts? we'll never know.

i will not pretend that to laugh this off. yes, i am affected by this. i have known and hung out with this girl for at least 5 months. when someone tagged on her blog hinting that she was ugly, she called me and i taught her how to delete the post. when she wanted to set up a blog last semester during exams, she called me. when she wanted to talk about certain guys, she would chatter about them. we studied together last sem. now, she tells me tt all this while she has been faking a smile everytime she sees me. how can i not be affected?

in america, when she wanted to join us for partying.. i had to use a lot of persuasion and act as the barrier so that she would not know that she was not welcome. i kept the josef secret frm her because i did not want to hurt her feelings. anytime people asked me when anyone asked me to describe her, i would say "she has a good heart".. so imagine to find how spiteful she can be. its like a dog turning around to bite you.

you see. what gets me most is that she intents to hurt with malice. because she made up her mind to cut me out of her life, she doesn't care what i feel like after i read her message. and on her exit out, she wants to drag me down with her in studies. i'm in the midst of my exams. i know that she has not been studying because she just got herself a new boyfriend and they are in their honeymoon stage. so am i the scrapegoat to blame for her (if they ever are) poor results? misery loves company. am i the one she wants to see fall with her?

to pearlyn: maybe you will read this post. maybe you won't. whatever it is i think that i will feel much better posting down my thoughts down here.

im sorry that i thought better of you.
im sorry that you felt a need to broadcast it to the whole world via internet yet not have the courage to tell it to my face.
im sorry you felt that you had to use such a malicious way to get your own means.
im sorry that my impression of you has been ruined. you see, i may bitch and all. but i know when to draw a line. the horrifying reveal of the venomous side of you has been an eye opener. for you to proudly proclaim that you couldnt stand me yet would smile a FAKE smile at me... im sorry that you have to be reduced to such a stage.
im sorry that you feel a need to find a scrapegoat for your anger or fear of exams. try yoga.

im not sorry for the times when i defended you from others.
im not sorry for taking your feelings into consideration and asking people to not say stuff in front you so that you will not be hurt.
im not sorry that i listened to your problems when you came to me.
im not sorry for helping you.
im not sorry for givin you advice when you called for it.
im not sorry not because it's you, but rather because it's the way i am. i don't ever want to sink down to your level. Thank you so much for showing me what i do not want to be. i never want to be portrayed the way you have behaved.

i told my mum and friends about this because yes. i am affected. wasn't it your intent? and my friends who didnt even noe the someone was me asked me why would i read such a blog because it was clear that the blogger does not send good vibes. i never wan people to read my words and go "it's clear from the blog entries that this blogger is very self centered, poisonous and immature."

go ahead. i noe you would have deleted my number, my msn for your list. i know the rough draft of how you have dissed me. hide your blog so that disbelieving people won't be able confirm your words.

well, one thing's for sure, i passed on my bad karma. hey. im made of tougher stuff. after all, i survived good ol' nick the uncle who needed 5 alarm clocks! hahahahaha!


that's the difference between you and me. i have class and i will never ever intentionally hurt someone for my selfish gains. i say what i have to say out. i don't try to take back my words by hiding my blog so that you have no chance to defend yourself.
it just goes to show ain't it? if you are spiteful on the inside, it shows on the outside.

alright, i got to go study because i will never ever find a scrapegoat to blame my poor results on.

the poor little rich girl. rich in everything but lacking the stuff that matter the most.

because jinyu laughed till he repeatedly banged the table when he read "even though im fat, im still pretty" on my MSN window. (the wonders of webcam)...

because he reminded me of the time where i taught him how to play BINGO and he came out with a strategy to win the game within 5 mins... and won 9 games in a row..

because he did not appreciate my ninja upside down jump.. (my hand gun scene was awesome though)

because he got so high on ONE can of beer..

i take back what i said.

hmph.

Happy birthday Jinyu!

&*^% did a reallie nice one and then i stupidly went to close the window thinking that it was one of the pictures i had amended so didnt save the changes.. arrghh! so im so sorry jinyu dear.. tt ur birthday collage isn't my very best..

anyways! Happy birthday to Jinyu!

words can't express my love for this extremely lovable boy but im gonna attempt to do it here..

He's one of the best friends i have ever had the privilege of having. I love how he can make a funny remark with a serious and sincere face.. and it just comes out of the blue! his jokes are those kind tt when you first hear them you laugh HA HA HA! then after a while u realise tt "WAAAAItt a minute! he's insulting me!". stupid boy.. another thing i love about jinyu is how i can be myself and say what i like in front of him without him taking offense or shrinkin away.. like i can look at him and declare my never ending love for him and he will just nod his head and continue doin whatever.. or i can insult his nails and he will just give a disbelieivng look and say "so nice lor!" or he will respond back int his funny ass ways.

and his actions! are so friggin cute! like when i accused him of being mean when he cricised cheeyen's shirt, he gave the shocked hand gesture and protested "but dun you tink so?" no apologies! hahahahahah! this guy just cracks me up everytime i meet him la.. and who can forget the tea incident? i insulted his tea, saying it was like leaves picked up from the street and he went to find the box tt says tt it is good quality tea. and when i told cheeyen over MSN, u can see jinyu's look of utter indigantion and him rumaging for the box to show her! but tt stupid mama boy go tell his MOTHER! now i dun need stay in his hse next year la.. his mother sure throw me out.

and he's always there (in pgp) as a friend.. just the thot of him uplifts my sprits! there was one incident where i asked him out to cheer me up since i was super depressed. guess what jinyu's method of consoling people is? he told me about how world war 3 is gonna happen. with much glee. and when i told him he was supposed to cheer me up he told me that since the world is ending, i do not need to worry about my problems. idiot.

and i love bitchin to jinyu! i can nickname his friend "anal dude" and he just laughs it off.. or when i bitch.. he will either stiffen, trying not to laugh, or respond..then, there are times where i will just run over to his room to chase him off his bed just so tt i can catch a quick nap (my mother is against afternoon naps).. and he doesn't mind.. i tink! well the boy was singing while playing computer (yes i cud hear his voice in my sleep!!)so im guessing not?

jinyu is also one of the few which u can discuss anything under the sun with.. i love thrashin my views about politics with him.. unlike others, he can listen to my views on china (his country) without freaking out and then give me food for thought.


here are a few memorable jinyu incidents:

1) in NYC, i was totally broke and cheeyen informed me that i needed an extra US$100 to get home so i asked jinyu whether he could set aside US$100 for me in case.. now even though that meant him restraining from buying stuff, he readily agreed.

2) Cheeyen and i were uber broke in NYC while Jinyu had a reasonable amount.. but the boy still walked and even helped navigate us ard NYC. we walked all over NYC for 5 days without takin any public transport.. try to beat that! and when cheeyen and i could only do with one baked potato and water for meals, jinyu joined us instead of flaunting his wealth.. plus he wud buy stuff and ask us to eat.. isnt he so sweet!

3)there was an incident where i got jinyu into a lot of trouble with his friends.. and he still could sms me messages asking me whether i was okay!

4)in houston, i kept putting the thrash outside the house, thinking that a hired person wud collect the thrash. when hanwei told me that it was jinyu who was taking the trash to the collection point everyday..i told jinyu and he said "SO YOU ARE THE ONE putting the thrash bag outside the house!"

5)jinyu and hanwei cooked for like 5 people and the other 2 didnt return home for dinner so we were betting in order to finish the food off!

6) once, when a bunch of us made our way down to san antonio.. we stuffed a pillow in between the seats to make space for one more.. i sat on it and in the end happily slided in between ian (the driver) and jinyu (front seat)... there was a dude next to me who just slept the whole way.. but when it was jinyu's turn to sit behind wiht us. he immediately got onto the cushion and sternly told me to sit in a more comfortable seat!

7) we used to rent videos frm blockbuster in america and jinyu chose "castle in the sky".. one night, he slot it in and we started watchin.. soon.. everyone got up to go sleep.. leavin only jinyu and me.. since my back was facing him, i thot "aiyah jinyu so poor thing.. watch alone.. better watch with him la.. " even though i wanted to sleep and the girl was being darn irritating in the show.. when the movie finally ended i turned ard to see.. jinyu sleepin. with his mouth open. i nearly stuffed the video down his mouth i tell you! and he later told me tt he had already watched "castle in the sky" 3 times! arrgh!

8) in houston, ian would be the first to wake up and then jinyu.. both of them will prepare breakfast while i grabbed a few more precious minutes of snooze till jinyu stands at the end, cocks his head and says "adeline.. we are gonna be late". poor boy.. we always arrived a teeny weeny bit late.. and jinyu never did scold me for causing it. and funny thing was tt the three of us went to our restaurants at the same time and he was the only who got all his late notices frm the office..during the week tt he was "employee of the week" he was late twice!

in short, jinyu is generous, kind, patient, open minded, super funny (intentional or unintentional), a good navigator (he won my dad over with this point), a great conversationalist, an awesome friend, entertaining company, smart (imported from china since the age of 15), tactful and a wonderful source of information on the world!
i
love jinyu to bits!

happy birthday dear boy. see la.. never stay in the womb longer or i can throw big party for you!

im reallie reallie grateful tt he "jin" "yu" (his name stands for "enter universe" which i have a lot to say about.. but he hates it when i talk about tt so better not on his birthday!) and i got to know him.. and despite all my bullying and teasing and troubles, he is still willing to hang out with me..

I is jinyu NUMBER ONE fan!

go jinyu!

absolutely everybody loves jinyu.

When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself

Gomenasai
For everything
Gomenasai
I know I let you down
Gomenasai 'til the end
I never needed a friend like I do now

Gomenasai(i'm sorry) by t.a.t.u



life is full of tired excuses.

people disappoint.

the best way to live life is to live without expectations.



when something new comes into ur life, forget the old.
new is exciting while old, boring.
as you move on in life, never look back.
an empty space occupies your past.
because like i to you, you are replaceable.





a loner shaped by events.

did this because i had a lot of anger pent up.

when you arrange a meeting, it's nice if you could actually turn up.
when you know you won't be able to make it, it would be great if you actually give me a warning before i step out of my house in the rain to make a 1 and a half journey to school.
when i have to sms you to read your excuse, it is bound to piss me off.
when it is near exams and i have to deal with this shit, it ruins my mood, which wasn't exactly great to start with.
when you don't even try to apologise for being so inconsiderate, it shows just what you are made of.


good manners.. not

imagine your younger sister begging you to stay home to study with her. imagine lookin up to sky and thinkin what a drag it would be to make the long journey to school. imagine travelling to school in the rain. imagine tiredly smsing someone where they would be so that your arranged meeting can take place. imagine getting a reply that they are not even in school because of the rain. imagine the wasted journey. imagine the frustration. imagine that.

well i guess you didn't huh?


im dang angry that i wasted my day and didnt even get an apology for it. not even another sms.

fuck what you said. what kind of person are you?



in other news.. i got vaguely upset when i looked up into the black night and saw no stars.. i would love to see a few stars right now.

In honour of Jinyu's birthday this sunday, channel bitchaholics bring to you a new series:"The adventures of Jinyu's shirt"! Catch Jinyu's shirts in action as they trek across america.. bet how many shirts he had during the journey.. Running for a limited time only.. catch it while you can!

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned (or called fat)




pearlyn tinks its a bit too structured which is true.. was rather lazy to tink of a new layout.. here;s another one where i got lazy halfway..

Happy Easter my dears!




hooked. can't stop, won't stop.

just sharing the wonders of photoshop..did two more but they are too scandalous (oh wouldn't you like to know?)..i noe my attempts aren't very good yet but give me time.. will do better after the exams!

coming soon: NYC, JC and family!

conversation with jinyu (held today)..
adel: yeah.. my backside is big because i studied very hard in secondary school.. then form big backside.

jinyu: *disbelieving snort* you shouldnt believe everything you hear... *launches into explanation of how the mass of the backside is not connected to studies* blah blah blah.. do you feel pain when u sit down.. because...

adel: yeah i dun feel pain.. i got cushion..

jinyu: if you don't feel pain when u sit down, that means you are fat.

he used to protest tt he never did say i was fat in the american subway.. and this afternoon he argued tt he would never directly say "you are fat". now, he is protesting that he did not call me fat.. it only counts when he says it in chinese. blardi hell. i give him rotten eggs for his birthday liao.

in other news.. i have been pissing bandar off coz i keep on cancellin on him.. its not my fault tt the roof people came and i had to stay home! but the boy has been extremely patient with me so tml better treat him big big meal!

mac breakies with my dear girl tml.. or well in 5 hours time.. yay! been eons since i have seen jillian.. hate yuying la! hahahaha

this post is ESPECIALLY for jinyu...

Jinyu is handsome...yes?


JY: treat me real real nice okie dokie?
man..i haven laughed tt hard for so long.. and i totally forgot abt tt tag!



MWAHAHAHAHAH im evil..

recommended views: youtube's collection of "Dancing with the Stars".. i wanna be a dancer now! also, check out "style element" on "dancing with the stars".

the best way to get over an addiction is to crave another.

how apt.

man. ya kun coffeeshop's coffee is seriously powerful. i stupidly drank some on friday night and didnt managed to sleep a wink that night..plus i had work at 8 am the next morning... i was super pissed because i originally planned to catch a few hours of sleep before heading off to pearlyn's party.. but nooo.. my students had other plans! they planned to stay there till eternity or somewhat. i huffed and i puffed and i ... swore to get my tubes cut. so for sat night, was pretty listless.. did not help matters when jinyu started his sleep act. anyways the point of this paragraph is that with the exams drawing near.. you may like to pop down to ya kun! i drank the milk coffee so imagine the wonders of the black coffee!

pei introduced me to squall and mannn.. he is HOT! i love rinoa and squall of all the ff couples. rinoa's ahem assets are just right.. and she's real pretty!

in other news, pearlyn was kind enough to drive me down to NTU after the e-commerce test.. is it me.. or does NTU feel like singapore's version of "The Land of Narnia"? like entering new land like that. For all u Harry Potter fans, the road to NTU is like platform 7 3/4.. if i had a camera phone, i wud have whipped it out to document actual NTU students walking around in NTU.

anyhoos! happy birthday to dear cheeyen. Im not gonna be cruel like ting and make you cry(heh!).. but i really want to tell you how much i love you.. i love you THIIIIISSSSSSSSSS *STRETCHES HANDS as far as possible* MUCH! sometimes i love you till my heart frigging hurts. It's real strange but i just realised i take the most photos with cheeyen and jinyu.. As in, normally i would put my hand up to the lens.. but with cheeyen and jinyu, i feel so comfortable and at ease that the photos just keep on coming! so thanks to cheeyen.. for letting me into your life.. for making me feel comfortable, for all the great food, for taking care of #603, for helpin me overcome all that shit in usa and spore.. for well everything.

after viewing the photos at pearlyn's blog and cheeyen's camera.. i was so horrified with my hair that i promptly went to cut it. now.. i look like how i looked like in sec 4. heng can pin it up! and exams coming .. so no need go out.. got time to grow! hahahahah!

well.. here are a few photos.. enjoy!








music: Dying by Foo Fighters

this is pretty sudden i noe.. but i must annouce that i, adel, am officially in love.
what a wonderful thing it is to be in love! you are always smiling to urself for no reason.. and u feel silly happy all the time.. and i have only been in love for 2 hours! but my heart is beating like mad.. and i feel weepy .. and i keep on refreshing the webpage to see the video..

but enough about me.. this post is about my love! Tidus.. i would diee for you! well.. which wun be a problem since the dude in question is kind of dead.. but still!
this is the scene which made me fall head over heels in love with him... it's okay tt he kissed a girl right after tt.. share the love baby!



hey the boy is tanned and look at tt look in his eye!
here is another look at him.. swoon all over him man! i stumbled across a final fantasy video la.. its not exactly nice but it was view at first sight for me!





http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ulgWYtse1FI&search=cascades

of course they just had to go kill him off.. yes kill the dude and keep the girl with some red thingy down her back. this world sucks! stop killing the anime dudes!



and he is a warrior! hear him roar!!! go tidus! i "yong yuan chi ce ni!" (okay my hanyu pinyin sucks.)

i HEART tidus.

happy happy adel!

oooh the 3 words every students wans to say :"No more projects!" NADA! and again, i modestly (ha!) say this.. our law presentation was pretty darn good! remember how i said the law teacher would take such glee in pointing out mistakes? he was really nice today and when he saw one wrong term he merely pointed it out and then said that it was okay for us to use the terms interchangeably. he didn't ask the 3 dreaded words "are you sure?". heng ah! the only nerve wrecking part was tt he kept on looking at me for affirmation or to ask "what ifs" questions.. shouldnt have positioned myself in his line of version man! such a sweet guy... i promise not to make any more cocaine jokes.

i kinda got the internship but it's really confusing. It's like how you long for something and then when u get it, it's kinda anti-climax and all..i dunnoe.. i started stoning halfway through the interview and was pretty bummed with the way he kept on harping on why i chose to study building in NUS. I noe my skills are pretty medicore when it comes to journalism hence the willingness to take a low pay but it was pretty demoralising to have him repeatedly tell me tt my current course is doing nothing to help me. ah wells! the important thing is tt i got it on a part time basis even though they just moved to singapore...anyways! Im hoping to find another part time job since the boss asked me to work only part time. any recommendations?

but i got mysef a pair of lovely capri pants after the interview to cheer meself up! i can't wait for a formal event so i can wear them.. honestly.. they are just begging to be worn! pray i get the ubs interview!

my dad cleared his medical check up too. so it's now offical... CHINA! here we come! i wonder what kind of songs they play in shanghai's clubs.. but it wud be so cool.. jinyu, cheeyen and i can bunk over in shanghai for free when we embark on our china backpacking tour!

sighh i still dun noe what to get for pearlyn so im just googling 21st birthday presents. Anyhoos! Congrats to pearlyn and her boy! hey, the dude can write a song and ermm... well i haven met him yet so nevermind.

adel is happy!

i wan to swim.







what can possibly be more important than laughter?

you know what would be an amazing and impressive feat to do? to be able to catch flies with chopsticks! wouldn't that be awesome? like u can be eating noodles one moment, and while ur friend is rambling on, you coolly tilt your head back and WHAM! you got a fly between your chopsticks! well, of course you would have to get up to get another pair of chopsticks.. but being so used to it, you would have thought ahead and got yourself a few pairs before you sat down.. eh?

YES YES YES! Ben is coming! 1 pint of ben and jerry's strawberry cheesecake ice cream + 3 sugar biscuits + 1 packet of M&Ms.. im on sugar rush baby!

man... i'm such a great sales person. because of yours truly, someone is a fan of vibrators! they shud get me to advertise for vibrators.. i have a tagline "a weenie comes with its own set of complications." just tink of bilboards all over saying "vibrator: because life is complicated as it is" wouldn't that be wonderful?

behold the food war on ting's tagboard! i wanna watch ice age 2! this time i have carefully avoided all trailers so i can properly go HA HA HA! during the movie.. It's like how i enjoyed madagascar coz i didnt watch any of its trailers.. i vaguely remember hanwei sulkin throughout the whole movie beside me then though.. so any takers for ice age 2? I be here practising catchin flies with my chopsticks.. here comes adel! the next kongfu fingers girl! HAAAA YAK!

hem.. im in a silly mood today.

good grammar costs nothing.
you really have to admire his stick-to-it-iveness about being such an idiot.

ladeedum.

a finished measurement tutorial + 3 new lovely pretty underwear + 1 fantastic project presentation + 3 new face masks = one very poor but happy adel.

i loveeee geetha la.. seeing her in school just lifts up my spirits! one thing i love about her is that we can not meet for weeks(which is amazing since we both study in SDE) and when we finally do bump into each other, i can just plonk myself beside her and we'll start catchin up. It would be as if it hasn't been ages since we last saw each other! well.. thanks to her, i got the updates on what's happening in the real estate group.. no scandal yet but ah wells. at least i got to noe the existance of a certain "Willy". what name. i bet his parents must have hated him to curse him to a life of endless teasing.

I'm feeling quite quite productive. one more project to go! my construction technology presentation was a success! and it was the first time in a long while that i felt truly satisfied with my presentation. my tutorial class was supposed to present from 12 to 2 but the teacher was so busy asking the earlier class loads of questions about the topic that he came in only about 1:15. that's how enthusiastic he is about his module. honestly, he asks questions not because he wans to sabotage the presentation but because he is very curious. we choose our own topics to present you see .. so some concepts are new to him. he even told a group that he would email them any more questions he had for them ..after asking so many questions! but he didnt have any questions for my group. (i tink its because my group exceeded the time limit and he was facing a time constraint! heh.) go us! in fact, after one guy asked us a question, the teacher stated that the question was for discussion and not part of our project scope! heh. needless to say, i was very very satisfied and smug with myself on wed. even xu chen & co. and wen ai said that my presentation was good!

in fact, i felt like such a genius that i attempted to help jinyu with his chim ge lao sai car project in a desperate bid to get him to go to pearlyn's party. but the bluffing machine was making too loud a noise for me to state my ten reasons why he should go. so i just kinda perched on a stool( the workshop was dirty) and happily sandpapered his car. It took me a while to realise that i was singing out loud but heck! the workshop was mostly empty and i couldnt have been singing tt loud.

thanks to kenny and chris, got word of some fantastic face mask which is real cheap! @2.50 each and one packet contains enough junk for two faces. should we ever go out remind me to intro it to you guys!

miss selfridge is back in singapore! i got an interview on wed and i have no idea what to wear or bring. anyone free on mon or tues? i wanna get a 21st birthday present too.

got weileen's present liao.. all i need is a nice box to put all the seduction stuff in and presto! oh.. does anyone have a condom to sell to me? i dun feel like buying one whole box just for a gag gift yet i wanna put in one to complete the kit.

sigh. as u can tell.. im rambling coz im bored