i am
frustrated: because it's just like her to automatically think the worst of me. A newspaper headline about a girl getting into trouble over nude photos makes her think that i'm gonna run out naked and scream "TAKE ME! TAKE ME!"

very frustrated: because she is allowed to show and express her anger but when i raise objections over her constant slamming down the phone on me, she goes all "you don't give me face"

very very frustrated: because right now, it seems like im the only one who cares about how we would look like on monday. I know it's not their fault, but i can't help feeling this way. By right, i should feel grateful that they are even talking about the presentation when they S/U the module. but still. i dunnoe.. Blame my pride, but i never wanna give substandard work when many people can see it. Sigh. i mean it's all our fault for making it so last minute but there were so many cancelled meetings because of the false security of time. yeah, i'm a last minute person but i eat,live and breathe the darn project till it's over so dun blame me when i don't talk to you on MSN or sms back or call back.. sorry.


wallowing in self pity: well this was since yesterday since i came down with a fever and had to go to school. that was still okay. but the fever is irritating. I realise i always fall sick when i have to rush assignments.

stressed: besides the above mentioned project, the deadline for all my other proj is looming and they are those huge major ones which involve alot of work. Unbelievable shit like studying a water tank of a residential and proposing new systems to implement. which means floor plans (which means lots of red tape). stuff like tt..and it's due soon!

tired of it all: sometimes i wish we could just get along. that i could look you in the face and smile a genuine smile. no need to crack a stupid forced joke to ease up everything. why is it everyone else gets along with theirs and not us? why can't i be glad to see you? why must you always spoil the mood by some stupid remark to put me down? the first thing u said to me after your trip away was "reading book and not studying?" yeah welcome home.

tired: now i noe what tim meant about gettin tired after staring at a screen so long. plus multi-tasking with keeping the dog quiet and changing the bedsheets. heh

amused: I fINd iT sTuPid wHeN PeoPle.. AHH screw it.. i cant type liek that for nuts.. how the hell did she manage to do it? and she is friggin 20. Pearlyn: how can you ever take her seriously man?

super stressed: haven bought geetha's present and its on SUNDAY!! Arrghh and it's geetha! so it needs to be super nice la!

needy: because ting didnt bring me to Australia

delirious with delight: keeping my fingers crossed! if all goes well, im off to travel all around china with who else? Cheeyen and Jinyu! 2 of my favourite people to travel with! Plans have been shifted forward by 1 whole year!

swearing off neopets: enough said.

stupid: coz i have to get up for work in 5 hours and im still writing this

bitchy: because im writing this blog post

whiney: see above

PMS: see above


On a lighter note, tt day while i was watchin "American Idol", my younger sister pointed out one grey haired singer to my mom by saying "Mummy, he is so your type. Because he is old."

the next day, my mother dyed her hair.