1st jan 2006: i finally got to see my long lost uncle and he looks nothing like what i have imagined. it's a real long story about how the families got estranged. my grandparents and uncle have been through a lot all because of other people's greed. we are not in position to say who is right or wrong but i sure hope those who are responsible for this entire mess sure get their karma! i mean .. turning pple against my grandpa for money is pretty mean but separating them from their kid and then turnin the kid against his parents is downright evil! my uncle has been lost to us for more than 50 years. it took a near-death experience to his son to get him to talk to my grandpa. ah wells.. i really enjoyed myself at the party last night.
at one point, we saw my mom and aunties talkin to my uncle. it's a strange feeling to look at them and know they are siblings. though i must admit the uncle looked pretty constipated( maybe my mom was giving one of her speeches! hahaha). And, at the very end of the party, my grandpa hugged my long lost uncle and my uncle started crying which was a real touching moment for everyone. a hallmark moment right there!

when you tink about it, it's kinda sad. all these years.. wasted. every sunday, we go to my grandparents house, so we are all real close. i mean, i love christine and mal to BITS! with a strong burning passionate love..we grew up together so there is a certain bond there. but i can never say this abt the uncle's 4 sons. they seem like nice pple. but it's difficult to talk to them the way we can talk amongst ourselves. i dare not get my hopes up but i really hope that we can patch this hole up. the relationship is fragile as it is. hope is for fools but i'd rather be a happy optimistic fool for this matter. let's see how it goes from here.

yeah.. this family story is real drama mama all right!

new year's eve was ridiculous to the point of hilarious. but i was busy marvelling at the art of cutting queues! man! hats off to ryann, raymond, john, jerry & co. (i cant remember the rest of the names but i remember that the guy with a tattoo on his ass came!)! oh! and jill's friend is so pretty! he's so pretty that.. well i dunnoe what i wud do.. but he's real pretty! but i'm serious abt the haggling to get in part.. i seriously think that the bouncer was gonna cry.

note to MOS: you shouldnt dress your bouncers in pink. it makes them look rather weak and on the brink of tears when they are stressed.

well it was great coz i finally got to see jill and we could actually dance to proper music! love that girl lahz.. it's all thanks to her tt we had such great contacts at MOS! and the waiting time at the bungee jump was made better by her company. if not, i wud have turned ard and slapped the dude behind me or gone for reverse bungee jumping instead! and first time see jill shout like mad woman! hahahaha! felt like a boring nun next to ryann and co. though. they were the masterminds behind the plot to rush the whole crowd to the door so tt "the door bitches" couldnt cope.

it was fuckin hilarious in MOS coz we were watchin the horrifying spectacle of seeing 4 middle aged men (some say 6 guys but i saw only 4) pick up a girl in pink. first off.. the dudes were FUGLY! and they couldnt dance and! they were ard the same age as me dad! receding hairlines! eeeewww.. grossified! so there we were, screamin from the 2nd storey "don't do it!" and we saw ah pek dancing! hahahahahaha! funny lahz!

quote of the day: jillian "i beat him in his face"

summary of 2005
it's over. Thank God.