im in a reflective mood right now. (over)analyse this.

it's kinda sad when you finish a story with.. 'well.. and that's that. that's it"
cheeyen used to say "close book! cut all contact!" but girls are funny. they always make use of stupid excuses to stick ard like.. " i need the list from him" or "i need to return him his CDs.." or even "my CDs are with him!"

( speaking of closed books.. majo has finally emailed. *amused* exactly what kind of illness would last for 3 weeks? )

Then one day, it happens. he does something. it can be really small. but you look at him and it dawns on you.."what the hell are you doing? You idiot!" and all affection dies a cold death.

i hate it when someone is continously smsing while in my company. it's just plain telling you that you are boring shit. or when someone invites friends to the outing without asking whether you mind. ah balls! whatever. i'll get over it. i always do.
am just a teensy weensy upset coz it was a good friendship.

i agree with pei. i'm really hoping and wishing for better days to come.

tommorrow is the big day! i'm frigging scared that when pei and ting rips off the wrapping, they will get this big "huh?" look on their faces before tryin to cover their dismay up with bright smiles.. and i know what pei's fake bright smile looks like! arrghhh! ohhh cant breathe! am just gettin anxious to tink abt their reactions.. shall turn away while they open! i'm sorry im freaking out but this is my first ever christmas present exchange with friends!

in a way, im excited.. coz this is what christmas presents are all about right? sitting down and thinkin what the person likes and may want.. and then all this nervous anticipation before the present opening.. and the best part is in the giving and if the person likes the present... knowing that you were the one who put the smile on tt person's face. that's basically what giving is all about right? putting real geniune smiles on pple's faces.

so God help me if they dun like my presents tommorrow.