happy 20th birthday to dear
wenting!
some moments are like the classics.. they have to be celebrated over and over again. your birthday is one such moment.
sometimes its so scary to think of my life without you.. serangoon gardens without you.. i noe you are enjoying yourself in australia.. but it's a comforting thought to know that you will come back soon and i will get to see you! Do you realise how long it has been? anyways girl.. i hope you really enjoy the first day of being 20! may you have many happy days ahead!
to another dear friend of mine..
i feel very very guilty for not being able to fully keep my promise. i know i promised to be there for you.. work is not a very good excuse for me to keep on pushin back our meetings. I'm really sorry. please understand my situation. i know i shouldnt use my project work as an excuse. i'll try to do better next time. please forgive me...
you know there are times when u look calm but there is a huge emotional mess inside you? internal screamin takes place when you see how unfair life can be. i wonder.. if you are manipulative, can you get away with anything? is there no more sense of pride in doing work? is it right to twist facts? if liars always win, why do we still do what we do? why work while others can do the work? all we need is a bit of creativeness to tweak facts and confidence to pull it off. is there no shame felt when one steals credit?
liar liar pants on firemy dog ate half a packet of snail pellets. and now he keeps shakin his head like he is on ectasy. pretty worried abt him..
all in all.. life is not lookin too good. thank goodness i can always count on jill and 23 episodes of comedy central to be the light in the period of misery called "the gloom before exam period"!