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Adel :D
A rather infrequent blogger who nags at other bloggers to update their blogs.
She loves colourful stuff but is often seen wearing black and white. An office rat, she's often found chasing the sun during the weekends. Her curent aim in life is to be able to whistle the entire tune of "Jingle Bells"

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Sunday, October 09, 20051:04 AM
you know. i have been thinkin. someone asked me after being through all the shit in usa, losing andy.. if i ever had a chance, would i wan to rewind back my whole summer and spend it in singapore?
the answer is.. no. you see.. if i had remained in singapore, chances are i would not have learned from my mistakes. I would still be a spoilt, ungrateful girlfriend/daughter. at least, now i can better appreciate what people do, learn to laugh at gossip, how to forgive and forget...
*cheeky grin* plus i can
1) sleep with no bolster.. one pillow..
2) watch a truly scary movie from behind a pillow
3) wash metal plates for 3 restaurants (heck! aft this job, i can do any manual job!)
4) lug a heavy suitcase wherever i go
5) check impulse shopping.
6) survive on $20 a day in a foreign city
go me!

sure! there are times where i want to start over from the beginning. i miss andy like hell. As cheesy as it sounds, but out of the blue, when i tink i'm almost over him, something triggers a flashback and it takes a lot of chocolate to get over the flashback. the problem with a break up in singapore is that too many things which are significant. like places where you went to eat together, spent days togehter, shows you watched together, dvd stores you two went to... bookstores.. eating places. there is literally no escape from memories if you wan to wallow in them!

but you see.. life isnt what you always want it to be. and all the lessons learned would be erased. I need such bitter memories to learn how to be a better person. I think andy is better off without me too. I'm doing a makeover for my soul.. so much shit has happened.. something good has to come out of this mess right? Right now, im focused on being content with my life. Im determined to! no quarrel.. schoolwork.. lack of frens.. will prevent me frm my goal! damnit! i will be content!

im tinkin of gg skydiving.. anyone wanna join me? met up with the cousins and a germ of an idea for my uncle's wedding has been growing. if it does happen.. gonna be damn excited. my uncle's wedding is gonna be held in RAFFLES HOTEL! wooohooo! how cool is tt? i hoep the rumour is true manz.. plus! my family is gg taiwan .. then jie & bf are thinkin of gg up to bangkok (phuket was first choice until we saw the price.. eeps) and i will def be joining them! anyone wanna come along?




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