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Adel :D
A rather infrequent blogger who nags at other bloggers to update their blogs.
She loves colourful stuff but is often seen wearing black and white. An office rat, she's often found chasing the sun during the weekends. Her curent aim in life is to be able to whistle the entire tune of "Jingle Bells"

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Tuesday, October 25, 20057:31 AM
please. go ahead and kill. don't give me this slow torture.

its 7 in the morning. my group report is due in 2 hours and i just opened up my grp member's work. oh gawd. i cant take it anymore! please kill me already!

i have no one to complain to right now so hence im typin out my frustration here. how could he? to think i trusted him so and was happily typin out conclusion and tweakin my part and trying to figure how to do the formatting. and now. i see. my gawd. its reallie no use. i just feel like sittin here and just pouring out my tears onto my computer.. am quite quite quite in despair.. the feelin when u noe u are screwed even though you have worked on ur part. now what can i do? i have no time to do his research. i cant crap thru the whole part.. whats the point of doin it anways? another grp member hasnt finished his part.

oh gawd.. im fightin desperation. its like havin a runway train coming towards you and u noe there is nothin u can do abt it but watch it happen

though i must say despite all this shit.. i tink im going quite mad.. coz admidst all these tears, im laughin at all my situation. the big joke? it gives new meaning to the sentence "work that makes you cry"

somebody. help me. please. please. take me out of this hell. im going down. this is worth 60%!!!!! oh gawd i can feel another wave of tears coming.

how could you?? how could you just apologise and then turn in crummy work? how could i have trusted that you would do your part? you promised me you would help with the work.. why did you make promises when you didnt mean them? was it too much to ask of you to properly do your part? tell me what did i do to make you hate me this much? why on earth would you want to drive me crazy with all this stress! why??

God, if you are listening.. i tink that's enough karma for me. please. i need this project to pass. need this so tt i got a shot at SEP! please God. help me. i need a miracle now. i need to go on SEP! need to get out of NUS campus for one sem.. oh gawd. i cant stay in nus and stay sane. i cant! i cant i cant i cant!


i learnt. aint nobody to depend on except for me, myself and i. *bitter smile* thanks.a.lot. hear that sound, thats the sound of my sanity going down the toilet.

internal screamin in progress
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