dear jillian,
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you
Caught up in circles confusion
Is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights
Almost left behind suitcase of memories,
Time after time
Sometimes you picture me
but I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me
I can't hear what you've said
Then you say "go slow"
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds
If you're lost you can lookand you will find meTime after timeIf you fall I will catch youI'll be waitingTime after timeMatchbox twenty "time after time"
girl, i love you so so much.. will never give up on you. i noe it sounds lesbian but damnit. we have been through so much shit together..
we will pull through this. i gurantee you that no matter what, i'll be supporting you all the way.
go jill!
went to my cousin's wedding today. Woooah.. she reallie slimmed down like mad! But she looked ab gorgeous! with my cousins' enthusiasm, it was hard not to enjoy the whole process of torturing the groom. heh, the groom and his grp had to eat wasabi on tomato (apparently, the tomato tasted way worse than the wasabi!), drink lemon and bittergourd juice.. after failing at all the impossible tasks the bridemaids set for them. It was fun to see the ang pows exchanging hands rapidly. the poor groom! Even after he got into the house, they had locked the door leading to the room where the bride waited.. so he had to answer 3 more questions regarding his courtship before he could enter. The pitiful ones were his friends who had to do push ups while the groom tried to unock the door with 3 different keys! hahahahahaha!
i learned a few chinese traditions today. if a younger sister gets married before her elder sister, they have to hang the elder sister's pants above the door for the groom to walk under it. And, the elder sister cannot be there when the groom arrives. bahz. so we started talkin about how if audrey gets married first, my elder sister and i will hang our jeans, t shirts, skirts over the door.. to dry..haahhaha! but like tt cannot get ang pow lehz. hmph. i see the ang pow given to the bridemaids.. i tink i can buy like 100 packets of char kway teow and still have money to shop! HO HO HO! dan DIE alreadi.. then i will.. HO HO HO! fa fu le!
the wedding dinner started off as a drag. was busy utilizing my phone at the reception! and then the camera.. and then the phone..then i just started talkin and gettin high at my table .. so got to know my cousins whom i have not spoken to since ermmm.. well just very long ago. we aren't exactly close. but they are pretty funny people.. so ya..
tml is jie's grad photoshoot and i have.. not one.. not two not four but EIGHT! 8! pimples on my face. hahahaha! see how stressed i am? well.. not a great time to take photo. am praying for the studio people to have excellent skills in photoshop! seriously, two pimples are under my nose, and they look like i permanently have soemthing comin out of my nose. haahaha! i asked jinyu whether it was obvious and he was like "no lahz.." then "wait.. i never wear my glasses".. -_-.
kk got to get me beauty sleep. just came online to upload con tech file. *dramatic sigh* how hardworkin can one be? heh.
PS. i noe the last post seems whiney esp over such a trivial matter. but you try being invisible for 2 months. It's just a reflection of my social status and the difficulty of makin frens now. if a stranger doesn't even pretend to care, what have you become?