oh fuck. my foot hurts
i tink tt im gg crazy here.. waiting to see whether majo wud come online.. but i need to pee! sighz! i went to the toilet.. but when i saw a cockroach, i quickly stumbled out of the toilet. In my haste i stepped on the door's metal part hence my aching foot.. so now, i have a full bladder, an aching foot and a million curse words going through my head.
im bored. according to jessica.. majo is still sleeping! &*(&%$. im givin him till 2 am.
ladeedum.. hanwei doesnt wanna talk to meeeeeee... one more hour. netiher does andy! jill is on the phone.. everyone else has gone to sleep!
okay.. there is jinyu! ... who is not replying.. bastard. oh ok! he replied.
this is crazy... im refreshin my email page every 10 seconds.. but i can't help it! It was totally my fault last thursday for not comin online. Hmmm.. perhaps i had better explain since i have nothing better to do anyways.. I arranged to meet majo online on his thursday night last week. But the guy emailed bac to say tt he is workin on thurs night and he may have difficulty findin someone to accompany him to the computer lab after work (coz work in 6 flags can be tiring.. can u imaging hauling ur ass to the library with an aching body?). So i sent him an email to say never mind. I forgot tt the next time he can see my mail would be on thurs night itself. So the poor boy actually left work early to come online to speak to me and i was not online! *tears hair out* stupid of me right? which explains why i am always sitting at the com in case he comes online.. If i were him, i wud be very angry with me! it would mean losing the chance of earning more $$ and the trouble of gg home to change out of uniform before gg to the library.. sighz.
jill has been givin me a few blogs to read.. and i realised something. Unlike most girls, nowadays, the stuff i wan are mainly intangible. kinda envy those girls.. wan shoes? earn the money and get them. satisfied. Intangibles are so much more difficult to get. In my case, they are out of my control. damnit. i have a feelin since america, i have curbed my impulse shoppin by a lot. thois will be put to the test tml when i go out with pei.. i love pei like mad! she just revealed tt she got me a top! ARRRGHHH! i hope i can wear it! so excited.. isn;t she sweet??
btw.. thanks for the matchbox 20 cd vern n wei leen!
sighz.. im signing off now to read a book while i wait..