unlike dear pei.. when the crunch time comes.. i blog more than usual! heh.. i have an awful habit of bloggin when im miserable which explains this whiney blog..
basically im screwed for the exams (speakin of which... yesh ting i felt like slappin u.) haven reallie started revisin.. pretty scared shitless.
the other day i was talkin to christine.. and i realised something.. dun get me wrong ..its not tt i regret anything.. i mean my sec school days were the time of my life and they made me the who i am today.. sgss was a real blast.. its just tt.. i feel rather sad sometimes. ok im talkin in riddles.. u see.. for pple from well .. let's just say more to the english side.. like cedar, rgs, *shrugs*, ij.. for pple frm here.. when u are in uni. more often than not, u will see someone from ur sec school which is reallie cool .. can catch up and all.. on the other hand i dont reallie get the chance to do tt. my sec friends are mostly in poly and u can see the contact with them has been cut coz they are often talkin bout their new poly friends and life while i dun share the same thinkin. to date, i only know bout 4 sgss pple who came to nus.. so when i meet them, im extremely happy. yeahzzz... so dun get me wrong.. just feelin wistful that not many of my sec school frens are with me now.. coz it wud have been pretty fun to hang out in the same environment.. like i remember the times the 11 of us wud stubbornly sit at "our" table.. even though someone's butt wud be nearly droppin off the damn seat.. and how we made our teachers cry.. or the times we hung out at the corridor after recess was over. heck! i even miss the times the guys wud bang on the tables and all. i miss mercilessly teasing yee fong.. being able to walk ard sgs and noe everyone who passed by.. and how we wud always greet and chit chat with each other irregardless of how late we were.. i miss the times delfy wud keep a look out while we sneaked out of class one by one to go to the empty classrooms upstairs to tok.. it seemed like we never ran out of stuff to tok about! the crazy basketball games... and the afternoons when we wud cum to school early and watch the crazy guys play soccer in the hot blasting sun while we sat in on top in the cool shade drinkin and gossipin. i miss laughing about chek mun's extremely short shorts!
there are so many memories... so when i see some funny incident relating to sgss, i wan sgss pple to be beside me so we can recall and laugh about it with me.. now.. i have to explain what happened then and now before pple get it.. and tt kinda takes the fun out of it.. yeahzz.. so sgss pple.. i do miss u guys.. im sorry that our paths have taken us in so many different ways... the sad part is tt im the one who took the path tt leads the furthest away frm u guys.. our thinkings have all changed.. we are so different now.. i noe nothing can be the same as before.. heck i haven seen u guys in ages.. the other day when i met irene.. i was thinkin .. i may not have changed appearance-wise but inside, im so different frm the adeline who had big dreams.. the adeline who was happy-go-lucky.. the naive romantic one with such wonderful views of the world.. the adeline who used to be damn sporty and kept on askin pple to play games durin pe.. the brash loud girl who would not care if she didnt like u... okay im sidetrackin.. its just tt.. if any of u read this.. perhaps we cud get together? 3 years may be a very long gap to bridge.. but lets try? after all.. we were good friends for 4 years... time wouldnt matter to us, right?

on a happier note. i got a new baby which i fervently worship. big thanks to andy who helped me! on a sad note.. i need to start saving!! halp! WAIT. the exams are in a few days.. HALP!