its amazing how pple show their true colours in such times.
so fuckin bitter now.
kinda get a sense of how ting felt a week ago. can so hear ting gg welcome to my world.. heh.. except! here there is a ridiculous lack of chocolates.
hmmm right now.. i filled with a sense of such hopelessness.. am pondering whether i shud even turn up for the stupid exam later.
just ha d aconversation.. and i got this terrible pit in my heart.. why e heck am i surrounded by smart pple? i hate this. so fuckin miserable. if u are smart, dun need to show it off to me.. i dun even tok bout my fuckin A. and why tok bout it in such a time when im desperate?? feel dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb.