for the record.. i hate finance.., like seriously.. if i cud.. happily gladly shovel it into the rubbish heap where it belongs!! wth. i have 5 more chapters to go and arrrghhh!!1 it seems like the exam paper for last year was a horrror.. dare not peek at it or else i wud cry!

had a brave moment.. coz the guys went out to get coffee.. and *scary music plays* can u imagine.. being alone ina room.. surrounded by finance notes??? how horrifyin it alreadi is?? and then! *dramatic music plays* i saw.... (eeek ekkk ekkk eekkk the scream's theme song) a cockroach! YESH! i bet ting is gg "poor thing!" so after the much screamin and hoppin about . i decided to be brave.. and took a mag frm the floor.. decided i hated the pretty girl on the front cover.. and remember pei's advice on how to kill a cockroach. well what she( speakin of which .. her exam would have ended when she reads this.. lucky thing! congrats dear!) wrote on her blog at least.. see! i do listen! or well.. read.. anways! back to my brave moment... managed to WHACK IT! heh! was so happy!.. did a victory dance! so i went bac to my com and boasted all bout killin the cockraoch.. then .. my spendid moment of glory turned to a shriek! coz.. i looked to where the cockroach was.. and it was gone! GONE! DISAPPEARED!

the first thot tt ran thru my head was.. do cockroaches have souls?? if they do.. do they haunt their killers?? the next one was.. "WHERE THE FUCK DID IT GO??" so started hoppin ard in case it was near me.. funny.. the way a small insect can reduce a grown 19 year old girl to a quivering mass of terror! took up my weapon and went into combat mode! but.. it was nowhere to be seen! (scream's horror music starts to play again). anways.. just picture the guys's shock when they entered to see me shoutin "cockroach cockroach!" so much for the tough girl image! in the end.. so anti climaz.. im ashamed to say tt i ran out of the room.. terrified tt the cockroach wud find me for revenge.. cockroaches.. they dun let on how smart they are, u noe! how could anything survive my whack??? the mystery remains.. anyways.. it didnt survive andy's stomp. so mr cockroach.. to clarify.. i did not kill u.. unless ur eardrums burst frm my constant screamin. PS note tt there was no sympathy oozing out frm the guys. such bastards. heh.

i hate finance! hate hate hate. i just found out tt the hostel in houston texas.. is shared by 6 pple.. as in one appartment shared by 6 pple.. HOW COOL! totally awesome! u have ur own privacy.. but when u feel lonely.. u can go out to the main living room and tada! company.. talked to yujen and he suggested monopoly everynite. groan.. i always always go bankrupt durin monopoly so u can see why my finance is so bad! anyways i warned the poor guy tt i get violent when pple take my monopoly money! bwahhahahahhahah bad news is tt there is no net connection.. only in the library which i wud have to take a train to.. so not gonna be online often.. will miss u guys!

okok bac to finance.. teh 2 guys are stressin me out with their mutterings and glares (coz of the typin sound im makin) .. for the record.. i hate finance