ahhhhzzzz the taste of finally finishing all my assignments! feels pretty good!
im so sorry pei for not being able to keep my promise! im ashamed to say this.. but i act enjoyed doing the law essay.. then again, law needs lots of analyzing and thinkin.. and i dun think exam conditions are very conducive for one to sit back and think! hated doing SS though.. coz i didnt know how to intepret the question.. to me.. the question felt more to lit than singapore studies.. sighz.. cud feel tt it was a load of rubbish as i was typin it out. overexceeded the word limit by like i dunnoe.. wrote 5 pages altogether.. hope he doesnt penalize.. wud have prferred doing jill's media essay. Now, that is reallie incoporating research, reality and theory all into one paper!

and i finally got all my documents in proper order for the speedwing thing to go to usa.. houston, texas here i come! was getting pretty frustrated coz i cud not go down to their office.. and there was a miscommunication.. they didnt get tt i didnt have the proper forms and all... heng i started addin 6 flags pple on msn! this very nice guy sent it to me.. nearly peed in my pants frm the relief! bwahahahahah... im hopin tt 6 flags wud be much kinder to me in terms of frens.. since im gg there solo.. it's a bit intimidating to imagine tt everyone there will be in their own cliques, leavin me alone to twiddle my thumbs.. esp on the 4 flights to houston texas.. i wud be left pretty much alone.. yeahz... hopefully, pple wud be friendly and include me intheir conversation! my worse fear is tt it turns out to be lke nus.. u meet many pple.. but after a while..after all the niceties and formalities have been said.. there is nothing to tok about.. and u are just left standin there in very awkard silences, not knowin what to do!

damn upset coz my accomodation application has been turned down.. i have to go back to my hse??? are u kiddin? the journey here and back is so far.. i feel like crying! AND my classes always end late. and i wud miss my "family" and freedom here! here, i can walk ard pgp at 3 am to print some urgent work.. or stay up for a late nite chat or watch soccer with the rest or .., basically determine my own schedule..most of all.. i'll miss my room! i love it so so much! shoot. shall not say anymore before i burst into tears again.

recommend jeffrey deaver's "The Empty Chair" not a bad book! sighz... not been gettin much sleep coz of the stupid assignments... cough and flu still not gone! geez. just think.. aft monday's french test, there wun be anymore stupid deadlines to meet! yay! finally..all the work is (almost) done! now.. its the studyin crunch time., hmmm.. okay feelin the pressure again. fuck.