my stomach hurts. i realise tt i have not been watching any tv at all! before you go "woooOOOOAAAHHH,, study ah??".. no i did not study. haiz! been watching dvd! and going out and doing project.
i dunnoe why, but for weird reason, have been feeling reallie depressed these few days.. feel that life is very sian. Just presented a finance project on monday. For some weird reason or another, starting to go crazy.. why does it always seem that people are talking only about work work work?? going out of my mind! is there anything else we can talk about?? every topic goes bac to work!!!!! and the worse part is.. why does everyone seem to be able to grasp concepts and stuff so easily?? while im always laggin behind, tryin to keep up.. and why does everyone keep on talkin bout preparin for the future.. yeahz i noe.. we must prepare.. but if u spend all your time preparing.. what is the future without the present? i'm almost gone. and u dun even noe it.
arrrghhhh! and i just realised.. i have very very very few frens in nus! it was at one point, where i just stood aside and took a good look at the picture presented to me.. people just lauighing and talkin in an invisible bubble.. while im outside tryin to poke in.. feel half mad.. one part of me feels like a runaway train heading towards impendin doom.. the other part feels like a snail crawling at such a slow rate that toenails grow faster! arrrghhhh take me away!!! take me away frm NUS! once in a while.. one must get out! i need to get out...NOW! been hangin ard NUS pple too much! help!
i have a test every week from now on.. plus there are still law assignments to go... and one more SS( the same module which made me write about the sang nila gan ni na.. absolute agony!)....
when did life start to become so sian? sian sian sian! this is so unlike me. WHAT is happening???!!!! baaaarrrghhh
andy is not goin up to malaysia this weekend! yay! hey.. i didnt mention anything bout him not going AT ALL.. he himself sms the boss to say he not gg.. heh. made sure he reallie not going then BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! pretty happy! im not going to hide my happiness lahz... coz this weekend is gg to be pretty rough... see.. i didnt go bac last weekend coz i was rushin project.. and rushed to clementi to try to get my brochure printed.. at 8 pm my parents called and asked where i was.. so i told them clementi.. next thing i noe.. they started scoldin.. askin me why i am not studyin... imagine my shock. the last time my mom called .. i told her i just finished eatin cup noodles.. and she told me to go out and eat .. need nutrition! now i go out and eat.. she scold me for not studyin! i cant study the whole day! plus i went to clementi for a reason! plus she noes that i can't eat nus food.. (for some weird reason or other.. i get diahorrea aft eating it.. everytime!).. so yeahz.. this weekend im gg bac...and its not gg to be pretty.. so its nice to noe tt he is in singapore.. and not in malaysia with his boss. yeahzzz...
im bored