hmmm..
it seems like im gonna be very full.. gonna have to eat my words... right aft i take my foot out of my mouth! tink most of u shud have guessed by now that im bac with andy... we are okay now..
yeahzzz. i guess these sentences tt sums it up.. "we made ourselves a promise and we're never giving up. Even when it don't feel like love. " no.. my MSN nick is not sad... its just saying tt we are not giving up when things are not the happily ever after stories found in fairy tales.. as in there are times in a relationship that all odds are against you and when romance is out of the pic... that is when a couple has to deal with reality such as dealin with everything tt attached to their partner.. accomodation i guess *shrugs* yeahzzz... thanks for all your support durin those few days when i was whiny and bitchin about guys in general! special shout outs to pei, zu, ting and jill!

ohhh!!! i'm like deliriously happy right now! my dad is gonna ...buy *dramatic pause* A MP3 player for me!!!!! get a load of that!! wooghoooo!1 and u noe what the best part was??? i have NEVER EVER said a word about MP3 players at all!! on secodn thots.. my poor dad! all he uttered was "hmmm do you want a MP3 player?" and i squealed the car down! (adel's squealing in a small enclosed space.. shudder for my dad!)... yesh.. so im supposed to find a model tt i like.. am considering creative's i mini... wan to take a different colour from the standard ones like black, dark blue, silver and white.. but these colours are the prettiest ones!! damnit.. pink and purple reallie look like shit in the website! oh gosh.. its givin me thrills just thinkin bout owning a MP3 player! my dad so rocks lahz!

http://www.creative.com/ check it out!

jill *raises eyebrow*? wei ping????! *shrieks* bwahahaha went tannin with jill for two days in a row. realised tt the sun dance has a delayed time period! *smug smile* now we no longer look like white chickens! look more like... *ponders* slightly roasted chickens! heh...yeah babette!feel so much closer to you after our tanning toks! was a total blast hangin out with ya.. love love love robots! even though i spilled like 3/4 of my zappel onto the floor.. thanks for sharing your straw dear! can't wait for sat's tannin tok again!

hmmmmm... accordin to andy( he is e only civilisation i have met with since my tannin.. besides ryann who had to be polite! and andy's family who also had to be polite!), i look like a black malay girl now.. yesh. please throw mashed potatoes. bwahahhahahahaahahaha.. naw.. the main reason behind all the tannin is tt jie's graduation is like next week.. have to look good coz they are gonna take one huge ass photo to hang in the living room to haunt me for the rest of my life! heh.. besides can catch up with my homie, jill baby! heh...

finance test was a huge fiasco. hmmmm.. though u can say it was funny.. coz the teacher went "if you keep on lookin ard, we wun penalise you.. its okay.. we will just warn you by pointin a laser pointer at ur paper" right.... there are lke 300 pple seatin together.. how to be accurate? then he was so shy bout sayin the word "copy" heh.. coz he went "if you happen to see your friend's paper, dun worry if the answers are not the same as yours, coz there are different scripts". ok this was the point when e whole grp's jaw dropped and we stopped horsin around in the back! bwahahahahahha!

spent the entire day with andy's family yest... which means i was playin with the baby all day.. my english vocab has been reduced to "good good" "ah po! (hippo)" "hmmmm.." "hmmmm?" .. u kinda get the idea right? heh
im sick.. sore throat.. can't talk.. so please dun call me.. sms me dearies!

i swear.. im on blog crazy mode right now.. what to do? im all alone in the room... love love jillian! yeah babes... love the mtv on ur blog now.. esp love the last part after she left him ... and her pals came to help her! love you girl... thanks pei, ting, neela, zu.. chris, mal, ah lai... thanks for your support.. i will be alright. dun worry.. i have my pride. i will not cry.

choc treat anyone? pei put tt thot into my head! bwahahahahaha... Hmmmm i need a love-myself treat.. haven had tt for quite a while.. any ideas?? i feel like gg for massage but no time.. then my mp3 player plan is put on hold for now coz no $$$! hmmm so i need a cheap yet lovely idea to pamper myself! any ideas??

tanning and finally found someone to watch robots with me!!!!! LooooOOOVE! jill.. i can't hardly wait.. pang seh me and die!

the mtv on jill's blog: 3/4 applicable.. bwahahahah.. except tt in my case, the guy didnt fight to keep me. *shrugs*
remember how mr... shoot i forgot his name.. YEO! yesh yeo... said tt music allows u to relive the experience before u let it go hence why u feel better after listenin to music? and how we relate to the song? yeah.. its true here..

(J.Lo)Its such a shame but I'm leaving
Cant take the way you been treatin me
And its crazy but oh babyit dont matta whatever dont faze me
(Ll Cool J) I dont believe you wanna leave like this
I dont believe I just had my last real kiss
I do believe we'll laugh and reminice
Wait a minute dont bounce babyLets talk about this
(J.Lo)well im bouncing and I'm out son I gotta leave you alone
.Lo: My pride is all I have
Ll Cool J: Pride is what you had, baby girl I'm what you have
J.Lo: You'll be needing me but too bad
Ll Cool J: Be easy, dont make decisions when you're mad
J.Lo: The path u chose to run along
Ll Cool J: I kno your independent you can make it on ur own
J.Lo: Here with me you had a home
Ll Cool J: Time is of the essence, why spend it alone?
(J.Lo)The nights I've waited up for you
Promises you made about coming through
So much time you wasted,Thats why I had to replace you
(Ll Cool J)It makes a cat nervous the thought of settling down
Especially when he's creeping all over town
I thought my tender touch could lock ya down
I knew I had you as cocky as that sounds
The way you used to giggle right before I put it down
It's better when you're angry come here I'll prove it now (come here)
(J.Lo)Stop playing, you gaming, I got to leave you alone. '
Cause im good Holding down my spot
And I'm good Reppin the girls on the block
And I'm good
I got this thing on lock
So without me you'll be fine, right?

happy easter everyone! i love u guys...

its over. reallie finally over.
when all's been done, there is nothing left except for that haunting silence.
in times lke these.. logic makes everythin worse.

im confused. feel very very cheated. dunnoe what to tink. feel like a dog. whistle.. and i'll come runnin back to you no matter how many times you whack me. you do stuff that keep me coming back in spite of everything. why do i insist on taking the other road? everything seems okay on the outside, but how are you reallie feelin? this has been a tough week. and its just gonna get tougher.

this is a nice song... many people like the chipmunk voice.. but the rapper is good.

Akon's Lonely

Lonely im Mr. Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
Im so Lonely, im Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
for my owwnnn
Im so Lonely,

Yo, this one here goes out to all my playas out there man.
ya kno that got that one good girl dog thats always been
there man like took all the bullshit then one day she cant
take it no more and decides to leave

yeah, I woke up in the middle of the night,
And I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
Coulda sworn I was dreamin,
For her I was feinin,
So I had ta take a little ride,
Back tracking on these few years,
Tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad,
Cuz ever since my girl left me,
My whole life came crashin and I'm so....

Lonely (so lonely),
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
I'm so lonely

Cant belive I had a girl like you,
and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru
u still stuck around and stayed by my side (by my side)
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you a good girl and I had no right,
I really wanna make things right,
cuz without u in my life girl
im so..

Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own baby).
Im so lonely

Been all about the world ain't,
neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through.
Never thought the day would come,
where you would get up and run,
and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be,
aint no one in the globe id rather see
then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own, no).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).

I'm so Lonely
Never thought that id be alone (be alone)
I didnt hope you'd be gone this long (gone this long)
I jus want u to call my phone,
so stop playing girl and Come on home (come on home),
baby girl I didn't mean to shout, (no)
I want me and you to work it out, (work it out baby)
I never wished that Id ever Hurt my baby,
and its drivin me crazy cuz I'm so...

Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody, nobody)
To call my own (to call my own, no).
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl)
I'm so Lonely
So lonely(lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
Mr. Lonely(lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
So lonely (Lonely)
So lonely!!! (so lonely!!!)
So Lonely
Mr. Lonely

hey pei.. sistic is not offering a student discount for sound of music. shucks right? bahzzz.. just watched the show... heh.. tink jie turned a bit green when i started yoodling along with the "Lonely Goatherd" song!

Finally caught up with chris and mal last nite... im pretty glad we met up...though mal has morphed into an utter STRANGER! love love love chris! hang in there babe! any Humpalumpus(*giggles madly*) can deal with it.. admittedly tt image of u acting like the hufflelumpus is horrifically etched into my brain. thanks ah.. u do NOT do that when someone is half asleep!

hmmm.. yest, rushed to NUH before gg for the america talk... saw my cousin.. it's pretty scary but poor guy had to lie there while i rattled off everything i had to say before rushin off (late for the talk!)... but looking back, i tink i didn do as bad as me mum..drama drama.. anyways.. i promised him tt i wud go everyday till he's discharged.... so there you go.. that's one promise i fully intend to keep! what's totally unfair is tt MAL and CHRIS! both got to see tua gu! and i didnt! damnit. but seeing him lie there... made me realise how trifle my probs are... makes u see life frm a different perspective.

okok.. missing by evanescence is playin right now.. cool!

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely conscious, you'll say to no one
Isn't something missing
You won't cry for my absence,
I knowYou forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant
Am I so insignificant
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me
Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again

nice lyrics?? i bet half of u dun noe what she was singing when u first heard this song!

best part of today: went to fong seng to eat nasi lemak.. and the auntie there pointed to me and say "ni heng mei".. *beams* which means im BooOOOOtiiful!! after tt i so shy shy! auntie make my day! bwahahahahaha! she def know how to hook a loyal customer! bwahahahahahahaha.. and one more question... why is it everytime i ask guys behind counters to give me loads and loads of chilli... they will jokingly ask me whether i have enough money???

worse part of today: yeahz. its Good Friday. you know.

its over. let it go.
is there such thing as "too late"? yesh. but what can one do? there was no way out. i have you know, neglect kills.

steppin back into the singlehood.

thanks wei leen!  

for some reason or other, im feelin reallie down. this feelin is so terrible.. i dun even noe how to describe it. i'll just say the reasons behind it.. maybe u can understand how i feel right now.
okok.. i missed my last 2 french lessons. was studyin for the test all the way till4 last nite.. then this morning the teacher told me tt i cant take the test.. first thot : "thank God i took S/U" yeah but in the end she was nice enuff to let me take it.. once i got the paper, i immediately knew why she didnt want to let me take the test. 2 out of the 3 sections... were based on the last lesson. aft tt.. i was so terrified that i messed up the first sections.. i knew how to end the words.. but i did them in the wrong conjugaison!!! i'm so pissed with myself over tt!! ARGH! and the test wud have been easy! if i attended the last lesson. fuck.

then later tt day, my boss smsed me to say tt since biz has not been good, he's letting me go.. i kinda expected this.. but what lousy timing. arrrghhh. so yesh.. im jobless. and broke. as in reallie reallie broke. this is the lowest i have come to manz...

then about 2 hrs later.. my mom called to tell me tt my cousin has taken for a turn for the worse. so now.. he is in the high dependency ward in NUH. which. wud be okay. except tt . my aunt happened to be in the same kind of t ward when she.. u noe... passed away.. so right now.. its reallie not helpin my nerves to have tt titbit of info. why do all the bad things come at you in one go.. they dun give u time to recover!
Thank God for weileen! aft the test i went over to his room to roll on his beanbag and moan... so he was with me when i got the 2 pieces of bad news.. and he was there tryin his best to comfort me.. forcing me to get out of my self pity state.. and misery! Hey dude.. if u are reading this.. just wan to thank you... thank you for being there... for puttin aside ur stuff to listen to my endless whines.. for helpin me to get to my feet.. and forcin me to see the light side of stuff! thanks manzzz.. i reallie owe u loads!

heh.. may our paths always bring us bac together! 

my stomach hurts. i realise tt i have not been watching any tv at all! before you go "woooOOOOAAAHHH,, study ah??".. no i did not study. haiz! been watching dvd! and going out and doing project.
i dunnoe why, but for weird reason, have been feeling reallie depressed these few days.. feel that life is very sian. Just presented a finance project on monday. For some weird reason or another, starting to go crazy.. why does it always seem that people are talking only about work work work?? going out of my mind! is there anything else we can talk about?? every topic goes bac to work!!!!! and the worse part is.. why does everyone seem to be able to grasp concepts and stuff so easily?? while im always laggin behind, tryin to keep up.. and why does everyone keep on talkin bout preparin for the future.. yeahz i noe.. we must prepare.. but if u spend all your time preparing.. what is the future without the present? i'm almost gone. and u dun even noe it.
arrrghhhh! and i just realised.. i have very very very few frens in nus! it was at one point, where i just stood aside and took a good look at the picture presented to me.. people just lauighing and talkin in an invisible bubble.. while im outside tryin to poke in.. feel half mad.. one part of me feels like a runaway train heading towards impendin doom.. the other part feels like a snail crawling at such a slow rate that toenails grow faster! arrrghhhh take me away!!! take me away frm NUS! once in a while.. one must get out! i need to get out...NOW! been hangin ard NUS pple too much! help!
i have a test every week from now on.. plus there are still law assignments to go... and one more SS( the same module which made me write about the sang nila gan ni na.. absolute agony!)....
when did life start to become so sian? sian sian sian! this is so unlike me. WHAT is happening???!!!! baaaarrrghhh
andy is not goin up to malaysia this weekend! yay! hey.. i didnt mention anything bout him not going AT ALL.. he himself sms the boss to say he not gg.. heh. made sure he reallie not going then BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! pretty happy! im not going to hide my happiness lahz... coz this weekend is gg to be pretty rough... see.. i didnt go bac last weekend coz i was rushin project.. and rushed to clementi to try to get my brochure printed.. at 8 pm my parents called and asked where i was.. so i told them clementi.. next thing i noe.. they started scoldin.. askin me why i am not studyin... imagine my shock. the last time my mom called .. i told her i just finished eatin cup noodles.. and she told me to go out and eat .. need nutrition! now i go out and eat.. she scold me for not studyin! i cant study the whole day! plus i went to clementi for a reason! plus she noes that i can't eat nus food.. (for some weird reason or other.. i get diahorrea aft eating it.. everytime!).. so yeahz.. this weekend im gg bac...and its not gg to be pretty.. so its nice to noe tt he is in singapore.. and not in malaysia with his boss. yeahzzz...
im bored

last part of the uncle boss fiasco. accidentally smsed him on monday... and he told me he passed andy a mug to give me.. haven seen it yet. but basically i just calmly told him tt i was not happy tt he intended to hurt me... u noe something.. the last few entries have been filled with angry ranting bout how i wan to cut off his ballz.. but when it came down to scoldin him upside down.. i realised... tt i didnt want to do it.. it would be a waste of time, energy and smses. so ya... doesnt sound like me right? but yeahzz.. so maybe i dun wan to ever grow up.. coz all i have been facin these few days is the bad side of adult world... somehow.. can anyone tell me what's so great about being an adult?
met irene by accident in town!! had a good chat with her.. and turns out tt she occasionally reads my blog so yeah baby! here's a shout out to you!!
wei leen's bday was yest... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! wished i could havw known earlier but ah wells.. keep an eye on this blog okok??
just handed in an extremely stupid essay on thurs.. because of this stupid essay.. had to call off meetings with chris and jill!! *fumes* how stupid was it?? u judge.
we are supposed to read two accounts: sang nila utama (from now on he shall be referred to as sang nila gan ni na) and raffles.. and then writea 1200 essay on how they help our understanding of singapore. right.. so basically crap our way thru lahzzz... best part?? shall i let u see several paragraphs on how the accounts are like?? i am extremely disgusted with sang nila gan ni na.
" Now Wan Empok and Wan Malini had a cow, silvery white in colour. And one day by the will of God, this cow spewed foam from its mouth. From this foam came forth a human being called Bath, who stood up and said, " Hail to His HIghness the Sri Maharaja......" na h nah nah..." And Bath gave to the Raja the title of Sri Tri Buana..." Sri Tri Buana is Sang Nila gan ni na.
i kid you not. pei and i were just laughin our asses off .... i reallie dun get it.. to be created by cow's saliva (foam= bubbles in saliva)... is something tt one shud not boast about... yes.. our founder had an identity crisis.. he changed his bloody name 3 times..
" When Sri Tri Buana was established on the throne, he wished for a consort; and whereever there was to be found a beautiful daughter of a prince, he took her to wife. But any such princess, when she slept with the king, was found by him the following morning to be stricken with chloasama as the result of being possessed by him, whereupon he abandoned her. To no less than thirty nine princesses this happened."
the burning question here is what in the world is chloasama?? come on.. i noe u guys are thinkin of tt... and i thoughtfully helped u check it out..
Chloasama: A patchy brown or dark brown skin discoloration that usually occurs on a woman's face and may result from hormonal changes, as in pregnancy..
okok so i was wrong.. sang nila gan ni na did not have STD... but in those times.. if 39 women kana.. dun u tink tt it wud be something wrong with the same person who slept with them?? bastard right? abandoned them..
then there is one part.. he asked the queen for permission to go hunting elsewhere.. and the queen tell him tt in Bentan.. he got sufficient resources... why need to go so far?? gues what the spoilt brat said??
" And Sri Tri Buana answered, 'If i am not permitted to go, then i shall die, whether i sit down or stand up or whatever i do' " spoilt brat.
yeahzzz... imagine my agony then.. finally went to see doc today.. turns out tt my eye kana infected.. so yeahzz.. he was pretty nice and gave me the cream for free.. yay! was tokin to jill the entire time i was waitin.. tink the other pple in the waitin room hated me coz i was happily yakkin away.. they prob thot tt i wan to fake MC! bwahahah pls lorz.. if i wan fake MC.. u wun even see tt im acting! huh! heh...... qian bian right? oh today.. i sat next to this guy for econs tutorial.. he reminds me a lot of loverboy.. okok NOT tt ugly! i dunnoe why remind me of loverboy lahz... coz he looks nothin like loverboy.. maybe the aura?? and i was reminded of all the good times we had in JC.. heh.. anyway.. i bumped into him at the bus stop and thanked him very nicely for lettin me copy his notes and even providin me with paper.... turns out tt he is frm school of computing! wooaaahhh.. hmmmm realised tt i never had a fren tt is good in coms! *devilish grin* just a thot. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
im pretty proud of my mani.. even though they are crackin.. bahzzz.. damnit noe.. but fri gg for the last mani!! cant wait.. wonder what design i shud choose!! just met andy's cousin and his fiancee just now.. terrible noe.. tt time gonna meet him..so worried one whole entire day.. then didnt get to meet..now... eye swollen and kana impromptu dinner! bahzzz.. but he seems pretty cool lahz.. didnt reallie speak to him but spoke to the girl a bit.. she was pretty honest manz.. but not bad.. at first i was so cold my teeth were chattering and was numbly eatin the food... luckily the girl felt it and they kept on askin the staff to turn tt particular vent off! had hiagen diaz ice cream aft tt... oh gosh hmmmmm hmmm... their waffles with hot fudge! are good! tried the lycee ice cream.. not bad! but i feel tt cannot eat it alone.. must eat with waffles or something! a bit trop de sweet aft a while..
wei leen introduced 2 ang moh guys to ah lai and me when we bumped into them.. and i accidentally let slip "kamsikamsa" which is french for average... and they started talkin to me in fast rapid chicken backside french. imagine my horror!

im disappointed.
finally got what is botherin me about this whole mess. Its not the words. coz i noe them not to be true so its okay. Its... the act. That the boss sent all these messages with the intention of hurtin me. and he is gonna get away with it. the world reallie is unfair. he is supposed to be apologetic bout this.. "as we both were meddling in each other's affairs". so i mention the pay which is a fact. and im medddlin. so it gives him the right to do this. disappointed.

i noe u all are sayin.. let it go adel. u see.. its a bit different and diffcult when it is addressed to you. when a stranger wans to hurt u in a mean and cruel way. i wan to let it go. but i cant.

got a manicure.

i love u guys.. seriously. this post is dedicated to u...
u have no idea how grateful i am for ur support and help. everytime i felt sad bout this ridiculous episode, you guys were there.. i noe my bitchins and rantings were always the same... but u guys actuallie listened and responded... and showed tt u care.. OOOoooooohhh LOVE i love my family and friends! ur smses and calls kept me goin... everytime i thot of this horrible alarm clock less uncle's mean remarks to me, i tried my best to think of you guys!

it may be terrible to bear tt my bf is still gonna work for him, but u guys actuallie made me laugh thru all the tears... and all that bitchin reallie helped to cheer me up.. thanks for being there.. i promise tt shud u ever need me.. i will be there for you.


seriously, u guys rock!

hey... reallie reallie love all u guys! im reallie glad that we are friends!! thank you so much for all ur comments manzz...Operation DUMB UNCLE has officially made many 19 year olds very angry. we may be 19 but we are so much more mature than him. actually, i think even audrey would be disgusted with this man.. a 10 year old is so much cooler than him manz.
i have received offers to kill him, disembowel him (thanks pei!), call him to scold him... love ur blog post jill!! thanks for the tag hui... was surprised to see it! yet was cheered up by it! heh... yeahz manz! we should give him $10 to buy 5 alarm clocks! put at all the corners of the bed and one on his freakin head!
u noe..he gave the excuse tt he was drunk the night he called to scold me.. dumbass! drinkin does not give u the excuse to anyhow scold people! if u are drunk how the hell u call my boyfren? and why u call him for??? ASSHOLE! dun try to make lame reasons to hide behind while u try to scold people! COWARD! nicolas sng or whatever the fuck ur name is. u are just a big bully usin excuses to vent out your frustration at being a big loser in life. u have no frens. no life. plenty of time to think over what to say in order to hurt ur "friend"'s gf. if you even consider andy a fren... then you wont even try to create all this trouble even after.... andy alreadi told you to stop it! YOU AINT NO FREN! no wonder nobody wans to be ur fren! if to you all relatiobships are bout being fucked... and ur frenship allows u just lash out all ur frustration at the gf.. you need professional help! get it fast UNCLE! without a alarm clock. you may like my bf (well dun try to deny.. coz to an outsider... hatever you have just done proves it beyond a doubt. no one is blind to ur stupid motive! im not the only one who thinks so. everyone is sayin u are doin all this because you like my boyfriend) GET YOUR FUCKIN PAW OFF MY MAN. i mean it. if not i shall go down to where u stay.. bukit panjang. or ur office in chinatown. blooody fuck. dun piss me off anymore uncle. i have never told this to anyone but for u .. i make the exception. be honoured. you deserve to go to hell. seriously. go to hell.

im 19. so what? i have my whole life before me... i can be anythin i wan... i have hopes and dreams for a future... you? you are in a midlife crisis. single. wihtout an alarm clock. what have you done in your life? besides lashin out at people? work? what fufilment have you gotten out of life? we are 19. and we are so much more content than a 30 something year old fart. proves maturity doesnt come with age. Uncle. u are stuck. in ur life. u have no idea how pathetic you are. havin a community of 19 year olds being disgusted with you is not a good sign that you are a the matured scary man who nobody dares fuck with. SCREW YOU! u are just a pathetic fool, jealous tt i got the guy. stop fightin for a 21 year old guy. stick to your sex toys. GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY MAN. i so feel like whackin you. u are waste. a waste of life. so what u can scold people? u cant even do it in a dignified way. loser. and u dun even have a legimate point.
wait.. first you say its about work.. then you say.. oh because andy is a good fren??? DUN BE SO DUMB. make up your mind. u asshole. no one will miss you. do us all a favour..take 50 steps back.. then run. run and do a flyin backward jump and disappear up ur arse.
pathetic moron. brainless. study all the way to university also no brain. mother send you to school for what. waste of time, money and sperm. u are just someone people bitch about. hey...
dun tink i let it go now... u are safe. never mess with a girl. hell hath no fury like a woman scorned. i will wait. wait till u are older...still frantically searchin for maturity. i will wait till i build myself up. and then i will ruin you. that is a promise, nic. i promise you. i will ruin you no matter what it takes. coz i hate every part of your disgustin slimy being. coz ur rudeness is beyond tolerance. ur interferin soul gets on everyone's nerves. i feel like smackin you up down and silly.. coz a waste of being like u is just there for everyone to laugh at and smack. GET LOST! GET OUT OF MY LIFE. GET!
i swear if he smses one more disgusting crude and rude message.....

i just read oiut one sms to my elder sis and she reallie blew.. i have never seen jie blow! was damn taken bac when she demanded andy's number to scold him... woooooah.

thanks once again to u guys for the eoncouragin smses, phonecalls, MSN conversations and tags... there reallie is nothin like friends to pull u up, cheer u up and make u strong enough to carry on. enuff rants. time to work!