more unbelievable shit. coz last nite i couldnt take it and smsed him bac usin my hp...blasted off 8 smses... tellin him tt i do wan things to work out and not make things difficult for andy. i may be 19 years old but im tryin very hard to be more understanding. i also admitted tt he was right just tt i did not appreciate the way he put it across (talk about swallowin some pride) i forgot wat else i wrote in the first 4 smses.. but my next 4 sms went like this "i have no wish to fight or bitch wif you cause that would only make things diffcult for andy.. so i shall not attempt to clear up any misconception you have about me. i part with one last question. while im heeding your advice on getting some friends or a life as your tone so implied.. why dont you take some advice from a carpet muncher? get your own alarm clock. uncle.. i wish you a happy life"
somehow i feel like a bloody idiot playin tug of war. anyway.. this morn he replied that he has a caustic mouth and he is cool if i am... so im like okay.. settled.. next thing i know he smses this during lunch :
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Guess the likes of u will bring any MAN far in life. Incessant meanderings like a lesbian who just discovered cock! Guess a dildo is in order when you get lonely. which is a lot. will send you one."it's true. im not makin it up. i leave u to judge him. coz im so tired of this ridiculous old man.
next thing i noe he goes " oops there goes my caustic mouth again. im sorry. it minds me when my work is affected" righhhtttt.. the wonders of sms is that u can read it over before sendin it to the person. wat a stupid man.
so i got irritated and told him not to be an ass. and he should understand how i feel when someone is interferin in my life.
beside me andy was messagin him too! and he told andy he wants to end it. let's see the next message.
" i maybe wrong, u smack of a child's notion of what being in a relationship is. Getting fucked many times, which i', sure your dad will b happy to know, means nothin when one is imbalanced mentally, emotionally n socially. apologies if u r hurt by my comments but hey why mince one's words. It's andy...." cant read the rest coz my inbox was full
sighz. im not too sure why... but before tt jill and i were sayin his notion of relationships is damn fucked up.. coz to him relationships are just to get laid. so when he come and tell me tt that is my thinkin... when welll.. ermmm no? i dunnoe whether to laugh or to cry. anyway.. to be honest with you... yesh i was hurt tt a utter complete stranger wud wan to judge me and be so mean to me. i couldnt take it and cried (come on i didnt sleep much the nite before coz of the test).
its gettin old.
haiz. i dunnoe. i just dunnoe what i did to this guy tt makes him wan to hurt me so much. why is he lashin out like this? i asked andy what does nic benefit from from creating all this trouble? no life issit? a hobby of lashin out at people? sighz. poor guy
im not sure i can take it.. but im gonna try to be strong thru this whole obstacle. proud of me?? heh... plus he gives us fodder for our bitchin! soon he will start to be our amusement source. yesh i got us another one! we can dump the last one liaoz! yep.
i noe i can charge him with one charge.. and somemore he used to study law? so the court has to give him a harsher punishment coz he knows the law... but wats the pt? im bored alreadi... waitin for another sms to bitch bout again.. heh!
thanks jill.. u have no idea how much ur support means to me! i hav a feelin uncle with no life reads my blog. coz of his first sms? yeahhzz watever.