i was lookin at my wishlist.. and realized i act got most of e stuff i wan like tutorial grps with frens and NUS files.. yay!
eneinem's newest song is not bad. anyways.. im reallie reallie reallie reallie glad tt we all met up on thurs nite! its rather sad tt another one of us is going off. im reallie gonna miss you ting.. sometimes i wish... hey listen..im reallie happy and proud for you ou to do what you did. you go girl! i would never have done it.. thanks for your letter. kinda brings bac the old NY days.. NY would have sucked without you guys.. and i had completely forgot bout the days when we laughed at neela and pei for gettin home much later than us! in a way im sad that all of us have chosen to take different paths in life.. yet in another way am glad that after such a long time apart, we can all still just sit down and be mad together in spite of our different lives now.
tt day i was just sittin in buildin lect (learnin about sound transmission loss in a room.. sighz!) and all of the sudden..an overwhelmin sense of loss came over ht game. i miss BINGO! it was then i suffered from major withdrawal symptoms! so started smsin every one in the midst of my depression.. zuhairah laughed at me! boooooOOOOO! anyways it was pretty weird to start smsin bout bingo... nearly cried with joy when geetha finally smiled her beautiful smile and said the magical words: "ok! let's play bingo!" for the record. i did not lose 8 straight games in a row this time.
big thanks to pei for actually takin time off on monday to bring me to little india! thanks girl! now im ready to face chinese new year! sorry tt i had to rush off right after that.. meeting andy's family was okay.. was actually pretty nervous bout meetin the whole extended family... and he did warn me that he may neglect me a bit coz he has not seen his cousin for a long time. but in the end.. his cousin didnt turn up.. so it was mostly his parents and siblings which i have alreadi met.. so life's good. met his grandma though and she just said "ok". hmmmmmmm...
hey jill.. are we on? im pretty much desperate at this point. bahhzzzz. kinda feel pity fro guys durin this period.. all the v day gifts i have seen are either cliche, or ex.. so sad. and it sucks to see someone open ur present and try to cover up their disappointment.. so poor guys.. as u noe.. girls expect.. ALOT! ha. so andy shud be pretty happy that since his babe is absolut ely BROKE, we have decided not to do anything for v day... hey! just realised tt we are pretty slack! we dun even haf a goddamn anniversary! wat the hell!! wait.. vern and ben have an anniverssary???!1 when was tt?? btw show me ur couple ring as soon as u get it kk?? u shud engrave "du lan" inside coz tt is wat ben always says!
hmmmm all of the sudden, im tired. i feel like gg bac to the muggin days. yeahz.. sure they were terrible horrible days but at least then i felt more alive than now. now i know why girls like to rock the boat. coz they wan a glimpse on how nice the guy was to them during courtship. this is dumb. tell me again why love exist? another question. how do u noe u are in love? what makes you so sure? fuck it. my water tastes weird.
Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that dont want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if i took those words from you,
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

show me love and show me wat's it all about.

eminem's mockinbird
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upperlip up little lady
i told ya Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We fear how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright

And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad