ok the last sms just came in... let me complete it.. dun realie understand it though.. missing part is in italics. "i may be wrong. you smack of child's lofty notion of what being in a relationship is. Getting fucked many tim. hes, which im sure your dad will b happy to know, means nothing when one is is imbalanced mentally, emotionally and socially. Apologies if u r hurt by my comments but hey, why mince one's words. It's andy's sarcastic comments. As a good fren, you should be respecting the private time that andy and his girlfriend has together not calling every few mins"

i did not reply to him. but i dunnoe what on earth happened. what i did to make this man so angry. when andy asked him to apologise on the phone i said loudly " i dun wan.." here is the next sms. "if you have issues with me, call or meet me to resolve them. why r u still harpin on the issues i raised, unless it struck a chord. I don't make it a habit to meddle in other people's affairs unless it affects work. So pls get over your issues n have a pleasant day." he stole my ending line.

next one:

"for the sake of andy's sanity, i'm apologising if i sounded harsh. I was irritated. He doesnt deserve the added stress."

in the end i just replied " there is no need to apologise if you dun wan to. let's just forget it"

last sms frm him:

"I want to, as i realised it's not in my place to speak my mind as i don't know u. You have to realise andy is not only my assistant but my good friend."

i have nothin to say.

u noe... today when i knew ting msned me... ... i reallie like to thank u guys for ur support.. i was reallie beginnin to believe tt guy's words... it keeps on playin and playin inmy mind until im beginnin to believe what a loser i am... thanks for ur support... special thanks to jillian, tim, pei and ting. i miss you guys so badly.. u wun believe how much.. thanks for takin the time to care and help me bac frm the edge of sanity. i feel like pukin now.