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Adel :D
A rather infrequent blogger who nags at other bloggers to update their blogs.
She loves colourful stuff but is often seen wearing black and white. An office rat, she's often found chasing the sun during the weekends. Her curent aim in life is to be able to whistle the entire tune of "Jingle Bells"

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Saturday, October 02, 20043:27 PM
monday: orginally a free day but packed like mad now. queenstown in the mornin. RE project meetin at 1.. AR project grp meetin at 2 to go newton. and finally BU project report due at nite..
and before u ask.. no.. none of this is due to procrastination.. they all just came up.
took the most diff part for AR project.. hope i wun let my grp down this time...
tues: french test. BU grp meetin. work. target to be done by then. nite studyin
wed: do drawin assignment. i have sumthing else but i cant rem wat on earth it is.
sighzzzz..... how hows?? totally stressed out.. like a bomb about to explode... u can see durin meetings the other members are stressed too.. at one time at least one member will be attendin 2 meetings simultaneously by hoppin from one table to another (and no. itz not me.. though i will be running off halfway on monday). u noe sometimes..all you wan to do is whine and complain bout ur workload.?? then ur compainion will tell u how much work they have? how irritated u feel?? there is this book tt gab lent me.. describes tt feeling!
" she just wanted to wallow for a while. You dried her tears before they'd finished. You turned off her pressure valve off. You were making things worse, not helping her."
i wan to study!
just got off the phone wif you duan. how unsettling. nothing to tok to him about liaoz.. sad but true... guess u can never reallie be frens wif someone whom u cared deeply for.
there is a charlie brown cartoon. one character tells the other.. life is like a cruise ship. some pple set up their deck chairs in the front of the ship.. watchin the waters in front of the ship. others set up their deck chairs at the back of the ship lookin towards the path that the ship has just gone thru. so which one are u?? one who looks to the future.. or dwells on ur broken dreams of the past? or are u trapped lookin for a dream u never had? i am.
a mess of contradictions now. i feel lazy yet hardworkin. friendly yet the moment i enter a room.. anti social. when i lay to sleep... i feel tired yet i cant sleep coz im awake. weird huh? feel sorry yet irritated. stuffed yet greedy. haven caught up wif all my work.. sinkin fast in a pit of despair yet.. strangely.. i dun noe why am not takin steps to get out of this.

ignore me. im all messed up.
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