for those wif music on their blogs, pls take it off. once i enter ur blog, my com starts gettin alot of pops up which are near to impossible to close.
this is a long self pityin post. so if u are not in the mood, close this window.
truth is.. i feel ashamed. of??
- disappointin my parents over and over again.
- demandin too much
-not living out my promises or stickin to resolutions
-havin mean evil thots in my head.
- makin use of situations to try to tok more to my crush. mad logic but yeah. im crazy
- cuttin off my bridges easily
-hating pple passionately
- cursin on a regular basis
- overutilisin the word "fuck"
- thinkin tt some pple are born morons and feelin for their parents
- tinkin tt guys can be dumb sometimes
- not being straightforward.
- living in the past.
-not being straightforward.
- not being brave enuff to confess.
- then mournin incessantly over being too stupid.
-being bimbotic and not understandin stuff .. or not speakin or writin good english anymore
- being irritatin the heck out of pple
- being anti social
- being too selfish and self centred.
- being a spendthrift. splurgin on presents.
- forgettin birthdays
- neglectin frens
- cheatin
- lying.
- greed
-being manipulative
- not studyin hard enuff
- over self pitying myself when there is a lot to be thankful for
- being too dramatic
- gluttony
- exaggerating stories
- acting cute at times.
- causin qunfa to turn cycnical.
- jealousy
- not holdin bc any disdain when i see other pple being dumb.
- being cycnical and pessimistic.
- wincing when singapore idol cums on tv.
- commentin loudly while watchin tv.
-biting
- hatin nistelrooy passionately
- tinkin tt shirtless c. ronaldo looks like a demented giraffe
- being somewhere i dun deserve nor belong. this place. NUS, this life shud have gone to someone better. someone whu reallie wanted it. sumoen whu wun complain at all. then i wun be causin my parents so much moeny and pain.
this is my confession. i cant stop! it is 8th level for me. I dun deserve such nice frens like u guys.. you are all too wonderful to put up wif such a terrible, horrid, mean person like me. i cant look in the mirror no more. do u still love me? now tt i haf realised it.. and hav warned u. run. run away frm me.. let me self destruct without harmin anyone else. a meaningless soul is no more a worthless leech tt wastes oxygen, time and money.