occasionally, one feels the pain of missed opportunities, lost chances. though it may have happened a long time ago..memories of past mistakes unexpectedly turn up to haunt one. i hate this nigglin feelin. like every horrible thing i did comes bac in a flood of memories. haiz. hate lookin bac.
in other matters.. this is a very stressful life which amazingly... im using all my powers of procrastination to enjoy life a bit. admittedly a very poor and childish way to deal wif stress but then.. *shrugs* make me care. but then again.. whu am i to complain?? heard tt ntu has like 4 projects at one go! so shall just shut up and sit over here and sulk.
do u sumtimes feel tt time flies damn quickly not in the sens tt "ooooOOOh look how tallu have become! *insert annoying squeak*" as in u wan to go out wif ur frens then u go down the days and suddenly realise eh! only next thurs free! or sumthing like tt.. like each day is already filled up. sighz.
on a lighter note.. feel like buyin meself a nice digi cam! like chong joo's one! oh man... jin sweet! kept on askin michelle where she got it.. poor girl. but itz nice and functional! perfect for takin photos at functions or even of scenery! tink gettin into this whole photography kick! but then again hope tt the video they took doesn record sound too coz u can hear a very distinct "go kimmy!" at the start!
gonna go office tml to check whether the parcel has arrived! hope so *crosses fingers*
im tokin senselessly am i? sighz. im tired. tired of havin to make frens. tired of pple endlessly whining. tired of pple being self centred all the time. tired of repetitive subjects. tired of projects. tired of rushin here and there. tired of having no time to myself. tired of being cowardly and not tellin earlier. tired of always holding bac wat i wan to do/say. basically im tired of life. excuse me while i go bury myself in my bed.