i came here.... but sumhow cant express anything... just tt.. i wanna cry. terrible day... not for me.. damn guilty over missin tutorial. shoot.. the next project must chiong.
an interestin tidbit of info bout the america elections: rolling stone published an article showin which artistes support kerry and bush... so basically kerry has pple like madonna and maroon 5
supportin him.. guess whu poor bush has?? i give u a hint.. blonde dumb singer. yesh! very good... jessica simpson.. can sumbody say campaign sucide for bush??? i tink he hear liaoz will wan kill her lorz... why wud he wan sumone famed for her dumbness (or lack of brains) proclaimin she supports him?? tink of the messages it will send...
bet she prob tink bush is a plant so ... "bush is a plant.. plant is good! eat them and dun grow fat! yay! so wats tuna again?"
on a depressin note.. 98fm just said tt got one girl got raped by 2 bus drivers and 1 conductor coz she got onto a bus wearing a miniskirt.. and the bastards are not sorry about it coz they said " a girl wearing a miniskirt wans to be raped so we give her wat she wans" wat the fuck were this pple doing when God gave out brains? i hope they burn in hell. and even more depressing? the deejays are discussing it and open it to the public.. turns out tt many guys smsing in are saying tt women whu wear miniskirts give the impression tt they are out for it. rite. so guys wan girls to dress sexy yet when girls do tt.. guys say tt they are out for it.. nice.
reallie depressed now. gonna see whether i can do my bit for BU project now..

i hav a french test tml but *tears up* this is not good. a warnin to all pgp residents.. urghh.. dun eat e nasi brani frm aircon canteen.. there is this simultaneous reaction of wantin to puke and feelin ur stomach revolt. *sobs* itz like.. being shot in the stomach. u only hav 15 mins to live... and itz Excruciating!
groans.. in my last 15 mins of consciousness.. i write a blolg entry. wat a sad life. always thot tt my last words wud be sumthing glorious like " dun cry for me darlin diego luna" or "give me away.give love away" .. instead they are gonna be " arrghhheoouuwww owwww!" 14 mins left.
wat do pple usually say?? sorry i cant marry you now ?? ehhh im sorry i never got to show my new bikini! *sobs* and cant finish all my projects! i love u guys.... sorry for all those birthday presents tt im nt gonna gif now... hee hee
im sorry for not tellin u sooner.. for missin an opportunity..i still like you but noe tts not gonna happen arrghhh... this hurts. what on earth did they put in??
my life is flashin past my eyes now.. jill.. guess u gonna watch harold and k umar wif sumone else liaoz... ohhhh! but ting and pei! u can jolly well go watch resident evil without me! yay! ouch.
im gonna miss tml's esplanade outing! damnit. and i wun be able to buy my shoes!! shit.
2 mins left. i love my mama and papa.

*stop rollin ya eyes. it reallie hurts.. *

okok.. for those idiotic pple who hav completely no sense of tact. heres a list of basic guidelines for u to at least function in society.
1) NEVER tell a girl she is fat /has grown fatter. wat the hell? like whu are u to tok? unless u are
brad pitt.. shut the fuck up. u can NEVER say it in a nice way.
2) unless u actuallie dress nicely. seriously. dun tell pple they need to shop. once or twice is okay. but to act... say it over and over again? dude. itz not funny anymore.
3) see a girl wobbling on e bus. dun laugh at her. get ur goddamn butt off ur seat to offer it to her.
4) slap urself silly
5) laughin is nt an apology
6) dun talk at all. for you. talk is overrated.
7) always bring duct tape wif you. so tt pple can help you tape ur mouth when u dun realise how embarrassin you sound.
8) stop comparin answers aft a test when pple tell u to stop. tt is seriously damn stupid! bwahahahahaha ur reputation is so smeared..
9) *snerk* never boast. coz.. karma is such a bitch. heh heh heh.. *tinks of prince charming*
10) if all else fails.. gag urself and roll urself into the nearest ditch to die.

am just soo sick of society rite now. mayb coz im just too tired and cranky. but why does one haf to plaster a smile all the time? to fit into a society tt u dun wan to be part of? not everyone is perfect. so why are u so nicky picky?
i miss u alreadi.
special thanks to pei and ting for cheerin me up!

stats is over! hmm damn procrastination. because of it.. had to study 220 pages of maths all in 17 hrs.. bah. anyway.. hav made a resolution! *ahem* yesh. from now on... will go to stats lecture! (except for the one tt i will be in pei's hse .. and several others...hee) and tutorials. and all my lectures! wannabe geek! hav to liaoz.. if gonna go brazil and ermm( where are we gg?? ting, pei and mel??) must work and study hard!
am regrettin my one brave moment where i mentioned aboiut scary movies.. i didnt mean resident evil!! gah. and no matter wat.. im still stayin alone!
feel like gg to the beach.. anyone wanna go?? have yet to show off my bikini!
pretty sick of cup noodles.. oh when can we go eat nasi brani?? u tink still selling? wif the bird flu and all? feel like goin pubbin too.. sighz.. so many things to do... so little time! oh resolution number 2 is to only go out twice a week now. i must dedicate a nite to studyin and study8in only! aint u proud of me?? *ham chio*
okok i gtg rush work again..

oh my goodness!
feelin so weepy rite now... thank you siong! reallie! thank you so much! I LOVE IT! thank you so much! love everything! oh man..
oh wow.. was feeling reallie down in the dumps coz fell sick and cant run to someone's room to tok.. sighz.. thank goodness braved the storm to get my laptop! and then! the scary knock ont he door and my dear cluster leader hands me the very package i hav been waitin for!
arrrghhhh! my dearest darling to the rescue! i love love love the shirt! but too small lahz deh.. must go gym liaoz! must go on damn rigid exercise lorz! it zlike only barbie can wear! ahrrrghhhj i love you siong! cant believe u managed to get the qian bian pic! BWAHAHAHAHH! everytime i depre4ssed shall look at it kk?? the photos make me wan to presevere wif damn french to get to europe! i wan go too!1
enjoy ur trip dear! just wanna say thanks! oh goodness.. deliriously happy in a weird way! bwahahahahah!

bear with me kk?? this is gonna be one of those boring kind tt describes a day... but wooah!

i tink mondays are reallie not my dayly, went to repair my phone yest.. first woke up late so by the time i went to jurong east was ard.. ermmm 11?? ok so no prob rite?? even brought along my ultra heacy stats textbook to study while they repair the phone.. of off i happily trotted off
geez man. i did check up the add of the repair shop which said opp IMM builing.. naturallty thot tt it would be the one next to the mrt station coz itz reallie opp IMM wat.. damnit. when i went to the diretory,, the shop tt was supposed to be the repair shop was delifrance?? so arrghhh.. had a nice litle sulk before callin pei .. unfortunatley pei com was spoilt! so decided to ask a cab driver. and tt cab drier told me tt it would be where i was standing! then he asked me to walk ard the HDB area to find it.. so fine! walked ardoun.. then asked a postman. and he pointed me down summore which logically .. itz reallie damn stupid of me to follow.. but hello?? postman! surprisingly it was a helpful bank officer who helped me.. told me it was not there had to trudge across to IMM.. okok by tt time quite fed up wif pple alreadi.. so (thanks to pei wonderful advice) called 100 for the phone numbner. can u imagine if my call function was not working?? i wud have died! and the girl told me... arrrghhh turns out tt it is behind IMM! damnit! BEHIND! in their location function for thje customer serivice, they also said it is opp imm.. barrrghh.
yeah so fixed my phone and all.. blah blah blah. brought my stats book for nuts. library too far liaoz.. hmmm anyway was damn happy when i got back my phone lahz.. wat a bummer though.. how cum tim go off?? shit
anyway at nite when i was gg bac decided to sms on the bus and guess wat happened?? *dramatic pause* MY KEYPAD couldnt respond! wah imagine my face. was so worried in the buses back.. tried everything i cud tink of! was praying fervently coz seriously didnt wan to go bac.. sumhow .. i knew tt when i get back to PGP wud see either wei leen or gabriel at the foyer.. dun ask me why.. ijust knew.. weird rite?? so anyway i ran for the 96 bus at the interchange.. was like the last one up.. *grinz* did a pei aka holdin upp extremely bulky sling bag and running! and decided to take the A2 bus even though the distance bac to pgp is 3 times as long just coz it stopped at foyer.. caught it just in time.. and.. miraculously! when i alighted frm the bus... saw wei leen! just in time.. gonna close tt darn cluster gate liaoz! such a bloody big conincidence! miracle!
anywy.. just slumped onto his floor while poor guy had to help me change sim card.. tt was how demoralized i felt liaoz.. was near to tears when! suddenly! wei leen use his magic touch! my handphone started working!! isnt wei leen great?? *cheers* so act this whole post is about how there is reallie a God and wei leen has the electronic magic touch! he keeps on insisting tt he idnt do anything .. tts coz he got the touch man! Thanks wei leen!
in other good news i got my lappy back!1 yay! officially connected to the world liaoz!
in other bad news.. im sick. okok now exactly news.. but feel the urge to whine. shall stuff myself wif choc to shaddap.. see ya!
PS siong! still no package.. erm.. wat did u write my name as?? coz they chekc according yo name... maybe different name??

a horrible fact has been discovered... SDE known to the world as School of Design and Environment... act stands for [S]laughter [D] [E]tudiants(french for students) *insert ur own horrified gasp!* we bring to you a conversation taken frm their headquaters.

Chairman: *evil cackle* muahhahhahahha! yesh yesh.. my evil comrades.. good work! i saw a girl near to tears as i came here... promotions for everyone! drink up!

v. chairman: let'g go thru our progress shall we??

Member: yesh.. i have ensured tt the aircon in the LT has been set to freezing cold. just last week a girl was wearing gloves! another guy wore his winter jacket1 how cool is tt?? and i overheard a girl say tt not only her butt was numb.. her snot had freezed up! (tt wud be me)

chairman: yes yes! good good! drink up! okok now we come in for our final kill.. lets... *dramatic pause* PUT ALL THE TESTS AND PROJECTS TOGETHER!

*tremendous applause*
members: BRAVO! formidable! great plan... hero hero1 drink up!

archi dept: we have alreadi given them an atrocious assignment to do! little do they noe. the next one wud be the ultimate kill1 BWAHAHAHAHHA! *insert doc evil laugh*

real estate dept: NO! ours is the worse.. we gave them some horrible assignment which not only requires for them to meet up... they have to travel to punggol and queentowns.. bnoth on diff ends of the island... they will die! YAY!

buildin: HA! tt is chicken shit. WE are the best! our drawin assignments are impossible to do! tt is no suh thing as a perfect line! and we gave them horrible firgues which wud never ever be useful... and there is another one coming out!

*huge applause* chairman gives dr evil laugh.
Chairman: YESH! if tt doesnt get them we will have another meeting to make everything tougher!

secretary: my report so far is tt the students are alreadi not sleepin enuff.. they are dreamin of circular staircases and all! the food at Macs has become so familiar.. they will be Super Size Me part 2. aft they get fat and all.. then we shall make the lift break down! so far.. we have made itgo as slow as possible liaoz!

Chairman: they are DEAD! for sure.. promotions for everyone! drink up!.. as a celebration lets go demolish some builiding or take photos of roofs or sumthing..

everyone: YAY!
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tt was all just crap rite?? i haven slept haven ate much. so excuse my crappiness.
in other news.. no laptop now.. itz in com service centre.. and my handphone is spoilt! everything electronic has chosen to give up on me. yesh. so call me. dun sms me..

good luck siong( siong?) hope u enjoy ur trip as much as possible!

occasionally, one feels the pain of missed opportunities, lost chances. though it may have happened a long time ago..memories of past mistakes unexpectedly turn up to haunt one. i hate this nigglin feelin. like every horrible thing i did comes bac in a flood of memories. haiz. hate lookin bac.
in other matters.. this is a very stressful life which amazingly... im using all my powers of procrastination to enjoy life a bit. admittedly a very poor and childish way to deal wif stress but then.. *shrugs* make me care. but then again.. whu am i to complain?? heard tt ntu has like 4 projects at one go! so shall just shut up and sit over here and sulk.
do u sumtimes feel tt time flies damn quickly not in the sens tt "ooooOOOh look how tallu have become! *insert annoying squeak*" as in u wan to go out wif ur frens then u go down the days and suddenly realise eh! only next thurs free! or sumthing like tt.. like each day is already filled up. sighz.
on a lighter note.. feel like buyin meself a nice digi cam! like chong joo's one! oh man... jin sweet! kept on askin michelle where she got it.. poor girl. but itz nice and functional! perfect for takin photos at functions or even of scenery! tink gettin into this whole photography kick! but then again hope tt the video they took doesn record sound too coz u can hear a very distinct "go kimmy!" at the start!
gonna go office tml to check whether the parcel has arrived! hope so *crosses fingers*
im tokin senselessly am i? sighz. im tired. tired of havin to make frens. tired of pple endlessly whining. tired of pple being self centred all the time. tired of repetitive subjects. tired of projects. tired of rushin here and there. tired of having no time to myself. tired of being cowardly and not tellin earlier. tired of always holding bac wat i wan to do/say. basically im tired of life. excuse me while i go bury myself in my bed.

i just got mon computer today! C'est beau! j'aime mon laptop! yipee! act was gettin very frustrated coz didnt noe how to authentic the connection but thanks to wei leen.. the wonderful genius of all times(!!!) .. can officially tok late to everyone online now! yay!
simply love my laptop.. so nice and.. silver.. and pretty.. officially in love rite now!
i noe this cums late but didnt reallie have time to post any posts.. Hapy birthday darling Jie jie! Thanks for being such a sweet angel caterin to everyone's needs and being unbelievably generous! Oh yeah! Happy birthday Gabriel! Noe tt i mentioned this in ur card but shall just say it here.. am prety glad tt i offered to help you wif ur laundry!
haf two projects which *groan* am not lookin forward to. wats the pt of projects?? another thing get fed up bout is... pple outside sde tink tt drawin is a piece of a cake. well. no. there are many kinds of unaccepted lines.. and only one perfect line tt will be accepted.. am prayin tt my teacher overlooks my mistakes but pah.. they are all out to look for mistakes..
Siong... still have nt gotten ur parcel!! rather worried.. wat if sumone stole my present?
supposed to be gg for a semi formal dinner at PGP.. rather worried bout it. i thot cud just sit down and tok wif frens.. but it is supposed to socialise.. so shall just let vern do the talkin.. *grins* and kandi . who is so good at tokin to strangers... and then they intro! bwhahahhahahah! wei leen too! *muses* and we are not even from tt residence! ting? wanna go? cost $6 though.. MAL! i love you! e mug is just the rite size!
ohhhhh love! love my laptop! restless's peace. HAHHHHH.. prrreeecccciiouuzzz!
side notes: need to get a haircut coz itz untameable!
time to restart drivin and gym!
vingt-cinq septembre.. c'est horrible! e day of official screwin up. time to start crcakin on stats! hmm dis is so weird.. coz of buildin tutorial didnt sleep the whole nite. managed to get laptop... fin drawing (yesh it took me 14 hrs to do) run to sde twice and pgp thrice.. and yet now.. still dun feel sleepy.
survivor has 2 cute guys. look out for them. officially boycottin singapore idol for next week. sighz.. and we see. read the da vinci code.. hmm... interestin.. but yeah it may shaken ur faith a bit lahz. okok.. shall go off now.. anyone up for a nite of chillin out wif a drink?? sms me kk? feel the urge to do it again..

hmmm..
been a few days since i last updated.. *groan* my grp members are ignorin me so shall just play com while they do watever.. am beginnin to *groan* get very sick of this book.
anyway.. my com hasnt arrived yet.. grOAN! hope it cums n thurs then i wun haf to cum to sde just to do stuff. *groan* i cannot believe it.. woke up at 9 to cum all the way here to ... write my blog?? and this is like the only day i can wake up late. fuck it. seriously need a dose of chocolate or coffee.. whichever cums first.
anyway.. have a current fav song.. Single by Natasha Bedingfield!! yesh granted itz a pretty old song.. but when i hear liaoz.. feel very happy and independent.. express my sentiments so nicely!
im reallie gettin thrashed in french.. last nite when i tried to do myhw.. couldt read the instructions.. either im wrong or the instructions are reallie stupid. like wat do u like and not lilke for 6 times? eh??
oh.. im soo grouchy now. gonna go find meself a nice chocolate to cheer meself up!!

PS: thanks for the thots on my birthday!