bleh.
cannot believe the workload rite now.. itz like when i was happily saying sde has not started hw.. God looked down and said "okay! lets get cocky here!" and ZAP! been thrown into a sea of assignments.. oh manz! but itz my birthday weekend! AND! my leader wans me to correct everyone's work on sunday! *whines terribly*
on the brighter side.. wheeeeee! dearest pei just gave me bedroom slippers! soooo pweeety! they are pink and fluffy and ooohhh11 a picture of a cow on them.. very very proud and pleased wif them.. thanks pei! when i carried them bac to nus.. everyone was lookin at them! lalalala.. of coz coz i kept flauntin/shoving/arranging them in front of pple! *grinz* bitch rite???
cute guy update? itz gone. ask me for more details but make sure u haf the time to hear my endless (and sometimes incoherent) babbling.
to siong: so glad tt u finally got my package! bwahahahah wish could capture the moment u realised tt it was instant noodles!
was walkin behind ting and fren just now and didnt noe it.. for the entire 7 mins or so on the walkway.. frankly speakin was ermmm doing my hunchback of notre dame walk behind them... bwahahhaha coz worried i wun catch my bus to a class i was terribly late.. wahahahah!1 how i recognise ting?? nope! not by e shoes.. by her bag coz i helped her choose her bag *beams proudly* yesh and because ting has the fireman access in her room.. i cannot say anymore before she either slams her door in my face when i yell my room is on fire or cums over and strangles me.. u noe the mussscless ting has! bwahahahhaha!1 *holds belly and laughs*
nus pple only wear a few brands of shirt.. *ahem* bathing ape. fcuk. topshop. this fashion. bwahahahah! ok im not sure bout the this fashion brand but yeah maybe a few brands like mphosis and ebase (yes believe it a not.. seemingly intelligent pple wearing tt ard campus) so maybe just a little maybe.. my mango tops can start cuming out of hiding.. i mean ah lians dun wear them anymore rite?? rite??
oh yeah spore idol sucks.. i cant believe tt pple act vote for washisname! stupid pink shirt guy. please. u are not an ah beng. u are just a bleh. u only got qian bian look! go away stupid nus guy! judges are crap.
*freaks out* oh goodness God is act watching coz this idiot near me has fantasia's new song as his ringtone! is.he.kidding??! ah well ugly guy so shall not attempt to be worried for his brain cells( or lack thereof).
ah jills.. i may not be gg bac to the driving centre any time soon coz pretty busy here.. we try to go out kk?? mybe sit down sumwher and tok..
hmm wat else?? oh yesh. just came bac frm building and HONESTLY! doesnt mean tt u are allocated 5 % for participation in tutorials mean u must ask and ask and ask or interrupt all the time. i wouldnt mind if ur questions are reasonably logical.. but please .. those are darn stupid ones. itz like askin why is the sky blue.. just because. if u wanna ask such questions.. wrong block dear. arts and socie's philosphy is just a road away.. go be irritating there! piggified. am seriously worried for the intelligence level of my tutorial class.. then again im in the class so maybe my dumbness is contagious or sumthing.
haf quit com club.. ah wells.. she sounds pissed but whu wouldnt be.. darn .. and apparently many of my seniors are in com club.. geez.. i recognize one alreadi.
oh goodnes i still cant get over the slippers.. shud i just go bac and admire them?? NO must do meeting! ehhh i try to take a photo of them and show ya all on my blog kk?? must go bac and dilligently mop floor so tt they wun be dirty easily! hee maybe becum like kandi..
ok shall be like my grp members.. shall focus on my task at hand which is obviously now this.. so au revoir!

dadeedum.. supposed to be in the com club welcome tea now.. but cant go so ah wells.. hope tt my leader isnt angry wif me.. shall try to make frens on wed.. hope hope! if im loner there.. will feel damn sad for myself.. ah wells.. feel like my schedule is quite packed..

hmmm just realized me pa birthay is this weekk so i guess this thurs nite i wud be home! so can msn somemore! *holds belly and laughs* so be online kk?? shall catch up!

i haf a few theories. i shud be a theorist.. sit bac relax and anyhow throw out some theories!
1) if u force urself to tink tt u are happy.. sooner or later.. u will be genuinely happy. wats e use of lamenting ur loss in life when u can make full use of the things u haf now? *shrugs* like they say, when u are sad.. just smile.. smile till u are happy...

2) one shud never look bac in life. the past always seems so much better than in the present.. those who are cheery and happy now are those whu haf alreadi cut off most of their bridges to the past.. hence they can always go out wif the newly made frens coz they dun haf any other frens to go out wif.. am i makin sense?

3) when pple relate an experience like " i had the worst car park nightmare".. sometimes all they wan to do is unburden themselves. dun jump in halfway to tell them bout wat happened to you.. even though ur experience may be similar.. sumtimes.. tt is not the best way to confort.. coz at tt moment.. they couldnt care less bout ur experiences! (this is frm an old reader digest issue)

funny... the things one tends to tink while in a long bus/train journey.. anyone care to try them out?

she would never be happy without you.

get. over. it. in more ways than one.

make ur choice alreadi.

do i create e impression tt im immature??

oh no!
have a feelin im gonna hate tutorials.. i haf no common tutorial slots wif my frens.. shit rite?? and to make it worse i had to swap my architecture slot coz the lecturer suddenly changed the time and it clashed wif my stats lect... so the only tutorial i had wif my frens... GONE! and now.. he wans us to form a grp within our tutorial groups.. but how?? i dun even noe them... only one girl .. but she isnt evry friendly.. oh no!!! im dead.. and to make matters worse.. i just found out tt my crush.. is in another tutorial!! damn the thot of checkin whcih tutorial grp he was in never crossed my minid until now.. damn damn.. screw it man.. not gonna be enjoyable at all! shittified..
PAH! feel like cursing madly deeply and truely.. pah pah pah pah! arrgrghhh.. *puts head in hands* could life get any worse?? this is shittified.. WHYYYY??? i wan see eye candy! damn it!
oh yeah i haf a life altering mission.. to change the hair of this guy.. my frens are very amused by it and are waiting for his hair o change.. hmmm...
im going off to sulk now.. why grp 7?? i shud specified.. damn me. dun irritate me now. PAH!

just do it or move on. life's too short to be obsessed over someone.

haiz haiz haiz... i didnt get my tutorial slots!1 *tears hair out* arrrghhh! tt means every afternoon i haf lessons.. and tt reallie sucks.. whcih means no going out..no work.. i predict a very sad life ahead.. damnit! *tears more hair out* *sob*
hmmm a shout out to mel: thanks for the flowers!! so pretty! tinkin of gg home to get the cam just to take a photo of them.. its damn nice! hee.. have alreadi takin loads of pictures of it wif my hp.. maybe when i get my laptop *haiz* and my hp cable *haiz* can load them out to let everybody see!! *dances ard* so preeetty! everyone on the mrt and bus was admiring them... ladeedum..thanks again!
on a very amusing side.. guess wat?? i went for the interview tt said NUSSU-CBLC.. which i thot hey ! fun to be in nussu rite?? student union sounds cool.. and now after i get in liaoz.. then i ask my fren hey wat is CBLC?? and they tell me it is bout computer!! BWAAHHAHAAH!1 i die alreadi.. how to?? im computer illterate! die die die.. this is horrifying yet amusing at the same time. at least i get $8 an hour to screw up sumone elses com?? im dead.. arrgghh *pulls more hair out!*
had my first french lesson.. hmm i dun haf the accent so dont sound sexy.. sound a bit spastic actually! but the girl beside and behind me got very nice accents! damn them. tink will haf heart attack in french class if the tutorials dun get me first.. she ask everyone spell out their names in french! at tt mooment.. everyone look down at the floor.. so funny lorz! okok i gtg now.. catch up wif fuji pple.. hopefully can get laptop soon.. then can chat wif ya all on a daily basis! muackies!

ps.. a little extra..i added a mood section underneath my links now.. itz reallie cute!! get them frm unkymoods.. love it!

hey.. yesh i noe.. two posts in day?/ thanks to ting !!
just wanna put this link here.. hmm for those of u who didnt recieve my email.. coz my add book is sooo freakin old.. hee.. try this link kk?? itz true!1 hee... for the sender just put my name... enjoy!

http://www.sta.nus.edu.sg/~zhangjt/life/lovegame.html

this post is in the middle of a lousy day.. but i just wanna gif a shout out to a special person...
jillian: just read ur frenster testimonial for me... thanks ger.. nuttin is the same without you.. reallie reallie miss you like mad!! dun worry no matter wat we wil always haf coffee bean nites and all... sighz... when i read ur testi just now.. was in the com lab.. and wanted to bawl like a baby!! just wan to say same goes dear... we realllie must put aside one day to go out... coz our friendship is just too special to lose!!! thank dear.. just made my week!!

*pats computer lovingly* absence makes the heart fonder.. suddenly, my com's explorer is working! yay! so as u can see.. quickly changed the blogskin coz the last one was giving problems..check e links.. shud be workin by now.. though i dun get why sum are in bold and some arent...
ok the last post was done in haste coz wanted to go down to the tv room.. but the gist is this... scrubbie rocks! unfortunately.. ourlove was not meant to be ... everyone i tok to.. all go back shakin their heads.. but he looked so sad in spore idol! tsk tsk.. yeah anyway when they flashed him in the first part of the spore idol.. ting and i was like "SCRUBBIE! OH GOD !" making this big hoo ha over it.. so everyone in the tv room knew tt we knew him.. later when they showed the whole thing... the whole room started laughing can??? wah lau so pai seh...
rem the lemon tree guy?? yeah he is frm NUS arts.. and e guy tt didnt practise his song till the day before??i saw him twice! was controllin myself all they way till bumped into rebecca and huiyi! so wif so many NUS pple humiliating themselve on national tv.. wooooahh speaks a lot bout e NUS intelligence level huh?? :)
hmm nowadays at least go lecture hall dun feel so heartwrenchingly lonely.. at least got a few familiar faes.. even if they dun "ren" me! the past week has been pretty fun i must admit. the last week has been a rollar coaster(and im not just refering to the buses)... been grinning like a cheeky moneky for a few days then whhoooooo go all the way down... then up into the clouds.. then as u noe.. fall down to reality.."a vicious cycle" as miss chee wud say.. *shurgs* it is in the human nature to always wan more i guess.. ah well... why do we always look to the past when we noe the present? rite now.. all i see is lost hopes, lost dreams. lost friends and missed opportunities. rite now feel so world weary!
proposal status: three "yes" and two "HELL NO" and one "adel are u crazy?"
christine: CONGRATS! this indeed calls for a celebration.. oh man.. o level totally rocks rite now rite?? wahahahhaha!! jia you! PS.. got a little surprise for you!!
sharon: thanks for all the info!! hope to see u soon! dun bang ur com to much kk??
need to go shoppin! any takers??

few things to note before gg downn to tv room
i haf noooo laptop1! so many thanks to dear ting whu is sitting next to me now...
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!! BWAHAHAHAHHA!! (ting:oh really?? when??)
*AHEM* i apologise for the rude intercession!1
to siong: hope u got the package.. damn ex lorz!! eat them or die!
to rebecca: feel free to come over any day! we must go arts canteen to find tt shuai ge!1 our new mission!1
to pei: happy belated birthday and yesh! together we shall achieve the ideal weight.. possibly u reaching the ideal weight faster than mee...
to jill: yesh miss u loads.. we realie must go tanning im losing my tan!1 damnit!
extra: i can receive mail!1 yay11 i speak for ting too.. okok here is the add..

for me:
27 Prince George's Park Road
Blk 5
#05-10 room M
National university of singapore
singapore 118425

for ting is the same except room number is room N. packages can be sent too (siong.. take note! *evil laughs*)

home com is screwed up so blog is stalled for moment. laptop ony on 26th august. *AHEM* 3 days before.. *AHEM* as u can see.. so discreet!! (ting:i need a bigger hint)
of coz as u can deduce.. ting is dead now. so take a hint!1
okok to footballl we go! lookin forward to watchin spore idol wif scrubbie111 I LOVE SCRUBBIE1! SCRUBBIE ROCKS!1 ARRRGHHH TING WAN COMMENT11 GO AWAY TING1 noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo post post it post itt scrubbie is forever1!! arrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh go away ting! ting jeeealoouusss.. nvm we can share ting1