adel:
e last few posts haf been mine.. scary... but i feel like being suffocated here so need to let out sum steam.
firstly. whu the fuck do you tink you are? i hate ur guts so much rite now. watever you do .. do it openly and tharsh it out wif me. dun go sneakin ard and pyttin words into my mouth. our conversation only consists of niceties.. wat rite do you haf over me? and if you get caught admit it, you idiot. now i noe you are lyin thru ur teeth. you cowardly imbecile. next. when i noe sumthing is already wrong. dun say "nothing" it makes me wan to scream in rage. dun be so fucking immature. since you let it out. wat the hell. i hate you. all of you. i dun need this crap now. and next. you. wat the hell? useless bugger. dun go all pollyanna and wantin to be nurse florence one min next min not even listenin.. wats e point. i can take a hint. u insecure insincere little piece of work. slime.
next. i reallie feel like erupting and spreading hell now. itz my fuckin fingernails. if they look like they are rotting so be it. it has nothing to do with you. sod you! you dun even care bout me. ur caring consists of knowin small useless nitty bitty details. but you dun care! you dun care bout the bigger picture. you dunb care bout the person. all you wan is the world to work in ur way. well there are billions of other pple in this world too. deal wif it. our entire conversation today onlyserves to show me how much you DUN listen. the whole farkin world owes you a living. wake up lahz. dun ask me questions tt i will be forced to answer the answer you wan. see? u just hear the things you wan to hear. wae up lahz.. this is reality. you are not the fuckin tragic hero of sum lousy ch 8 story. you cant tink. ur mind is like a maggot's incapable of seein pple as individuals. for once in ur life.. for ONCE in ur life will you shut the fuck up and LISTEN? you just dismiss every reason i gif as bullshit just cause each one doesnt serve ur purpose in ur crazy psychotic world. sod you! ur lack of tact is admirable. and ur listening skills should be used as a great example of how not to do stuff.. ur lack of understanding is worse than a baboon. i hope u are happy now. i hate myself you and the whole world. because of wat happened today i can never reallie be happy coz this conversation will burn in my mind. i wasnt born a cynical angry bitch. you made me this way. watever it is...you killed me today.