neela:
today is going to be a very very bad day. its already gotten off to a lousy start. and it can only get worse! augh. first my stupid shirt is too short. so i get another shirt and its got a stain on the sleeve! after much persuasion its comes off. then i wear my new pants which i like very much. but realise that its a little tight around the thighs! augh! ok i know its my own fault for putting on so much bloody weight, but still!! ok never mind, i finally leave home 10 mins later than usual and guess what? JAM!! so angry!! so i got to work 15 mins late. shit! at least another girl came in at the same time as me. well then guess who's the first to say good morning to me? yeah i think you know. terence the fucker. urgh! and worse, i have to go to court with axel today! am terrified! and what if i run into michael moey when im there? that would be weird. hmmm and to top it all off i have this really bad pimple on my cheek. i hate my life.
so yesterday was mothers day. it was a day spent pigging out so badly i could barely breathe! hahaha!! yeah went for lunch with my dad and grandma. went to vansh, and despite all the nasty things i have said about the place and its waiters, the food was fantastic!! and a lot too! we always thought that this was the type of place where the price was five times the size of the portions. but we were wrong. hehe. you're probably wondering why im babbling on about this but we were totally blown away by how cool the presentation was! ok then in the evening me, my sis, my mom and aunts all went to seoul garden and again ate till we couldnt walk. mwahahah!! am definitely not going to eat today!
hate work hate work hate work. for gods sake give me something to do dammit! and i want better clothes! (well better clothes or lose some weight! haha)
cant check my mail. stupid myownemail. they've perpetually got some stupid problem. i should change right? but how? half the world has me email add as the starmail one! bleh
maybe i should try the google mail?! haha.
anyway adel, hope you get accepted! it'll be cool to have ya in aust! haha. speaking of which, i just realised we have this great big problem about me going to aust. see the plan is that i'll go this year, then my sis will join me and do her foundation after her O's. so who's going to take care of my baby copper? i could never ever put him to sleep. i will never abandon him or give him back to the spca (who will only put him to sleep) and i simply cant imagine anyone else on this planet taking care of him other than me. my dad says if we bring him to aust, he'll be quarantined for a year. and personally, i dont mind. im going to be there for almost 5 years. and i'll even pay for the quarantine charges myself! I AM NOT ABANDONING MY DOG! see me and nithya were always under the impression that my dad would take care of copper while we were gone, but even now my dad doesnt like him. and he only walks him 3 times a week. imagine if he had to do it full time! all by himself! he'd kill copper first! so anyway i need to see how i can work out this thing about copper. pull out all my savings if i have to. i have no idea about the cost though. pei do you know? your bro had a dog in perth right? anyway its really bugging me. nithya agrees with me completely. she'd take out all the money she has to pay for copper as well. maybe together we might just make it. sigh.
music bit: fortune faded- RHCP