adel:
.... just coz i asked where the damned toilet was in the shack of NYJC!! in the first year! in the first 3 months!! huh. i wish i cud fall off the face of earth. tt wud certainly make loads of things easier.
the way life is going rite now. i wud simply do a RI boy and let the mrt train doors crack my brains out or sumthing.
there is no other way to describe it. have you turned cold before? i just did after readin something. serves me rite for being such a big KPO. oh man. it hurts. no man no cry? no. the true hurt comes from ur frens. karma is a bitch. you noe it sucks to feel like u are outside a bubble lookin in.. wondering wat the fark is goin on.
hmmm.. keep on deleting sentences coz dun noe how to put my feelings into words.have loads of stuff swarmin ard now. but tts the prob wif a blog. u cant say everything out coz no matter wat... pple will still judge u on ur comments.
dun get me wrong. but for now.. till i get everything straightened out, this is an awfully big world.
PS. can sense my boss wans to fire me aft word got ard tt i want to resign. looks like "retirement" is coming early!! see how much life sucks?