adel:
ARRRGHHH so friggin fed up rite now.. cud scream and scream and scream! am in such a foul mood now .. be prepared for an angry tirade!! okok so my younger sis wans to go out and watch shrek 2 wif the younger cousins.. so by all means go ahead rite??
nooooooo lorz... suddenlt i find myself thrusted into the very unwanted position of the co ordinator..and im not even going!! so tml when im out will suddenly say "eh.. i got to book tickets!!" wat the..?? why cant sumone else at hme do it?? grrr... i act wun mind doing it noe.. but rite.. one thing i dun like bout this is tt i noe i wun receive a word of thanks.. i rem the last time i was thrusted into this coordinator postition ... my uncle had the cheek to say.. "eh.. not very good co ordination ah?/" was so irritated wif him lorz!! in the first place whu asked him to cum?? in the second place you are welcome!! geez man.. heres 50 bucks on the table tt not one peep of thanks will come frm 5 girls! many names i cud call them rite now. grrr so frustrated. and im still waiting for one call frm one parent at 1.30am! nutting cud make my mood better rite now!!!!
1.40 am... okok maybe sum are saying the children are young mahz.. young my arse! they go out wif their frens alreadi! so cant they make simple plans like callin each other up on phones?? teach them go sch recognize numbers rite?? plsu they msn like nobody business!!
1.50. i. wan .to. sleep. AND! they tink we are sum kind of fairy god mother or wat?? just gif them a little christmas present and then!! now they are expecting expensice branded stuff frm us!!! like.. huh?? we cant even afford to buy themn for ourselves.. wat makes u tink we can buy them for you?? hey!! itz a hundred bucks you are askin us to spend on you!! geez i dun even treat myself to a hundred bucks shoe! if you wan.. SAVE up lahz! tts wat we all do!! we work to get wat we got k! wat?/ fairy godmother wave wand over us and say "prang! heres ur mango top!"
2.00 she's not callin. ok whu reallie gifs a flying fart to whether the kid can go rite? i reallie reallie dun give a damn now. so to those very clueless kids: if u dun say thank you very much adeline jie jie then seriously shut up. dun criticsie my coordination skills coz i reallie have violent tendencies rite now.

disclaimer: adel is very tired now. and noes not wat she's saying. so she will not be held reponsible for any damages done. any likeness or simiarilty to any character, real or fictional, is purely conincidental.

adel:
ONE day to dyed hair! tink my hair dye expire liaoz! anyway! went to prudential today and AHHHHH.. i noe wat monica meant in "friends" when she clutched a file tt was neatly categorized and all and said "i tink i had a tiny organsm".. coz the cupboard was overhead and the shelf was not high enuff to put the files vertically had to just stack them... till today!! so proud of my cupboards! all labelled nicely AND! i did everything by meself! like shifting all the shelves so tt can put the files neatly. ahhh the immense satisfaction! now i noe why pple like to reorganize their cupboard! oko that is alot of tok bout neat organized cupboards! one day shall take a photo of it.. bwahhahahahaha!!
okok .. a bit irritated now.. there are several pet peeves of mine which are act more or less common sense!! i mean wud u like scary chain letters sent thru sms or emails?? like.. get a life! i translate wat it means okok?? send to 1 -2 pple and 1 -2 pple will hate you. send this 3-5 pple.. 3- 5 pple will ab hate u to the core and wish u wud evaporate under their evil glares. send to 7-9 pple and 7-9 pple will haf the desire to stuff a used shoe down ur throat and stab a fork in ur eye. send this to 9- 10 pple.. u shud go hide.. preferably under a rock in antartica.naked. coz firstly u haf no life and secondly pple will so hate u.. there wun be any use for u to ask pple to go out coz they will hate ur stinkin little itchy hand tt pressed sent. also. are. u. kidding? u got so much time?
when u sent such reallie stupid stuff out.. chances are u are not saving urself frm watever curse but just spreading ur own unpopularity!!! get.a.brain!
and tt is just my first peeve!! my second peeve.. is pple askin me to write them a testi on frenster which is alreadi so out of trend. when i wan to i write. not coz u force me to! arrrrggghhh...!! notice these pple are the ones whu go "since i write testi for you u must write testi for me.. blah blah then rem to write my testi horz?" and their testi is the lousiest of the lousy! those tt u will delete wif much pleasure!
3rd. itz makes me wan to ermmm... well boil wif fury when i see sum idiot on the mrt lean against the pole.. esp when they are sweaty!! contary to wat they tink.. their sweat is not the best lotion for our hands!!okok this is a side track but wats wif the celebrities promoting courtesy on e train?? they haf cars!! they dun reallie zip ard in mrts do they? and whu the hell eats so obviously on the train? but bac to me topic.. and they lean till when u reach out in knee jerk motion to stop urself frm fallin all over u find tt uf hand is wedged between the pole and.... lets not even go there! and they dun feel it! wish they cud just slide off the pole wif all their sweat! hmmrrph...
hav to tink of my precious cupboards to calm down...okok my packin has started! so far i haf ermmmm .. started ironing sum t shirts to bring there and started askin ard to borrow more berms! im gonna go disney land !! and sit on mickey mouse!! and tell him wat a good ger i am! did i choose the wrong character? oh itz santa! well tink he wud be in disney land?
tml and mon hol! ace! gonna get meself a nice toothbrush!! budden.. my pay isnt here yet!! yesh yesh itz partly my fault coz i dint give my account number but dun u juz hate seein ur passbook wif all the withdrawals tellin u how much each itme cost??
relax neela.. u are suffering frm wat dr pei accurately termed as "blog block"!!
2 more days to mon!!

adel:
feeling reallie hyped up now.. woohoo! anytime feelin depressed just log on to msn and find siong wei!! weeeeeeee..... amd his email!! siong you rock!
more importantly.. dearest jill.. all i can say is.. big choc mountain on sat?? we still love you and australia has cleaner waters and bigger meatier sharks!
arrghh can u believe tt the shrek pple went and put an ending at the end of the credits?? lousy crafty sly people!! ah well im gonna watch it again but just tellin ya all so u get to see the ending too!! tadadum..
my boss wans me to continue workin for him if possible while i study in uni.. ladeedum! okok granted i haven been a good worker.. shall be one now!! my colleague said something tt made me damn uncomfortable today though.. but i saw my crush! he kept on walkin past my office so had unlimited views of him and his purple shirt!! yeah man!
feelin hyper now.. signed up for monash and they said can stay in spore for full term.. haf a feelin my sister doesnt like the idea though... dun understand why.. and accordin to my boss if i stay i wud be able to pay my own way thru my last two years in monash! hopefully can save up a bit more to pay for accomodations in aus.. woohoo!
bummer is tt u noe.. i dun tink i got accepted to any of the other 3 unis at all.. but now wif my plans all set and ready to go.. whu cares!! haven packed for usa yet.. so dead.. coz i told them tt im packed and ready to go!! i didnt realise it until just now but realised tt if go usa wun be able to tok to siong for 9 nites!! oh tarnation!
anyway found this poem so haf a read kk?? this is adel out! okok it sounds better when itz seacrest out! coz it means the end to american idol and the beginning to CSI!!

itz an exrcept...
Her fragile body looked so still, her breath was weak and shallow.
I felt the coldness of her hands, her skin was dulled and sallow.
I left to call her children, so tt they'd know the time was near,
and tt I'd spend the night with her to guide her through her fear/

When i came back into her room, I saw that she'd been sleepin.
From the moistness in her eyes, I saw tt she'd been weepin.
I leaned close t oher face and asked her if she'd a dream.
She gently smiled and said she'd dreamt of raspberries and cream.

I guess i must have looked so surprised at at such a strange reply.
But Mrs Wiggins softly laugher ans said she'd tell me why.
"When i was just a little girl i had a favourtie aunt,
Who'd spoil and treat me like a queen and give me what i want'

"My aunt would take me out to lunch and order anything i dreamed,
And for dessert we'd share a bowl of raspberries and cream
Oh how i loved the special taste so smooth and rich and pure.
And how i'd so look forward to te times i'd spend with her.

"But soon she passed away and i got older with the years.
So busy with my schoolwork and my teenage hopes and fears.
And since my parents worked so hard to fund my college dream.
we never had the luxury of raspberries and cream.


...... it continues for quite a bit then..

And now my hour of death is near and all i can see
is how my heart breaks with regret for what will never be
why do we wait to do the things thay make us feel alive?
why do we give our life away in order to survive?

And all the times I wanted to i really had the means
I just didnt tink i deserved my raspberries and cream.
Oh promise me you'll never wait too long to find your dream.
Promise me you'll fill ur life with raspberires and cream.

.... im sorry but itz rather long so im just takin out relevenat parts.. and after Mrs wiggins passes away..

....Her daughter saw the empty bowls upon the bedside stand.

I told her," Seems your mother enjoyed raspberries and cream.
But rarely could she buy them for she never had the means"
And as her daughter held the bowl her tears fell to the ground,
"If I'd known i would have bought her berries by the pound.

"If i'd known her time was short i would have come to see her.
But i was jist too self involved and now she's gone forever.
Why do we wait to do things that really mean the most?
Why do we wait to love someone until their memory's a ghost?"

Marie D Jones

neela:
ok i know you guys are totally amped about the linkin park concert. but I CANNOT GO! I'M GOING TO AUSTRALIA THAT NIGHT! TO CANBERRA! TO GO TO UNI! SO QUIT RUBBING IT IN!!
there. just had to get it out of my system. its really fucked up. when jm told me (ages ago) i was so excited until i realised it clashed with my flight. fuck it. the only thing i can hope for is that they'll go to sydney soon. or any other band that i love for that matter. hehe.
ash what the heck is your blog add?
I am going to watch Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban on opening day! there was the option of watching the sneaks, but me and uma figured we'd keep to tradition and watch the first show on opening day. now all we have to do is figure out where to get chocolate frogs.
ok you know what? the laziness has set in. the novelty of owning a blog has worn off and i just couldnt be bothered with the upkeep. actually same goes for the one i share with JM. just cant be bothered la. sigh.
oh in other news, i had my medical check up today. and its the first time im having one. it was traumatising. i had to pee in a little plastic cup. and walk down a whole flippin corridor with it cuz the clinic was so far from the toilet. bloody hell. ok sleepy. thats it.

adel:
i fell in love yesterday. he's suave, cute, so huggable and *ahem* sexy!!! he's... *meow* puss in boots!! love him love him!! go watch shrek!! but on a monday... itz pretty short for a show wif so much promotion.. but so freakin funny lorz! aft tt everyone will ignore donkey coz he isnt very funny in this one.
just got my hair cut.. hmmmm.. suffice to say.. this haircut only looks good dyed if u get wat im saying.. ah well.haf a fringe now though. prudential has a new ger there. she's a telemarketer there now.. but my boss sumhow convinced her to become an insurance agent.. poor girl... she doesnt noe wat she is in for!! wonder how many times before she can pass her M5, M9?? but i hate her.. she's so perfect!! very very pretty! pretty irritated wif my colleague. kk i noe.. no longer new there.. but there are still a lot of things i need to learn.. and then today she tok to me like im a fly. useless. bugger.
u noe.. yest.. at white sands was tokin wif pei then *horror music plays* guess whu we saw?? the very thot of it makes the shivers go down my spine! okok not reallie.. being overdramatic here BUT! guess whu was there!! no one will guess correctly so i will just say str8 out. the jean and perry guy!! everybody say AAAHHHHHHH!! scream in horror! ok not reallie scary .. u are most prob wondering whu is tt?? well he is one of the guys tt sell bedsheets at john little sales.. which of coz links him to stalker.. when pei pointed out one guy in sintex uni, the realisation tt stalker may be there...gee whiz.. but then the fear is no longer there.. just amusement..gif me a couple of years and i wud be able to start reading his sms again..rather hoped ben wud be there but ah well.. saw tim and adam.. lookin good tim!! wud haf whistled if i noe how to!!
so overall a great way to end the horrid week! it was fun waiting for a non existent bus.. of coz pple wud prob tink whu on earth waits for more than an hour for a bus?? well the answer is.. time flies when ua re havin good company!! and pei is excellent company!
my com has prob!! keep on loggin in and out// then cant tok on msn!! screamt my lungs out when it kept on disconnecting itself coz finally got to siong wei again!!! i dun care siong.. i wan first dibs on the cute guys!! stupid bugger though. still quite pissed bout the sendin off part. hmph!
hav to start packin for usa.. me mam gave me the very irritated look when i said toss in a box of band aids and sum nite change and we are ready to rock!(u haf to understand i had 2 cups of coffee tt day)
okok neels is on line so shall make way for the goddess of wisdom!! all hail neela!

adel:
x box!! woooah man.. sam got one lahz so when i went over to his hse, planted my butt there to watch him play.. woooah wuz marvelling at the advances in technology!! itz wonderful!!
kk.. noe.. my last post was amazingly depressing.. something snapped lahz.. it cud haf been the CSI episode where the woman kana shot and become a vegetable.. and her attacker wun get charged coz she was too tough to die..anyway .. after spewing and sprouting all my rage out onto dear jill..(tink the choc mountain did help) .. chances of readin another post like tt are slim..thanks dear!!
hmmm... highlights of the week! finally went to NYDC!! and saw hellboy! woooah.. i hate him.. so skinny!!! but then again.. great taste jill!! shark fin anyone? but had a serious choc overdose aft tt...finally persuaded jill to cut hair on monday!! if u gonna back out on mon.... *growls menacingly*
went for retail therapy too!! ahh the psycharist at mango never fails to perk one up! hey jill!! got a new store at isetan too..got hip hop and... vintage!! wohoo..of coz it is rather hard to pull off a total vintage look in spore...but! lets go check it out aft fox!! fox's main entrance reminds me of barbie's house..
too many guys are wearing pink nowadays.. and these are all the ikan billis lorz!! the sharks haf gone bac to wearing white and other colours..
oh!1 saw pei at the big bowl of noodles shop.. so paiseh! was tappin on the glass util i reallized how stupid i looked to the couple sitting nearest to the glass wall.. and i saw the bikini love of my life... ITZ THE ONE!! unfortunately. love does cost a thing here.. 120 bucks!! shud i get one here or in america??
to christine: one little toe, two little toes.. so sorry to be so mean.. but when heard bout ur toe and crutches.. laughed my head off!! how do u get pple to sign ur toe cast?? BWAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!
shrek 2 shrek 2 shrek 2 shrek 2!! oohhhh cant wait!! but i do tink tt the green oreo cookeies is takin promotion a bit too far.. 1 day to shrek 2!! yesh yesh... loser lahz... but itz... shrek!i love donkey!
one more thing though.... i love oliver james!!
audrey is workin on gettin a dog.. ha! good luck wif tt! anyway they need 32 cute gers to do sumthing tml.. and audrey is gonna be one of them.. to which i promptly informed her she was not cute.. and she went all up in a huff. so off i am to lure her out wif some choc!!
OH OH!! hi xiongjie!! there! see i finally rem ur name!

adel:
.... just coz i asked where the damned toilet was in the shack of NYJC!! in the first year! in the first 3 months!! huh. i wish i cud fall off the face of earth. tt wud certainly make loads of things easier.
the way life is going rite now. i wud simply do a RI boy and let the mrt train doors crack my brains out or sumthing.
there is no other way to describe it. have you turned cold before? i just did after readin something. serves me rite for being such a big KPO. oh man. it hurts. no man no cry? no. the true hurt comes from ur frens. karma is a bitch. you noe it sucks to feel like u are outside a bubble lookin in.. wondering wat the fark is goin on.
hmmm.. keep on deleting sentences coz dun noe how to put my feelings into words.have loads of stuff swarmin ard now. but tts the prob wif a blog. u cant say everything out coz no matter wat... pple will still judge u on ur comments.
dun get me wrong. but for now.. till i get everything straightened out, this is an awfully big world.

PS. can sense my boss wans to fire me aft word got ard tt i want to resign. looks like "retirement" is coming early!! see how much life sucks?

neela:
ok ppl!! check out the blog i share with JM!! its still in its early stages so dont expect too much. but its still a scream so go see! the link is in the sidebar! and dont worry, ive decided to stick to this blog! hehe.

neela:
so jm asked me if i want to share a blog with her. i think its a pretty good idea. its about time we shook things up with our collective insanity! but there is a downside. i cant upkeep two blogs. i know you're probably thinking what the big deal is, but it is to me. im big on customising things, so i cant keep fiddling around with two blogs! it was time consuming enough with one, and pretty soon i wont have as much time as i do now. so the question is, do i take jm up on her offer or do i stick with the whineaholics? if i do share a blog with jm i'll have to take the tagboard down from this one and put it in my new blog. but thats about it. then adel you can get rid of all the links that you dont want. :) then you'll have free reign of the blog!! hahaha....
ok so how?

neela:
please tell me what you think of the new background! im trying really hard to find a nice one! ive gone through so many! but most of you wouldnt know, unless you guys are glued to my blog, in which case, thank you so much! thats very sweet of you but please please get a life! im the only one allowed to be as pathetic as that. haha. so anyway if you come across a pic or anything at all you think would look nice as a wallpaper, please tell me ok?!!

neela:
pei thank you so very much! i owe you one!!
alright ladies and gents, for your viewing pleasure, the BEAUTIFUL eric bana, as hector!!

neela:
HECTOR! HECTOR! HECTOR!
i cant take it!! im crazy obsessed about eric bana as hector!! argh!!! so gorgeous!! and achilles!!! aaaarrrgggghhhhhh!!!! they've left me without the ability to describe them in coherent sentences. all i can say is that if you are female, WATCH TROY!!
adel, forget twop ok? you must watch troy!! oh i am so in love. eric bana has redeemed himself from the abject stupidity that was the hulk. look for the link to the troy webbie on my sidebar. am so happy and moony. ah..short leather skirts. and despite all that jm said after the movie, i still loved it. in the end, its just meant to be entertaining. they arent going for documentary-ish accuracy here. so just let it be. most of the ppl who watch it wont know better anyway. so you can just go on with that happy smirk, knowing that you know more than them. right? and dont forget my iliad. $10 on delivery. and the rasmus cd too ok? any cd i have that you want? im still bugging my sis to borrow 'songs abt jane' from her friend. i'll get it soon!! really!! i promise!
next movie to watch! VAN HELSING! well only for hugh jackman la. damn these bloody aussies. whoa.
think there'll be anyone who even comes close to them anywhere in canberra? nah, i doubt it.

music bit: everybody's fool- evanescence

adel:
so the itch to whine won. i cannot believe they gave the million bucks to rupert,the fish whisperer!! TING NO OFFENSE. IM SORRY! CLOSE UR EYES AND SCROLL ALL THE WAY DOWN! dun tink tt those whu dun watch reality show will be interested in this posts. basically just mindless grumbling.. sorry.

firstly, did anyone not see rupert, the survivor whu tried to dig a log cabin.. heck no a hole!! on a beach?? and gave them the living accomodation of hell ever? is a surviovor's main aim is to drown himself as soon as possible? stupid americans. they asked u to vote for the best survivor1!! not the most popular one!! dun get me wrong.. i liked him at first then in the middle of pearl islands he became horrible!! trying to daddy everyone and wif all his complex(NOT!) self esteem problems. secondly.. wat the hell?
im sorry but reallie disgusted wif him coz he had no sympathies for sue when sue was outraged by richard hatch. he makes himself out to be a great teddy bear but the hell was the teddy bear to comfort when sue needed comforting? isnt a bit unfair? sue gets sexually outraged and no one says a thing. even tinkin tt she is weak(damn u 8 days) and quitting.. but hello? the girl was molested on international tv! if it had happened to a more feminine ger like say.. amber.. everyone wud be spitting fire! poor sue.. feel for her.
sighz.. like i said cant put it into words so i leave the job to twop.. just copied and pasted the relevant parts out so if u wan to read the rest of it .. the link to twop is at the side..
(start)
" Back at camp, Rupert asks Sue whether she wants to fry up some food, and she says no. She's just kind of laid out on the bench, looking extremely depressed. "Sue was distant, nonresponsive...throwin' in the towel," Rupert interviews. Only Rupert could make this moment into something having to do with being a quitter. How many of this nitwit's fifteen minutes are left on the big clock on the wall, anyway? I am absolutely murderously bored with him. At camp, Rupert asks Sue if she's okay, and then he voices over that, at the challenge, "she could have handled it different. She could have stopped it right then and said 'foul.' Instead, she turns her head, says 'oh, that's gross,' and goes on. Thinks about it, processes it, comes up with her own agenda, and goes on with that." Wow. I didn't realize he had personal knowledge of the inner workings of Sue's brain, but he apparently does. I'm sure happy to know he's working with the troubled teens, and I hope that he tells all of them that if you don't fully take care of something at the moment it happens to you, then if you get upset about it later, you'll just be "coming up with your own agenda." Stupid crybabies.
Around the fire, Tom complains that Sue's whole falling-apart-at-the-seams thing will hurt the whole team. Mm-hmm. In an interview, Rupert says, "Sue is Sue. She will endure and pursue her own agenda. She doesn't give a damn about what anybody else is doing. Ultimately, Sue having her own agenda will hinder her." Thank you, oh wise one. Rupert explains that it alienates her from the tribe, which I am so happy he pointed out, because I couldn't tell it was having that effect at all from the way she never talks to the rest of them because they're such total assholes to her. Alicia tries to get the tribe thinking about winning the challenge to get them back up on their feet. Alicia interviews that they support Sue, but that they still have to play the game, and that, I have no problem with.
We swing over to a fat swirl of white beach, where Jeff is standing to call in the tribes. They get to their mats. Jeff points out to Chapera that Mogo Mogo booted Hatch. Jeff says that before they get to the challenge, he wants to talk about yesterday. "Richard Hatch," he says, and looks over expectantly at Sue, "sorta being inappropriate?" "Sorta," Sue says, with her eyes downcast. "Anybody have any comments?" Jeff says. "I was sexually violated," says Sue. And the body language is just all kinds of interesting here, because Amber and Alicia and Jenna all basically look at the ground in front of them, while Big Tom, Rob, and Rupert are all watching Sue. She bites her lip and takes a step forward. "To have some guy come up...he passed a half a dozen people on platforms and never touched 'em." "Sue," Jeff says, "I -- I'm --" "And it went too far," says Sue. "And he crossed the line, and he crossed the line with me." Jeff tries again with "Well --," but Sue cuts him off again: "Okay, I know you don't know. And you didn't see it because his back was to you and he's too big of a fucking slob to see around." And here, Kathy smirks. Nice. "I was violated, humiliated, dehumanized, and totally spent, Jeff," she spits. "And it wasn't 'sorta,' Jeff. 'Cause his back was to you, Jeff. That's all I'm saying, and I'm fucking spent and I'm done with this fucking game." And with the way her face looks, you're never going to convince me that's faked up for effect. This reaction may not be rational, and there may be all kinds of crap contributing to it, but I can't bring myself to question the sincerity of it. ["Eh. I think she meant what she said, but I also think she amplified it because of the situation she happened to be in when the whole mess happened." -- Wing Chun]
And as all this happens, everybody else is staring at the ground. But Kathy? Still smirking. She really doesn't look "offended" at this point. She looks amused. Because I guess that if you don't like her, seeing somebody suffer this much is...funny? Sue goes on: "There's no way I can continue with my emotions pushed to the ground that much." Jeff's like, "So when you say you're done with the game, as in, you want out of the game?" "I'm done, I'm walking away," she says. Jeff turns to Mogo Mogo. "Did anything come up at your camp about it?" They all say no, they didn't even notice. "It was all done in front of our platform," Sue says, which is totally true. "Yeah, I saw it, Sue," Colby says plainly. You might notice that he doesn't have any trouble figuring out what she's talking about, any more than the rest of her team did when they were walking back from the challenge with her, so you might wonder if Kathy -- who had her back turned and doesn't even have the first goddamn clue what happened -- might be a little hesitant to judge.
"Boy, is that discouraging," Kathy says. Yeah. Really hard on...you. Shii Ann babbles in an interview that as much of a jackass as Hatch may be, he would never have purposely violated Sue. Which I agree with in the sense that I think he wouldn't have done it if he knew she was going to suffer this much over it, but...I mean, that's part of why you don't do that shit. That's part of why you respect people's personal space and you don't use nudity as a way of intimidating them, because the more freakish your efforts to unsettle people become, the harder it is to predict what buttons you're going to push in your endless effort to be provocative. Back at the fire, Kathy is already on to her "blame Sue" phase. "Angry woman," she says. Shii Ann says, "She must have been feeling something awful for twenty-four hours to have exploded like that." Shii Ann then interviews that she felt terrible for Sue that Sue felt so awful about it. "Very mixed emotions," says Shii Ann. Kathy: "I thought it was brutal, I know it's a horrible thing that happened, but my God." She finishes up with this gem: "That was hard for all of us to hear." Yeah, really hard for...you.

In perhaps the worst contestant interview I have ever heard, Kathy elaborates: "I don't like [Sue] for it, I'm sorry. I know she went through a lot. Still. You've got to learn how to contain your emotions. I was really offended that she'd bring us that far into her core of hatred. Didn't like it. So, I don't know if that's mean-spirited, but [shrug] it's how I feel." Yes, Kathy, it's mean-spirited. More to the point, it's jaw-droppingly self-absorbed to the point of almost being funny. Note that she's not saying she thinks Sue blew it out of proportion, she's not saying she doesn't think Hatch didn't intentionally humiliate her, she's not saying she thinks Sue had some ulterior motive...she's just saying that no matter what happened to Sue, she should have kept those feelings to herself to avoid, I guess, inconveniencing other people with them. "You've got to learn to contain your emotions"? That's utter nonsense in this context. I'm totally receptive to Amber's position that it got blown up because of the conditions, or to the position lots of people take that she had too much time to think about it and got herself all wound up, or to the position that she's obviously got issues of her own that have nothing to do with Hatch that are all over this situation -- I actually agree with all of that. I even understand -- even while disagreeing with -- the position that she may have blown it up for attention or money. But this? This idea that even if you feel the way Sue was feeling, you owe it to others not to leave your dirty emotional footprints on the floor, lest they "not like you" for making them look at your mess?
Rupert says, "No. By her own greed when she said to me, 'I'm suing that fucker for ten million dollars." Apparently, Rupert missed a few classes at Hyperbole School. ["Although if she did say that, I kind of wish we could have seen it." -- Wing Chun] Moreover, the fact that it occurs to you after something happens when you're incredibly angry that you could sue somebody doesn't mean you're inventing how angry you are so that you can sue them. Half of the people in America react by yelling about suing every time they don't get their way. They don't actually do it, in the vast majority of cases, it's just the threat of choice for people who feel helpless. It's not admirable, but it doesn't make you a fraud. For Rupert to call Hatch's behavior "disgusting" and then watch Sue leave the way she did and still conclude that her motivation was "greed" just indicates to me that he has all of the sensitivity I have always given him credit for. What an arrogant, self-satisfied ass, seriously. Rupert then sits around and bitches about how her leaving was "a hell of a gift" to Mogo Mogo. Way to keep your eye on the ball, there, dude.
So I guess all I can say to Rob and Big Tom, to Kathy and Rupert, and to everyone else who witnessed that situation developing and chose to err on the side of fuck-you is this: May the people you love who have something bad happen to them that doesn't really make sense to other people get a little greater share of people's humanity than you saw fit to spare for Sue. Because humanity-wise, that was a piss-poor showing. " (end)

oh and after tt.. how many times did kathy bring her emotions into the game and sobbed like a baby? coountless.. why didnt a lightning bolt strike the whole island down so tt all thhese jackasses can disappear? oh wait.. coz of rob c and jeff probst!!
i just realized tt by askin ting not to read all this... and takin into fact tt im the only reality show freak left. no one will be reading this post. but still.. will say it anyway... ASS has turned put to be the worst season ever. damnit.

adel:
utter bliss! finally got to watch honey!! wohooo! she rocks man! seriously.. video ezy's promotion is da best! hee.. hopefully by the end of this week can finsh csi season 1... but the plot bout holly gibbs was a bit off dun u tink?? and why on earth does catherine always get cases tt she has a stake in?? as in she noes the victims's families(isnt there a rule tt u cant get invloved in the case if u have any relations to any one invloved in the case?) or is always emotionally drained by it coz it concerns kids.. the more i watch sex and the city.. the more i feel carrie bradshaw is rather whiney for an independent woman.
ah troy and van helsing..no offense to anyone kk? but, like twop said "I've decided that the studio responsible for Van Helsing is in a battle with the studio responsible for Troy to decide who can produce the worst movie that will still draw an audience by having really, really attractive stars." but according to christine.. troy's men has reallie short skirts...hmmm hmmm! why do spore not haf a pageant for guys wearing skirts?? the scottish do!! ahhh billy boyd..but speakin of twop (televiosion without pity), haf added a link to them kk?? they recap televiosion shows. pretty funny.. heres a sample on american idol's diana degarrmo(?) " She's going to sing a happy song next, by one of her favorites, Judy Garland. And that song would be "Get Happy." Oh, that is a fun song. Let's look at a verse: "We're headin' 'cross the river. / Gonna wash our sins in the tide. / It's all so peaceful / on the other side." Happy! It doesn't matter that the song has references to Judgment Day in it. It's called "Get Happy," so it must be happy and not subtextually suicidal! Man, good thing she didn't dedicate this one to the troops. She orders Pavlov's Dawgs to their feet. She beauty-pageant smarms her way across the stage, singing about how God is waiting to take your hand and how we should all be happy to die because all our troubles will be over. Yay! Okay, I may be overstating the song's intentions just a little bit, but really. The audience claps. She sings with that creepy pageant smile. She wanders over toward the band. Then back to the front of the stage. Her singing is solid and dull. " ami sucks now. if fantasia ever wins ... arrgghhh!!! yesh itz true.. loud is the new good. yowling and screamin and doing God noes wat but singing.

.. haf no idea why.. but when i read the word "really" in their recap, i can hear tim sayin it. weird huh?

lets not tok bout nydc guy!! he cost me $3.30 last nite! horrible peeeg.

party!! wats wrong wif throwing a party?? it will be like a 21st birthday party... doesnt sound so bad wat.. *grinz* at most it wil be like a wedding dinner. the grps of frens hanging out while u flit ard like a social butterfly.. taking photos..
*groans* i wud rather haf a party than do wat my mum wans to do.. she wans to clean ... no no.. demolish the whole house to clean everything up.. *groans* thing is... aft a week the hse wud resume itz mess so.. wats the point? of coz she ab refuse to listen. cant wait to say "i told u so". itz dangerous when me mam sits down and takes a good look at the house. if she makes us clean the motel room in america i will... gee.. i dunnoe wat will do!!
had a nightmare .. haf no idea why.. but richard and you duan were in it i recall.. and it involved many cars! and food.. only rem being scared the whole way thru.. do u noe.. tt adults average only 2 nightmares for a whole year?
shud i become a bachelor of arts (journalism) or bachelor of behavioural science?? am tinkin whether will be able to meet the high standards of creativity there...dun haf neela's way of putting feelings into the rite words or u noe, the techinque of effectively making my point.. look at my gp.
am a horrid driver... had a headache after my frivin lesson coz the car was jerkin all ard!! (yeah yeah itz the driver tt is to blame but!!)was my first time driving ard in the newer model.. and no matter wat cud not lift the and put down the handbrake wif one hand.. my first gear wud always not be engaged properly..then u see both of us bouncing about inside.. damn damn..
hmmm not many nice shows nowadays huh... am fighting a huge urge to buy the topshop's lucky shorts.. ya. incredibly impractical and short... but arrrghhh itz so funny! anyway gonna but spongebob boxers for me dad on father's day.. hmmmm.. realized tt all my presents for my dad are always childish stuff like the "world's sexiest man" pillow and "aliens possess my children" sign.. up to now he doesnt get the joke bout tt sign!
okok this very long post shall do till neela posts another 3 or when the itch to whine cmes again.. whichever cums first!! wahahahhahaa..
music bit: beach boys-- "wouldnt it be nice"

neela:
hehe. realised that adel has one post for every three of mine. haha yes i am that free. bugger. i hate terence, but i love his clothes. asshole. ya ok i shall confess. the reason i dislike terence so much is because he is too cool. and i cant stand it. he's like that ass who would strut around school because he's popular/cool and he knows it. ya'll know who im talkin about. every school has at least one.
ok now i have nothing to say. oh oh TOPSHOP JEANS!! i have sth like 6 pairs of jeans to give them! haha. then will get 6 $20 vouchers. wonder of the vouchers can only be used for jeans and if they can be used all together. cuz then i can buy $120 worth of stuff from topshop!! not that they have much stuff that i want. hmmm.. but my sis will probably go wild. haha.
hey uma anyone i know going for your bro's engagement? because i dont want to be alone in a sea of strangers and im not particularly comfortable in temples. 6 june right?
yeah i know your bro getting hitched is a big deal, but take one day off the madness to celebrate my birthday ok?!
hey question, how do you get a strikethrough on your words? i know how to do it on microsoft word but not here. help?
and unless i get constructive suggestions this blog skin is going to stay!! or i'll change back to the liverpool one!! you have been warned!!
troy with jia min tmr! yay! and jia min if in the middle of the movie you go "but thats not what happened!! noooo!!" i'll slap you. i will. really. its just a MOVIE!! contrary to popular belief, a less than accurate movie WILL NOT change history. so rest assured, alexander is still everything you love. haha! am i being a pain? yes well its too early in the morning for me to even be awake.
voldy voldy!! mwaahahahah!!! sorry, inside joke. i just wanted to get it out. hah.

music bit: animal nitrate- suede

neela:
logesh is a dumbass, and so is uma. suba its your own fault!! come back to singapore after your bloody exams la!! then you can see my face for one entire week. hahah!! dinner was fun last night! thanks adel. hey jilly we didnt get to see your nydc guy. too bad!! hehe.
ok now sth really really stupid happened last night. my dad went for 'bollywood night' at vansh, organised by gold 90 fm *shudder*. so while i was having dinner with adel last night i get a msg from my dad. and he happily says 'guess whos here! axel!!' great. and knowing my luck my dad will say all sorts of embarrasing things to axel about me! and the worst part is that i have no choice but to pass by vansh on my way home! bleh. so when i was on my way home i met my dad at vansh. and he absolutely insisted that i go say hello to axel. bugger. so met axel, his wife carol and axels friend richard, who is a bit of a weirdo. and they were all standing to one side puffing away on cigars!!(well except carol) gross!! and of course all the lame jokes and awkward conversation starts. once it was over i ran as fast as i could home. audrey ying (one of the gold 90 DJs) says she thinks she knows me from somewhere. weird.
so anyway when my dad got home later that night, he told us all about the stupid stuff that went on. he says the moment he saw axel the first thing he said (after hi) was 'hey axel! my daughter is shit scared of you!!' trust my father. and apparently axel said 'but why? im such a nice guy!' on the one hand the probability of my dad bullshittin me is very high. on the other hand, he is entirely capable of doing sth as idiotic as that. sigh. well if ever any of you wonder where i get my weirdness from, let me tell you now! its all my fathers fault!! haha!
ok in other news, my parents (yes both of them!) want to throw birthday parties for me and my sister. why the sudden enthusiasm i dont know. so that means me and my sis are going to have 2 joint b'day parties. and we have been hereby ordered to invite our friends. right so if you are reading this, you are invited. please note, there are 2 parties. that means TWO PRESENTS!! hahahah! ya ok anyway its not been confirmed yet, but as soon as it is i'll let you guys know. but i think its going to be a bit weird, no make that a lot weird. like for my mom's one, everyone from her side of the family is going to be in full attendance. hope that doesnt wig you guys out. and for my dad's, his friends'll be there. even wiggier huh? and of course there is the fact tht my sisters friends will be there too. so there'll be like three groups of ppl that will probably not mix very much. not to mention that i myself have two groups of friends that dont exactly know each other. haiz... anyway me and my sis are trying to see if we can either talk our parents out of it or pull off some miracle and make this work. we've both pulled of some major parental coups before. hehe. we make a pretty good team. too bad my sisters an idiot. if she wasnt i'd probably like her more. hmmm.
damn i cant remember if im supposed to go to court with axel today. if i am, then good. if not, then i just wore my white shirt for nothing! walking around looking like a two-bit waitress for nothing!! grr..

music bit: livin' on a prayer- bon jovi

neela:
came to work late. am bored to tears. please save me! im beginning to wonder if anyone actually reads this blog. i think copper might be sick. he's got diarrhoea. im so sleepy. cant wait for work to be over. my eyes hurt. tonight is CSI. at least for an hour I dont have to think about my problems. my dad says there's no way he's going to let us bring copper over. he said he'll take care of him. my sweetie, everytime me and my sis look at him we really wonder how on earth my dad could not love him as much as we do. heartless bugger he is.
everyone is telling me to quit my job. i'd love to, but i cant. seriously, they are paying me (a pittance im sure, but still) to do nothing! no actually they are paying me to use their internet! and everytime axel walks by im busy typing away, so he thinks im productively occupied! when in fact im actually writing crap on my blog or sending internet smses to everyone i can think of or chatting on msn! sigh, but still im utterly miserable. i could be at home and comfy in my bed right now. yes yes i know im whining.
ok in other news, i would like to go to queensway and buy shoes. does anyone want to come with? but this sat cannot. my aunts have decided that i should put on as much weight as possible before i leave. so they bringing me for 'high tea' at cafe vienna on saturday. so basically im supposed to eat till i cant walk. just hope they bring my sis or cousin along. otherwise i'll be stuck with them and my om for company. bleargh!
zuhairah's birthday is coming soon!! on the 19th!
cheer up ting dear!!
pei! i never knew you could be so full of malice! that post on 9 may was a scorcher! phew! am just glad im not that person! (right?)
hey adel what did you mean about being quite excited about america?
ya check out this cute link!! courtesy of dionne!
http://kni.prz.rzeszow.pl/~peu/likeu.swf

music bit: nice guys finish last- green day (at least i think thats what the title is!)

neela:
alright ppl if you want to see pics of my mutt (and occasionally there may be some of me and friends or family) then the link to my album is right there in my sidebar. has anyone been listenin to my radio station??
adel i have realised that im not particularly fond of BEP. sorry!
and the farewell dinner sounds great! would i ever say no? haha!!
I would very much like to change the background! i just dont know what to change it to!! anyone have any suggestions?? yeah feel free to tell me either on the tagboard or leave a comment at the bottom of this post!
CSI dvd!! i want i want i want!!! ack!! ok damn how how?? my dad will be at home on the weekends. i'll only be free on weekdays from the 24th of this month onwards! damn...does anyone have a dvd player and their house is free over the weekend?

music bit: that christina milian song...whatever its called

adel:
sighz.. haiz.. HAIZ!! dunnoe why but damned depressed now.. firstly..feel very anti social nowadays.. everytime kana stopped by others will wan to hurry as soon as possible.. coz they just ask one common question: "where are u going?" thing is i dunnoe! my letters frm all the local uni is not here yet. and everyone i noe has received a blardi letter!! HAIZ! and if i go to monash.. dunnoe which course shud i take... journalism? psychology? haiZ!!
sumtimes feel like there is a bubble ard me. amazingly.. dun even wan to tok alot nowadays! it has been 3 months since i joined prudential and i haven made frens wif the other agents in the office.. granted tt there are a few reallie nice older ones tt come into my office but the yoiunger ones look at me like im slime or sumthing..budden cant quit now.. auditing is coming up soon.. haf to get the files in order.. yesh inefficient worker as i am.. but haf u seen the filing?? im tinkin og quitting my kumon one now. yeah i love the kids there but.. feel very left out now.. dun reallie haf a fixed place for me to go to nowadays. will regret the money part though! and *AHEM* neela.. im a secretary! watcha tryin to say???
tml is my driving lesson. am reallie not lookin forward to it... if it is the friggin health products sales man wu tink girl's sole purposes is to marry give birth and buy his damned products.. i will scream till the paint peels off the car!! during the last lesson he asked me when is my next lesson can??!! and tt was the 3rd time i got him in like a hundred instructors!!! i got him!! 3 times!! so if next lesson i get him.... *growls* violent tendencies..
anyway neela.. was tinking of holding u a farewell dinner.. wat do u say bout tt?? care for it?? we go to the restaurent tt u like or sumthing?? and maybe zu wud come too?? watched "honey"!! finally!! wah.. damn nice! i love it! rank it up there wif 50 first dates! ooh and blogger changed their format!! wow.. impressive.. dun like the viewing post format though.. anyway.. can we please change the blogskin?? change is good!!
i realised why nice guys finish last... they are not realie fun to be ard. i mean wud u like to be ard sumone whu is so uptight and all? when u make a funny though mean comment and the person will go "so bad/mean".. and make u feel guilty.. u haf to be so careful ard them and then cant reallie be urself.. u become a facade having to be perfect.. becoming wat u noe they wan u to be instead.. how to haf fun like tt? and they PREACH!AND are on a mission to save u!! maybe these arent nice guys.. but majority of the guys tt are claimed to be "nice" are like tt.. they claim to be nice pple coz they open doors and carry girls things... but then when it boils down the real thing.. like appreciating their gf efforts ... they become such MCPs.. tt is my overall impression of guys so far lahz... tt is why girls go for guys wif a slightly dangerous edge.. whu wans to have a mind numbing date when u can go on an exciting giddy date? and tt is adel's first psychology report!! wahahhahaha!!
ting has her first blog!! awwwww... *sobs* our little ting.. all grown up and.. owning her first blog!! just click on our grown up baby at the links to read all bout ting and the dangerous adventures she has! all that fierce dragon battling.. and bouncing blue whale hunting.. (goodness so long ago liaoz.. forgot wat was his nick at first!) .. i can just see ting gritting her teeth yet smiling at the same time, clenching her fist and going "WAT? SIAO AR? AI YOooH" hee
why neela no go black eyed peas concert? *burst out in tears!!* hmph.anyways.. when we gonna haf pur marathon?? i got the CSI DVDs!! coz got one VCD rental shop near my hse.. then they got the whole CSI dvd!! So waddya say??
am quite quite excited bout america.. today when i saw this guy's pencil box which was of mickey mouse.. suddenly felt a surge of excitement.. weird. anyways, this guy.. reminds me a lot of qunfa!! he just gives me the qunfa jibe... hee.. maybe one day post their pics here!! let u see my fav students!! ya ya i noe not supposed to haf fav students.. but then we cant help but feel partial to sum pple.. just tt cant it blatently lahz..
okok gonna go now.. wow!! amazing.. one whole lonog post or ramblings! guess the tok a lot comment doesnt apply to blogging!
music bit: usher let it burn (nice!)

neela:
ok did the comments thing work?
on a totally separate note, the girls at the office are utterly brainless. you know what ppl say about secretaries being utterly vapid and inane? yes well i used to think that was an unfair generalisation. but this bunch seem to be doing their darndest to prove me wrong! and terence is a real fucker. ok as you can see from my back to back posts, im bored.

neela:
yesterday didnt turn out as bad as i thought it would. haha thank god! my pants loosened out (dont ask, i really dont know). axel turned out to be really easy to talk to. and even though my mail was still down, i managed to get through the day! yay! oh and i think im really taking this retail therapy business a bit far. since saturday i have spent $160 on 4 pairs of pants. thats bad. i dont have that much money! hahaha...but it made me feel much better! does that make me shallow?
yay!! uma meeting me for lunch today!! am so happy!! finally a lunch buddy! the rest of you, please feel free to give me a call or sth whenever you're in suntec! anyway im only working till the end of next week. phew.
hopefully I can manage to get this apartment thats right opposite my college. its a shared room unfortunately but i think it should be alright. just pray that my roomie isnt smelly and messy. thats all i ask. she can be a brainless twit and it wouldnt matter. apparently in the us and uk, they GIVE you temporary accomodation so that you dont have to worry while you're trying to settle long term accomodation. why cant the aussies do that too??!! it'd be so much easier for me. bah.

music bit: love is only a feeling- the darkness

neela:
today is going to be a very very bad day. its already gotten off to a lousy start. and it can only get worse! augh. first my stupid shirt is too short. so i get another shirt and its got a stain on the sleeve! after much persuasion its comes off. then i wear my new pants which i like very much. but realise that its a little tight around the thighs! augh! ok i know its my own fault for putting on so much bloody weight, but still!! ok never mind, i finally leave home 10 mins later than usual and guess what? JAM!! so angry!! so i got to work 15 mins late. shit! at least another girl came in at the same time as me. well then guess who's the first to say good morning to me? yeah i think you know. terence the fucker. urgh! and worse, i have to go to court with axel today! am terrified! and what if i run into michael moey when im there? that would be weird. hmmm and to top it all off i have this really bad pimple on my cheek. i hate my life.
so yesterday was mothers day. it was a day spent pigging out so badly i could barely breathe! hahaha!! yeah went for lunch with my dad and grandma. went to vansh, and despite all the nasty things i have said about the place and its waiters, the food was fantastic!! and a lot too! we always thought that this was the type of place where the price was five times the size of the portions. but we were wrong. hehe. you're probably wondering why im babbling on about this but we were totally blown away by how cool the presentation was! ok then in the evening me, my sis, my mom and aunts all went to seoul garden and again ate till we couldnt walk. mwahahah!! am definitely not going to eat today!
hate work hate work hate work. for gods sake give me something to do dammit! and i want better clothes! (well better clothes or lose some weight! haha)
cant check my mail. stupid myownemail. they've perpetually got some stupid problem. i should change right? but how? half the world has me email add as the starmail one! bleh
maybe i should try the google mail?! haha.
anyway adel, hope you get accepted! it'll be cool to have ya in aust! haha. speaking of which, i just realised we have this great big problem about me going to aust. see the plan is that i'll go this year, then my sis will join me and do her foundation after her O's. so who's going to take care of my baby copper? i could never ever put him to sleep. i will never abandon him or give him back to the spca (who will only put him to sleep) and i simply cant imagine anyone else on this planet taking care of him other than me. my dad says if we bring him to aust, he'll be quarantined for a year. and personally, i dont mind. im going to be there for almost 5 years. and i'll even pay for the quarantine charges myself! I AM NOT ABANDONING MY DOG! see me and nithya were always under the impression that my dad would take care of copper while we were gone, but even now my dad doesnt like him. and he only walks him 3 times a week. imagine if he had to do it full time! all by himself! he'd kill copper first! so anyway i need to see how i can work out this thing about copper. pull out all my savings if i have to. i have no idea about the cost though. pei do you know? your bro had a dog in perth right? anyway its really bugging me. nithya agrees with me completely. she'd take out all the money she has to pay for copper as well. maybe together we might just make it. sigh.

music bit: fortune faded- RHCP

adel:
geez.. will u calm down?? breathe!! great idea bout the aus fair one.. but reasons for going monash is coz smu has sucessfully screwed me. seems like crystal got the letter and all alreadi. plus interviews!! so since i haven heard a peep frm them i shall assume tt those *censor* took my $15, plonked it into their collection box of donations and will send me a pathetic piece of paper for all my effort! anyway monash allows me to be in spore for the next 2 years.. thereupon i wud fly off to australia to complete my degree.. see.. i found out tt nus, ntu is only recognised strongly for their science, law and medicine.. not arts or any of the studd im remotely interested in.. hoping to do psychology, mass com and marketin together there.. wud love to study these few subjects... yeah and by then i wud haf gotten my driving license.. so any day just rent a car and hey ho neela!! plus i must admit tt in the sense of studyin.. im still not mature(okok everyone will be saying.. u not mature at all adel.. not only in the sense of studying!) if i go there now.. will just party all day.. whereas when im 20 will be more settled and reallie wan the honours badly tt go there will just study my brains out.. there is in theory lahz!! wahahahaha! but if smu does offer me.. *trails off* dunnoe bout nus though..but the australia uni fair sounds damn good.. thanks for the info.. where is it?? shall go..
anyway.. bout those jackasses in ur office.. sighz.. sumtimes itz tough makin frens sia.. noe how it feels.. all these months in prudential and i dunnoe..i tink they got sumthing jammed up their asses and well.. they tink.. vice versa.. are those lawyers very chin-na-fied? tough luck ger.. hang in there.. boot lick everyone.. startin frm one nice ger.. then slowly move on to another person.. sumtimes tt works! as for terence.. put ____ in his inbox.. fill in the blank urself.. and tt is tt for adel's advice of the day!! wat other advice will she haf?? find out next week.. before we go.. lets show u a clip of friends.. becasue haven you heard?? they are leaving us!! LEAVING! for good!! this time.. for good!! haven u heard? (note frm adel: if u haven heard this news since it borke out in 1999.. then u shud go slam ur head against a sumthing..seriously.. go)
btw.. axel? wat does it stand for?? bout the sats.. didnt reallie study for it.. all the times in coffee bean "studying" were reallie u noe.. "studying" all rite.. supposedly used my common sense.. but as anyone noes.. i dun haf much common sense.. so yeah.. reallie dun noe how i did.. pray for me kk?? but one thing i learned today.. CJC hall is frigging cold! my hands were numb and all.. and i haf introduced a very willin disciple(aka christine) to destructive weeding! wahahhaha.. it reallie is fun lahz.. but in the end she was just gleefully digging holes and pokin the yellow thingy into the soil.. going "wheeee" all the while..
hey jill.. tink between u and me.. we can turn crystal into a mango addict!! my family wans to stay together in one single tiny room for 5 freakin days when we go overseas!! are they out of their minds?? firstly, my dad is damn chripy in the mornings.. and he will wake us up early!! if seperate rroms we can stall by just hanging up the phone.. hee.. secondly.. my dad is a neat guy while *ahem* we arent .. to put it nicely.. we arent reallie neat so can u imagine how my dad wud react to our mess?? heck! he cant even step into our room now.. just heads str8 for digital machine or wak up audrey without lookin ard.. thirdly.. 5 pple sharing a bathroom?? and the 4th reason is enuff to make a ger like me cry! no midnight snacks and watching tv late into the nite! this is a nightmare!
speaking of stuff i haf learnt in these few months...
1) small children's farts are downright smelly! positively lethal! im serious!
2) if a photocopy machine breaks down.. bangin it wun help it to miraculously work again..
3) elevators are great places to make frens
4) many guys wear pink shirts (theory on more ugly guys wearing pink: ikan billis followin sharks... more details on this study by soon to be Dr jillian)
5) itz horrible to be in the office alone..
6) u can never haf enuff shoes/bags!
7) mango is a great place to shop!
8) shoppin in heels is NO JOKE!
9) SAJCians are very *snicker* demostrative in certain areas.
10) pple tend to walk faster if u are bitching loudly behind them.
11) im accelerator-happy.
12) driving on normal roads is much easier and better than inthe circuit..

and that is my list on things learnt so far...

oh tokin bout driving lessons.. im about to go mad.. stark raving mad.. i haf been assigned to this same instructor 3 times!! i dun wan!! itz like.. u go in.. and watch on the tv.. see when ur name will come out wif a car number beside it.. tt car is urs for tt day.. so when i saw car 17.. my heart litersally sank coz wuz tinkin tt is the same car as on wed (had him on wed tt day was fri) and sure enuff it was him!! coz he is also a sales man.. reminds me of stalker a bit.. cant take a hint one! he doesnt reallie teach just tell u wat to do all the while promoting his products... which u cannot escape frm! gee whiz! if i get him agian on wed! i will scream! i tink he does like haf a say in which student they wan noe.. coz he didnt look surprised to see me again.. i wud not mind if he keeps on tokin bout his products.. itz act fine noe.. i can even take his lame jokes and tokin in chinese.. but wat turn me against him is tt while tokint to me.. he had the staunch opinion tt all gers get married, give birth to babies and die or sumthing! arrrghhhh.. my hair turning white

music nit - air hostess

neela:
i still hate the fuckers from lee & lee, well all except mr toh and his secretary susan! and selene from lovells is alright too!! all the rest of them can die and burn in hell!! i also just spoke to axel and told him how those assholes gave me the runaround and finally told me they cant do it. he said ok then talk to me on monday and we'll see what we can do about it ok? and of course i was over the moon! why? because it means im in the clear!! out of trouble!! he knows ive done all i can!! yes yes yes!! am so happy. phew. can you imagine? ive been freaking out about this since tuesday. well thats one office problem out of the way. theres still another to deal with. yes, i still am the social outcast of the office. and i think i know why. i hate to say this but i think racism may have something to do with it. everyone in the office is chinese, except me. and they all speak in chinese only! all the time! there is no english!! that wasnt a problem in my previous place and they were nice friendly ppl. this bunch evidently isnt. well i guess i gotta try and get them to accept me. i just hope they dont dislike me because they think i got this job only because im the boss' friend's daughter. that would be too miserable for words. my dad really had nothing to do with it. he just happens to know axel. i did all the asking and shit like that. fuck la. ok now im back to being unhappy. and cant terence just jump out the flippin window or sth??!! ok i really dont know why i dislike him so much. he hasnt done anything to me (apart from accuse me of being an arsenal fan!!) but i just cant stand him. no idea why. hmmm..i bet some of you are thinking 'well it might work the same way for the secretaries and you!' bah. im so much more likeable than that fucker. i am not cocky and arrogant like him. i dont swagger around the place like i own it. and i dont go around accusing ppl of being arsenal fans! (ok maybe a bit irrelevant..but hey!)
hahaha ok i know i know im weird. man i just found out that i wont have accomodation for at least the first two weeks im in canberra. shit. and even then the likelihood that i get a room in the hall anyway is rather slim because its the middle of the bloody semester. bleh. so i have to hunt for accomodation on my own. augh!! oh well. looks like i have to figure this out. i can handle it!!

good luck for SATs adel!! im sure you can do well!! eh why you want monash ah? there are so many cheaper unis! and state unis tend to be better than private unis. like ANU!! haha. and living costs are kinda high in melbourne. worse in sydney. so why dont you think about unis in perth or brisbane? im assuming you want like a kind of city life. by the way (and sorry for being so blur) but what course is it that you want to take in monash? and when do you want to start? semester 2 begins in late june/ early july. so you better apply as soon as you can. oh theres a aust uni open day on the 30th of may. you might want to go for it. you can speak to reps from the unis themselves and apply right there. the good thing about applying there is that application fees are waived for the unis that charge an application fee. on the other hand if youre in sydney or melbourne i can visit you!! sydney is like a 2-3 hour drive and melb is about 5-6 hours i think. haha. hey jm you can come down to sydney if you want to visit me. free accomodation!! hahaha... ok 'nuff crap.

music bit: californication- RHCP

neela:
ok i would like to state for the record that i hate all the buggers at lee & lee. they must be out to get me or sth. why have they not called??!! yes i know it sounds like pining for boyfriend but seriously! im gonna be in deep shit if this doesnt go through! oh crap im dead....axel's going to hate me. and then appa is going to kill me! of course sometimes i ask myself why do i even care? appa's not going to do anything to me. and so what if axel has a bad impression of me? i've already done everything in my power to do! short of calling every single lawyer in lee & lee! and they are a gigantic firm mind you. with literally hundreds of lawyers. sigh. i should just keep telling myself, 'NO GUILT! NO GUILT! NO GUILT!' sigh. please let me drop off the face of this earth or sth!

music bit: NO GUILT!- neela

neela:
oh adel such lame jokes! hahah!! ok well at least they put a smile on my face. haha. yesh and i think all of them apply in one way or another to terence, who i had the distinct displeasure of bumping into on my way back to the office from the toilet. a really embarrassing thing happened to me this morning. i was walking through suntec towards the lift lobby when i hear a sound behind me. i turn around and the pupil from the firm is walking relly fast to catch up with me. so i pull off my earphones (chilli peppers rule!!) and he says "well no wonder you didnt hear me! i call and call! was wondering whats wrong with this girl!" so i was royally embarrassed. god only knows how long he was yelling out my name along the corridor. hahah!! dumb like hell. oh well, at least it was a good song!
hallelujah the bugger from lee & lee finally called me! and turns out he knows axel chan! so i think im in the clear....i hope! [fingers crossed]
ooh kenneth tan (the big big boss) just walked in, and boy is he in a bad mood. he just rather pointedly told one of the lawyers, "talk to me in the afternoon. it is not advisable for you to talk to me now." whoa!! scary!! and there's only one person in the entire firm who isnt shittin bricks at the sight of kenneth tan and thats axel his partner. everyone else including the other lawyers are terrified of him. and he's a really gentle soft spoken guy. but you can just feel the power, know what i mean? yup, hes very intimidating. even though im sure hes a nice guy. same goes with axel actually, hes an extremely nice guy, but he scares the living daylights outta me! i was telling my dad yesterday and of course he thought it was so very funny. idiot. and in true appa fashion, he has decided that the next time he sees axel hes going to tease him about it. great, just what i need. by boss knowing how absolutely terrified i am of him! grrr....
anyway ppl! in 6 weeks time i will be in canberra! ya'll gonna miss me i know!! hahaha! yeah so if anybody wants to go out just say ok! this'll be the last chance in at least 6 months! heehee..
oh yes, i nearly forgot. PUBLIC ANNOUNCEMENT!!
IF ANYONE IS GOING TO BE IN SUNTEC BETWEEN 1 TO 2 EVERY WEEKDAY, PLEASE HAVE LUNCH WITH ME! JUST SEND ME AN SMS ANYTIME!
ok done!

music bit: scar tissue- RHCP (yes there is a lot of RHCP because their greatest hits is in my discman!)

adel:
hey neela if u wan one day we go over to suntec find you kk?? and to amuse you... shall post sum lawyers jokes.. dunnoe whether you will find them farnie as they are pretty lame but ah well.. just insert "terence" into the lawyers references..
*puts head in hands* im nt sure of wat to do.. hate this.. this cross junction in life.. do i go to a uni which spore will not reallie recognise but study topics i reallie wan to study and finally get to stay in another country.. or do i go to a uni to study topics which i dun care for but get the recognition?? face it lahz.. wats impt is also getiin a job aft uni.. and moe will recognise monash as a diploma.. all my 2 years in NY will be wasted..and and so many other things.. okok i noe.. monash more recongnised worldwide than nus and ntu but i haf to earn sum money in sproe before can get enuff money to go overseas work rite?? arrrggghhh... but then they haven accept me yet. scarcely all never accept.. laugh for you to see..
does anyone wan to go black eyed peas concert wif me?? the more i tink about it the more tempting it sounds!! sms or call me okok?? must asap kk??
okok here are e lawyer jokes..
Q: what do lawyers and sperm haf in common?
A: only one in a million have a change of becoming a human being.

Q: wthats the difference between baseball and law??
A: in baseball, if you are caught stealin, you are out.

Q: whta's the difference between lawyer and a boxing referee?
A: a boxing referee doesnt get paid extra for a longer fight.

Q: did you hear bout the new microwave lawyer?
A: you spend eight mins in his office and get billed as if u haf been there eight hours.

Q: wat do you call a lwayer wif the IQ of 50?
A: your honour

Q: wat do you call a lawyer whu's gone bad?
A: senator
*shrugs* lets get on ething clear.. i do not hate the world. gif credit where it is due.. so if i rag on shows like eye for a guy and all.. tt doesnt make me a hateful person.. period. anyway here is another one frmt eh book.. you may haf heard of sun of this sayings coz 8 days did print sum of them out before..

your fren's girlfren is so stupid...
1) she sent me a fax wif a stamp on it.

2) when the computer said "press any key to continue" she couldnt find "any" key

3) she tried to put M&Ms in alphabetical order.

4) she tried to drown a fish

5) she got locked in a grocery store and starved to death..

6) if you gave her a penny for her thots.. u will get change.

7) she took a spoon to the Super Bowl

8) she tripped over a cordless phone.

9)she took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept.

10) at the bottom of the application where it says "sign here" she put libra.

11) if she poke her mind, she wud be speechless(tink dis applies to the eye for a guy ger)

12) she stands up on an empty bus.

13) when she took u to the airport and saw a sign "Airport Left", she turned ard and went home.

yeah tt is about it..

neela:
I HATE MY LIFE! I didnt have lunch today! why? well the secretaries didnt invite me and i dont like having lunch alone. will someone please come have lunch with me at suntec everyday? yes yes i am a fuckin miserable sod but thats the reality of it all.

music bit: breaking the girl- RHCP

neela:
am at work and am feeling useless. why? well that cow at the dutch embassy refused to help me and i basically wasted yesterday because i couldnt do anything at all. and axel was at a meeting the whole day so i couldnt even ask him for advice. so first thing this mornin i asked him and he said to find out if we have any contacts with dutch law firms or ask that women to put you through to someone who can help. of course i wasnt going to call the netherlands without asking him so i didnt do that yesteday. so i tried this morning, and guess what? the dutch embassy is CLOSED!! bloody hell. i was furious.
and guess what else i found out this morning?! LINKIN PARK IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!! ordinarily that would be cause for celebration, but i am miserable. why? well because they're comin on the 22nd of june. and my course starts 28th. so guess where i'll be on the 22nd? definitely NOT rockin out at the padang thats for sure. bugger. the one concert i would have definitely gone for no matter what the price, and now i cant!! augh!! what is up with this! its like i alternate good and bad days. bleh
this SUCKS. and on top of that the very first person i ran into this morning was, yes you guessed it! terence!! fucker..

angry at the world...

adel:
CONGRATS NEELA!! *dances ard in a victory dance* ANU wud haf been a fool not to haf accepted you!! YAY man!! damn happy for you! i tink wil be going monash so in a few years will go over and join you!! bwahahahahahahah!!
okok sorry to be such a downer.. but me mam just called me fat so im sulkin a bit.. itz like wow.. and she has been tellin me this repeatedly.. and even aft i snapped back at her she still dun get it noe.. and all tt sparked off her "beware you are fat,, one day u will regret it.." speech today was.. coz i ate a 2nd bowl of koko krunch.. a thousand insults rose in my mind!! hello.. i face brats and get a freakin headache everyday leadin to this horrible enormous cravin for choc everyday.. so i curb it by eating kokko krunch.. haiz.. sumtimes i reallie feel damn constrained in this house.. like this huge urge to get out forever.. sometimes it does feel a bit lonely and unsettlin here. sumtimes irt makes me tink being an aneroxic wud be welcome in this house. if im going america wif all this attitude.. i wud DIE. can u imagine.. the meals at dennys and all then suddenly.. "shud u be eatin tt?" *groans* and all the yadas bout fat! itz like sumbody stab me wif a mars bar already.
sex and the city VCD! finally got into my hands.. damn funny !! i shall strive to be like them.. everyday can just walk ad and then bump into sum gorgeous guy!! and yet still can sit down wif frens chit chat.. like hardly do work.. AND still got big apartment and the whole works!
come on neela... lawyers like terence gif rise to the saying tt lawyers haf to be buried twice as deep as ordinary pple when they die..coz deep deep deep down.. they are reallie good pple!! and jill.. never!! i need to see darling skimmer NYDC ahem first before i gif u bac ya liver! hey i recommend the piano songs cd itz reallie good!!
my fren in prudential has gone to china.. leavin me.. alone... haiz.. and since others no wan greet me or i become so anti social.. itz reallie depressing.. haiz.. okok im gonna go sullk sum more over the "fat and ugly" remark.. so ciao!

neela:
am at work now and in a dramatic change from yesterday's mood, i am currently over the moon!! why? well firstly because i managed to get in touch with the buggers at ANU. and guess what? ive been accepted! i will get my offer letter soon, pending authorisation by the admissions head. yay!! and also my boss axel gave some work to do so now im productively occupied. hehe...yup gotta make a call to the dutch embassy after this. haha! dont ask why, im not at liberty to divulge such information. mwahahaha!! and terence the jackass is not at work (one of the junior lawyers who is cocky and arrogant as hell). a hilarious thing happened this morning! axel called me into his office to give me the work to do, and while he was explaining to me what to do, he got a phone call. it was my dad!! i couldnt help myself! i just burst out laughing! he thought it was rather amusing too!! hahaha!! what a joke!! yup. the only downside to today was that i had lunch alone. the lawyers all stayed in, they had a load of work to do im sure. and all the secretaries were going to eat in, and i wasnt invited. ok well i was, but it was an afterthought. so i decided not to join them. besides, im going to be stuck in this bloody office all day, might as well get out while i can right? haha!! ok need to wait for that dutch woman to call me back. damn i hope i dont blow this. this will be like axels first impression of me, so i need to do this well!! augh!
la la la...

music bit: punkie- sean paul

neela:
am actually at work right now. am so bloody bored. oh well, today's only my first day. anyway there are more lawyers here. the two senior partners and four junior lawyers. and the junior lawyers are damn young! early thirties and younger. they make me feel dumb. seriously. they are so young and yet so blindingly smart that i feel like a complete dope beside them. i went for lunch with them and seriously, i feel stupid. there's no other way to say it. unfortunately the admin staff all speak chinese 99% of the time so its kinda hard for me to mix with them. sigh. i have a killer headache. this sucks.

music bit: forget it, my mind is a void...

adel:
okok found dis in a book.. hope u enjoy readin it!
Did you noe that ....
`1) at one time in Holland, it took 4 years to train to be a hat maker but only 3 years to train to be a surgeon?
2) despite the many rat infested slums in New York City, only 311 people are bitten by rats in an average year. But 1,519
residents are bitten annually by other new yorkers.
3) No one knows why, but 90% of women who walk into a department store immediately turn to e right.
4) the term skyscraper was first used way back in 1888 to describe a 11 storey building.
5) Adults average only one nightmare a year but typically haf 7 fantasies a day.
6) there are twice as many kangaroos in australia as there are people. the kangaroo population is estimated at 40 million.
7) during his entire lifetime, herman's melville 's timeless classic of the sea "moby dick" only sold 50 copies.
8) the liver, not the heart, is the sign of romance in northern morocco. When a moroccan ger falls in love, she
says "darling,you haf stolen my liver."
9) drivers tend to drive faster when there are other cars ard. It doesnt matter whether they are in front behind or besdie
them.
10) a small tribe named tobas in southern india dun greet each other wif a handshake.. they thumb their noses(sounds
like the NYC again).
11) the host team in a n NFL football game must haf 26 footballs inflated and ready to play.
12) the world's greatest lover was King Mongut of Siam. he had 9,000 wives. Before dying of syphillis he was quoted as saying he only loved the first 700.

yeah tt is it.. thot u guys may enjoy these harmless facts..
went to st joesph feast day today.. hmmm miss the church being like tt.. no air con and noe how to sing the songs.. not the crap modern songs we have now.. and their gloria is still the same tune!! the best one i tink.. dun like the newer versions tt sfx and the rest of the churches in spore came up wif.. so high then e whole congregation give u7p singing it.. only the choir attempt to tackle it.. not united singing liaoz..
gettin a bit worried about the sat test.. mean need to do better for it this time.. hmmm.. e ways thinsg are goinig.. gotta pay tt heavy fine for monash liaoz.. sighz. pretty exctied.. am goin to the land of the brave!! bwahahhahaha...

hey chris.. the chronicles of riddick is cumin out!! forgot to tell u tt just now.. okok u can tell im bored.. ah well..

adel:
okok pardon me while i go WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! finally got my love act and piano songs cds today1! so blardi happie! rite now listening to christmas is all ard.. wahahhahahaahah!!e song is act quite terrible!! anyway haf u ever noticed tt when u wan a toilet.. u cant find one?? was dashing like mad all over town today just to find a blardi toilet.. lyckily for.. *pats tummy* my strong bladder.. okok i can sense a few pple going.."too much details adel". so shall not elaborate!
another thing was wondering abt today wuz how i dun miss school days at all.. esp when they consist of questions like.. if bus A is sets off frm town A and travels at the speed of 40 km'hr(and gettin honked at by any driver... who the hell drives at 40km'hr? but then whu am i to say when my speeding is like 30 km/hr) and bus B sets off frm town B at the speed of 60km'hr.. at wat time would they meet at 30 km frm town A? dun try to solve it.. coz if tt thot act crossed ur mind.. u shouldnt be reading this blog baby.. then in sec sch A maths was sumthing like.. if bus A is a red mercedes and carries 70 passengers.. and needs to travel 500 km and passes bus B at 250 km.. how many birds does a cat eat for dinner? when it came to JC this maths prob wud be transformed into a gp one by saying.. if bus A is frm town A and is at a speed of 40km'hr while bus B travels at the speed of 60 km'hr..which bus do u tink is more environment friendly? also discuss how science and technology has allowed man to travel. write an essay, stating ur pts clearly, on how buses are envrionemental guzzling machines and their impact on man. optional topics wud be how can a govt and its people save the world and provide solutions giving clear and valid conclusions.
wow.. i wrote one entire passage of crap.. amazing! this shows you wat. a. sad. life. i haf... oh and if i dun reply to ur smses or wat.. dun be offended ok? coz i just switched phones again wif my sis so i cant get the keys rite.. most of the time i try till give up!!
oh abt my driving.. finally got to get out to the roads!! was damn fun!! felt damn free to step on the acelerator like no one business!! and the pple on the roads were damn nice! they didnt honk me once! perhaps coz i wuz determine to not let them tink learner so shud be slow... was guzzling the old ger up! and then i DIDNT mount any curbs!!! and my instructor only had to press emergency brake once!! and my engine stall only once! yeah baby yeah! but my curb parkin is pretty bad lahz.. i wasnt paying attention to the curb nearly scrapped car! my instructor was worried abt his child's JC1 mid term results.. and get this.. the child results was like.. BDD?? was telling him how super they were alreadi!! sumwhere out there in bishan some teenager is thanking me!! BWAHAHHAHAHA.. but itz true wat... told him tt i always fail maths and just pass pass like tt only..
hmmm the piano songs cd is reallie worth it!! hmmmm...i love you all.. sorry suddenly felt like proclaimim my love to all of you guys! btw mal.. thanks for the company today!
music bit- seal ...kiss frm a rose