neela:
this archives thing is really bugging me.
anyway, i start work on monday!! i need clothes!! unlike that little firm i used to work at where it was perfectly acceptable for me to walk around barefoot and simply rotate my outfits according to the days of the week, this is a big firm! where everyone is serious! and the partners kids arent in love with my dog! so i cant get away with ANYTHING!! sigh..
i have heard NOTHING from ANU....maybe i ought to have applied to more than one uni? but i was so sure i would get ANU. i mean come on, i applied damn early and my grades surpass their minimum requirements by miles!! so what more do they want!! they dont require cca records or anything like that so they wouldnt know that im a social failure. so whats the frickin hold up??!! argh! this is so frustrating. ive been talkin to a girl who is currently doing 2nd year law at ANU, and she says it takes them some time to reply. but she also said that by the time they reply you'll have to rush like hell to get everything together. so basically they make it difficult for us. bastards.
am so scared to start work! sigh. i want to go out as much as possible this week but my family seems intent on making it near impossible.so uma and jm!! sat and wed ah!! might have to bring my grandma for physio on fri afternoon. bleh what a drag. not that i mind bringing her, but it would be so much easier if it was in the morning. then i would have the rest of the day to myself. sigh. oh well, we'll see how it goes.
apparently my genius cousin is also looking for a job in a law firm. hehe. well for the first time in my life ive got sth he doesnt have! mwahaha!! i mean seriously, that guy is too too smart. and i cant even hate him cuz he's such a nice down-to-earth guy. bleah. yeah so he's going to kings college in september and he's looking for sth to do after ns is over.
am feeling really really low. of course its entirely my own fault (just like every other tragedy in this universe) and its entirely impossible for me to get over it! ok mostly im feeling guilty because one of my cousins gave me a job to do and she's now going to be a shitload of trouble because i havent finished it. but theres too much for me to be able to finish in time. so i need help! but who can help me?!! its just typing! any takers??!! i need it done by wed latest!! sigh..i feel so utterly useless (malfoy? heh)..
music bit: ex-girlfriend- no doubt