wat the fuck?? wah lau DAMN FUCKING PISSED!! shit man.. i got one whole nice post.. gonna post it then disconnected and lost tt lovely rant!! URRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH
anyway.. wah lau.. damn angry.. trying to rrecall wat i said.. blardi hell lorz..
audrey's party was not as bad as i dreaded.. in fact itz wuz quite fun!! her frens are reallie nice.. sporting.. friendly and fun!! toked to them between and aft the games.. btw not tt u care lahz.. but they were so niceee till i threw off my cynical anti social personality to join them in tag!! hee!! okok if u ever wan to wwear out a grp of young kids and let them haf fun?? make them play freeze tag.. reallie fun.. found it on the net.. basically get sumone to be the catcher.. then theis person goes ard trying to freeze pple by tagging them.. these pple then haf to freeze on the spot.. to de freeze them.. other players must crawl between their legs!! damn fun!! one ger wuz so helpful sh ejust crawled ard under pple legs!! but when she got freezed.. wahahah well how to go thru her legs when she is on fouors?? how her fren helped her.. u go figure.. itz rather innovative..

okok aft this had this like whole long deep paragraph on hwo we haf changed.. quite quite excited bout preparing for my sats.. at least now got company!! but deep deep down.. dunnoe whether itz an excsue for my laziness but always had this fear tt i study damn hard.. did my best and the results is not wat i wan... tts wat frigthens me .. the knowledge of my inability.. at least if i dun study.. i will tell myself.. hey i can do it.. i wud haf did it well if i studied.. the possibility of a wat if.. get wat i mean?? maybe itz juz anexcuse for my laziness .. dunnoe.. budden while waiting for As.. learnt a damn hard lesson.. act when u study for sumthing.. u get half the self satisfaction.. and tt is where true learning cums in.. geee.. sound damn mature rite?? but itz true.. sighz.. working in kumnon and seeing how sum kiasu parents push their children too ahrd.. to the point of breaking.. made me realise wat education is.. def not the way they see it!!

act we haf changed.. we haf matured inside.. dun u tink?? as in we dun suddenly break into teletubbies songs anymore.. we haf learnt when to be mean and when not to be.. tt honestly is not always the best poplicy esp when it has to be used wif tact.. tt pple will always change and tt sumtimes.. u haf to let go.. and itz ok to be alone..

okok now.. ranting time.. and prepare urself for a huge temper tantrum complete wif f word and all!! first time am gonna lose my temper for sum idiots!! u noe.. they are new at all so i shud be kind and all to them.. but i try damn hard alreadi.. and i dislke them tremendously1! first day.. i wuz quite irritated but didnt say anything.. it more to.. they treat me like im air.. u get wat i mean?? okok i try to explain lahz
first day i sat between one twin called charles and another elder lady called ms nalina.. when ever this twin had questions he will ask ms nalina.. ACROSS ME.. so obviously till i had to pause watever i wuz doing.. shittified pig. like im air.. ok nvm.. then when cuming bac frm my dinner break.. i saw one heading towards the door in the opposite direction so decided to tbe nice friendly sociable one.. and waved cheerily to him.. he juz PLAIN IGNORED ME can?? i wuz like wat the fuck?? im trying to be nice here?? okok then i got paired up wif one so tt i can teach him the ropes.. he is not interested in learning the ropes frm me lorz.. like i try to intro the children to him.. engage in conversation so the kids wun feel pressured by his intense stare.. but he juz mutters sumthing.. then stops.. wat the hell?/ trying to make u feel comfortable and u give me this crap!! at the hell.. wif jabriel and chuying and heck even the rest of the staff can laugh joke and work all at the same time.. tjhis guy.. is like .. the impossible man!! am reallie angry now.. i got to face them like every afternoon... haiz... speaking of which...
things most often heard today till i wud go mad
a) " where is kor kor? (referring to of coz dearest jabriel kng.. swear am gonna kill him for allowing dis ger to do things her own way.. guess whu has to correct her??)
b) "wats the answer to this question?"
c) "do i get a sweet/"
d) "where is kor kor?"

things to say to jabriel on tues
a) take care of densie goh.. honestly i didn teven noe her until he had to kindly take her for one fri afternoon and now she will be assigned to me forever!! arrghhh well on fris only lahz but still...
b) u haf a gf.. i dun f**ing care whether he realliei has.. coz all i wan is for pple to stop calling me mrs kng. how do u respond to there weile trying to get them to do their work??
c) wud u like to haf my job?? if not.. *stab stab*

okok rant over.. now can return to normal... yay!!