feel like doing a neela and juz quitting my job.. like last nite wuz tokin to ben and he wuz going "why two jobs? enjoy now coz aft go uni will be too busy and stressed.." which i feel is kinda true coz i see dan busy day and nite.. budden i do enjoy my work no matter how much i complain bout the few brats coz the rest of the kids are ab adorable and nice!! made frens wif so many of them!! but yet .. feel like itz time for a change of environment.. dunnoe lehz.. made a list
advantages : leaving the kids
disadvantages: leaving the kids
see?? the more i try to simplify stuff the more complicated it gets!! plus today as i wuz contemplating leaving, soh guo dong and yu heng had to cum in together!! so adorable when they sit together!! seriously evey time i looked at guo dong to attempt a severe face.. he will grin then i wud feel like laughing!! aiyoh!!yesh im useless!! i swear itz reallie a tie between both whu is my ab fav student of all!! hey wait plus darren and dedric long!! oh and the two new guys frm .. guess wherer?? my fav country!! korea! ahhh!! korean guys are so damn cute man!! plus mithunia.. she's ab funny and brenda, the reformed mischief maker and nigel tay the mischievous one.. and brenda fong whu always comes in wif her parents telling her to stay awake!! and zhi jie! so shy and quiet.. HEY there are not manyfemale students whu are allocated to me huh?? get the older and chatty ones like germaine only.. ah well..
anyway shenton way is the ab pits when it floods!! on mon and wed my pants were so wet frm knee down!! and i made one new fren there!! yaay!! wait.. does going into the same lift and wishing him good luck in closing the deal considered as making a fren?? oh!! and in the tuition centre?? juz realised tt my co worker is frm NY lorz.. so pai seh!!! the ger not the guy..
finally going out tml1!!! yay!! hey hey hey.. haven gone out for like ages!! so little time! shall buy myself nice clothes to wear to office! nowadays so pai seh i go to the office in jeans!! everyone looks at me like i juz landed frm outer space or sumthing.. hey!! did u noe tt macdonald changed?? juz went there laast nite.. my goodness wuz damn confused sia.. and now a small meal costs $6.10!!! somehow when it wuz $5 something it didnt sound so bad.. but $6?? i wud rather go eat hawker food or well starve and save for something more durable..
didnt study my advanced theory till the day be4 coz wuz too busy before tt.. act planned on not going budden aiyah.. haiz.. dunnoe lehz.. halfway thru the test wuz pretty bored act before the test wuz damn sian so quickly handed up and left.. tml gonna get to drive a car!! for the first time *ahem* wonder whether any one had the honour of crashing a car on their first lesson... itz wud be pretty embarrassing to be the first! hopefully will be able to look and act clever so tt the instructor will teah me to drive out of the parking lot!! not just reversing and going forward!! wahahaha pretty nervous..
dunnoe whther to be pissed or dun bother but damnit.. reallie hate it when.. i dunnoe.. feel like u are being used?? as in pls lorz.. pple are not dogs.. u treat them this way of coz they will sonner or later treat u bac the same way.. heard of the saying "karma is a bitch?" well too bad honey, i kinda dislike the way u do things rite now.. not tt u wud reallie care lahz.. but u profess urself to be someone wif high principles and yada yada yada yet u cant even well... i dunnoe.. there is juz sumthing bout your actions nowadays tt repels and sows resentment.. watever lahz.. do it ur way. u noe wats the worst part? dun feel anything.. not anger not resentment.. nuttimg anymore more like indifference.. or mildly interested feeling a stranger gets when he sees someone throwing a tantram. and tts wat so sad coz i thot we cud be good frens. rem this one saying.. "the opposite of love is not hate.. itz indifference" and well hear tt sound? tts the sound of our frenship going down the toilet. it wuz full of crap tt no one can take anymore.
okok gonna try to put muisic in this page.. hopefully it works..

the channel i show "for love or for money" is realie eye candy sia.. so HOT!! i hart the law guy1! so.. delicious!! bwahahahahahaha!!