hey!!! i went out today!! and have come to the conclusion that playing the pink shirt guy spotting game with uma and jm is no fun! they cheat! and uma you're taller! its an unfair advantage for looking over crowds! grrr...they both spotted sth like 10 each! amazing! the seacrest syndrome is spreading! no man's wardrobe is safe! oh and i saw someone today! uma you know who it is. ash, if you're reading this, this is that guy la! hahaha. anyway he looked kinda like a cow for some reason. never thought that before but today he looked exceptionally...bovine? he was with some girl. that poor thing! i'm sure she can do much better! jm you dont know this guy. adel its NOT matthew. sheesh.
yeah for a few months i was happy to not have to hear those lame matt jokes. but the other day adel just HAD to ruin it. you're pure evil! EVIL! ya hear?
hmmm. phrase for today is 'gimpy as lesty in walter'. if you dont know what that means, it means you arent meant to! haha. i'm supposed to be typing out some stuff for my cousin. one whole mountain of papers. and i havent even done a page. sigh. she's paying me too.
my poor copper is missing my dad. today someone rang our doorbell by mistake and the little guy got all excited thinking my dad had come home!! then when the door didnt open he went and sat right in front of it and stared at it. poor thing. he's sitting in the living room right now actually, just staring at the front door.
ANU has not replied to me. on the other hand i have not checked my mailbox. pray pray pray that there's a letter from them sitting in there. but if its just a letter does that mean im not accepted? i mean if im accepted there should be a whole load of stuff right? AAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH!!! panic attack!!!

music bit: roses by outkast

adel says:
okok i changed the blog skin.. hey neela.. u noe the nightmare before christmas skin?? tried to download it.. but cannot see the picture at all.. wuz wondering whether i got the one you are looking at.. the title is "Nightmare before christmas" right??
neela's dogd is sooooooo cute!!! such a DAAHLIINGGG! except for the breath of course.. maybe for his birthday shall get him an electric toothbrush!! *ponders* only oral b sell rite?? bwahahhhahahaha!! yeah wuz pretty surprised when ting ignored him in favour of watching love actually... and neela is such a little liar.. she wuz goiin all " my house is so messy.. dun mnd the mess ok??" which i promptly assured her tt ting has cum over to my hse before so she can face anything. wuz happily tinking hey im nt the only one whu is messy.. and then neela brought us home. PUHLEEZE LORZ!! itz like a hotel!! so neat!! ah well seems like im the only one whu lives in a pig sty.. but tts ok. *shrugs* coz during weekdays my cousins cum over as a stopover place for their tuition or after sch hse.. so no point clearing up messes!!
hey!! guess wat?? next mon is gee tiau's birthday!! and gee ku's birthday too.. and angel's one.. plus sarah is cuming over to stay.. busy week for the ng family huh?? and of coz good friday and all..
ting is cuming to work in kumon on sat!! YAY!!! cant hardly wait.. we changed the layout of the place again noe?? not we.. they... i went late again as usual. tink my boss wans to fire me!!
i reallie need office clothes.. my prudential boss wuz telling me how he dun like pple to wear casual stuff into office.. oh damn.. ah well pay day cuming!! shall go get the mango top on discount!! waitin for the mango addict one to lower price!! okok i noe bimbo speak.. but hey!!
anyway.. neela dearest ur hse is not boring.. not wif darling copper ard.. oh!! noe for a fact lester is reading this blog!! met him on mon as i wuz going work.. gave me a fright lorz.. suddenly one man cumn up and say hi!! then .. recognition struck!! so *waves wildly* hi lester!!
u noe.. i noe why the govt's attempts at getting pple to procreate are failing.. coz the nice cute guys got o australia.. shoudnt they get them bac??
okok here is my love list..
1) walking in the rain (why media like to potray pple wlaking in the rain only when they are sad?? rubbish!)
2) warmly snuggled in bed when itz raining
3)billy boyd (okok so he is not a thing but...)
4) and of coz not forgetting elijah wood and
5) whu is tt actor again??
6) the look on students' faces when they act achieve sumthing.. or when i get feedback tt they haf improved..
7) recieving letters frm moe moe aung.. act fmr anyone i care bout
8) i love chocolates!!
9) and whn im in the mood.. giving pple surprises!!
10) i love hanging out
11) i love sweet popcorn wif loads of butter on it!!
12) love it (if i can wake up!!) at 4 to 5 am in th morning when the air is cool..
13) love shopping when i feel rich!!
14) takin a cold shower on a hot hot day1!
15) msn!
16) when i haf silly crushes..
17) .. oh !! neela has signed in!! yaya!! bueiz!!

hey!today adel and ting came over to my house! hmm...i'm surprised ting didnt play with copper more. even though she's the dog fanatic! maybe copper is just too stinky for her! haha! ting i totally understand! if he wasnt the love of my life i'd probably not be able to stand his fishy breath either! and he doesnt even eat fish mind you. ok so i realise i have a pretty boring house. well im suitably entertained, its a home! not a one stop recreation and entertainment centre!! haha! oh well. ok serious now, i think its about time i clear this up. for those of you who are a little confused as to why i spend weekends at my grandmas house or whatever other weird stuff about me, the reason is that my parents are separated. they have been for the last...uh..six or seven years. yeah so thats longer than most of you have known me! anyway im not unconfortable about it or anything, its just not the sort of information you volunteer and it definitely does not come up in conversation! haha. so dont worry, you dont have to tiptoe around the issue with me. yeah thats it. it better not change anybody's opinion of me. that would just irritate the heck out of me. yeah so me and my sis spend weekends with my mom but live with my dad. yup. in case anyone is wondering about the sudden gut spillage, its because it was a little awkward trying to explain to adel and ting today why it was up to me and my sis to keep the house clean now while my dad is overseas. hmm anyway...
feel so stupid. just realised the application for ANU accomodation only opens in may. duh! and ive been checkin the website almost everyday. what a moron. sigh oh well. still suffering those random freak outs about my application.
ah bored. i want to buy cds!!
ok here's the cds i want. feel free to lend them to me if you have them! haha
~N.E.R.D - fly or die
~The Neptunes - clones
~Maroon 5 - songs about jane
~Sugababes - 3
~Black Eyed Peas - elephunk
~Joss Stone - soul sessions
~Norah Jones - feels like home
~John Mayer - room for squares
~Sarah Mclachlan - mirrorball

ok when i think of more i'll post it

so a love list huh? ok...i'll try. i'm not very loving as you know! haha.
1. i love copper!
2. i love music!
3. i love chocolate
4. i love waking up in the middle of the night and one of my millions of favourite songs is playing on the radio. (i keep it on every night)
5. i love it when it rains!(and i'm indoors!)
6. i love watching CSI
7. i love food!! (its obvious isnt it?)
8. i love travelling
9. i love harry potter!
10. i love the lord of the rings!
-i'm running out of things here!-
11. i love shopping!
12. i love...um sleeping in?
13. oh yeah. and i love my family and friends. where would i be without you guys? (in a happy place thats where) hahahah!!

ok more later!
adel change to the nightmare before christmas skin!!! its nice and

14. i love jack skellington!
hahaha!!
15. i love skinny days! (yeah the opposite of fat days! which i have too many of by the way.)

ok thats all i can think of right now. its evident i hate more things than i love. well thats me. haha! oh wait!! i know!!

16. i love being evil....ahem

adel says (btw the last 2 posts were neela's if u cant tell!!)
ladeedum.. in such a cheery mood now.. neela has seen this skin1! i wonder why it amuses me mightily to irritate the heck out of neela wif mandy moore.. yesh am being dumb and childish.. anyway neela.. the spongebob square pants's fanatic's font is YELLOW!! can find another skin?? coz the yellow is ermm.. mustard yellow?? like the mustard expire lk dat..
nearly died on e bus today. ate so much cheese and the bus wuz jerkin ard and tvmobile wuz buzzin.. seriously felt lik puking!! anyway feelin much better now.. shall update my hate list... everyone tinks im such a pollyanna so not.. btw neela.. hatty was supposed to be hatety.. but hatety looks stupid. and a wall of crutain.. is like they purposelty put a facade... sum of these are taken frm the goddess's list coz i strongly agree!!
22) i hate andrew. yesh jill. tt slimeball tt u trodded on
23) i hate it when i am writing a message and accidentally press e put down button hence effectively cancellin wadever i jus wrote..
24) i hate mirrors
25) like the goddess said.. hate pple whu are sickeningly sweet all the time. the simpering wussies.
26) i hate gers whu are damn .. "protect me", go "eee" at any remotely dirty stuff u noe wat i mean... shriek at lightning and needy of boys.
27) i hate mariah carey. i dun care whetehr she got talent. why doesnt she get e hint? we dun wan see her boobs while she is screaming. or her plastic thighs or polished teeth. big boobs showing is not equal talent. is juz revolting dahling
28) i hate the terrible twins
29) i hate pple laughing at other people whu are less bright as them.. they are damn lucky to be normal!! why cant they show compassion?? why must they laugh? i dun understand how pple can be so malicious and cruel
30) i hate being helpless.. standing by and lettin go
31) i hate F4
32) i hate spore guys wif long hair. cmi is cmi.
33) geez.. and cant stand my com keep stalling/shutting down on me
34) i hate it when strangers cum up to me to ask me donate... cant say no..
35) sighz.. i hate motion sickness/buses

hey lets do a luv list!! i noe one love liaoz!! 1) i love billy boyd!!

my email is down!! might as well just kill me and be done with it.
oh by the way, copper DID bang his head. dumb la he.

ADELINE TAY HUILI IF YOU DON'T CHANGE THIS FREAKIN BLOG SKIN YOU WILL DIE A LONG, SLOW AND VERY VERY PAINFUL DEATH AT MY HANDS!! CHANGE IT NOW!!!! I HATE MANDY MOORE!!!(ref to my hate list for more details) ADEL CHANGE IT! ITS EMBARRASSING!!
anyway, was just re reading adel's hate list. Wanted to ask, what the hell is a wall of curtain? haha!! and what is hatty? does that mean we wear lots of hats? hahahahah!!! attack of the english teacher!! at this point i'm sure adel is on the verge of comparing me with ms. sharma. well like i said on saturday night, she's better looking but i'm smarter!! mwahahahah!! look at me being so humble about it too...
anyway, logesh thank you for the very nice testimonial! but dont expect one in return! i dont think i've ever written a testimonial for anyone. at least i dont remember ever writing one, so im not about to start. nas i know you are in awe of my superior intellect as well as my humbleness and humility. good. thats the way it should be! haha.
oh my gosh! copper so funny!! haha! i have no idea why but the little bugger has gone and crawled under the sofa bed (which is next to the computer) and fallen asleep there! haha! crazy little fella..for some weird reason copper loves my dad to bits. since my dad is overseas (for 3 weeks!!) we decided to give copper sth belonging to my dad so that he wont miss him so much. we gave him one of my dad's handkerchieves. (shhhh! secret!) can you believe the little furball has been walking around with the damn thing in his mouth for the last week and a half?? CRAZY!! also realised that copper is a bit of a perv. he likes to follow me and nithya when either of us goes into the toilet. we have to shoo him out!! eargh.. well anyway now that he's asleep (with my dad's hanky tucked safely under his left paw!) he looks like such an angel. i bet when the idiot gets up he's going to bang his head against the underside of the sofa. then he cannot walk straight the rest of the day...just wait and see!
stupid ANU has not replied!!! grrr...
i had a dream last night and in it i received a letter from ANU saying sorry, but you were not accepted. aaaarrrrrgggghhhhh!!!!! ok dreams are the opposite of reality right? right??! RIGHT???!!!! im really trying hard not to think about it but this little fear has been slowly creeping into my head. every now and then i get these random little panic attacks. yeah i hate those too. one more for the list. sigh. oh well. guess i just have to wait it out.

WAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!! isnt this skin niceee?? im pretty sure pei and neela wud luuurve it!!
hey cum on.. i spent AGES!! lookin for this skin kk.. and itz not very obvious tt it is mandy moore..nnela count ur lucky stars.. nearly put jessica simpson!!
okok dun get ur knickers up .. gonna change it in a day or two.. can lareadi imagine the venom tt will cum out frm neela's next post1! pweety sure tt if she cud.. she wud reach thru the com and slap me or sumthing!! but so funny!! the ger whu designed this wuz only 11.. which explains the mandy moore liking.. dun u guys love it?? wan to put sum mandy moore song but shall not risk death..
got meself a lovely new bag!! itz NICEEEE!! i lurvvvveee it!! oh mna.. now dun need to go shenton way wif a small bag and an armload full of files.. ting is gonna save me frm the evil terrible twins baddies1! she is cuming to work in kumon!! YAY!! ting to the rescue!! anyway taught her a few tricks to get leave.. well she is aft all a drama member!!
wahahahah.. hopefully we shall get a sex and the city marathon soon!! tt wud ab great!! pretty excited bout it!! and of coz seeing copper... anyway so pai seh.. today then sms mel happy birthday!! hee.. sorry mel!! (if u happen to read tis blog) lets meet up one day then i give you big big BEEEEG treat ok??
eating kokokrunch now.. yum yum.. am addicted to it.. today i saw the pweety NY ger.. the one in scinece one?/ dunnoe her name lahz.. and saw mel's goldfish or cheap fish.. they ignored me lorz.. hmph shudnt haf voted for them.. hey whu am i kidding?? spoilt my vote .. if i rem correctly...
oko i invented a new game.. hee1! so proud of myself.. whenevr u go out wif frens.. see whu can spot the highest number of guys wearing pink shirts!! cannot recycle same guy lahz.. went mad today.. imagine walking peacefully then hearing a ger shriek and point at u and say "3! 3! 3! YAY!!!" and the other going "shit." man.. my net connection is going on off on off.. shall log off now and let dear neela see our beloved blog!!

pasted only now coz sumthing went wrong wif my net connection!! dearest neela take a nice peek at our blog now!! relax.. will change it on mon /tues
naw.. next sat!!

my second post!!!! not so exciting anymore. haha!!
anyway, it was real fun meeting up with ting and adel last night!! been such a long time since i last had an actual conversation with ting. for a while i was certain she had missed australia, gone past new zealand and fallen clear off the edge of the world... well..thankfully not! haha! and jia min.............i can put as many of these as i want!!!.............
grr...i really hope ANU gets back to me soon..its really irritating waiting like this. im pretty sure i'll get accepted. but the what if is killing me. that and the problem of finding accomodation is a real pain. sigh

adel we need to changethis bloody blog skin!!

neela:
helloooo!!! hey hey my first ever blog entry!! hmm its...uh.. interesting?
poor adel has to share her blog with me cuz im too inept (read lazy) to set up one of my own. haha!! anyway, im sure youve all seen my hate list!! isnt it great? haha... theres tons more but poor adel was tired...sorry adel!!! having trouble choosing a blogskin...hmmm anyway copper says hello to everyone!!

hey want to hear sth stupid i did yesterday?
i lost my house keys and got locked out of my own house!!! argh!!! ok pick yourself up off the floor...its not THAT funny..i was really freaking out ok!!! for those of you who dont know, my dad is overseas. so what did i do? i had to go to the security guards office and use their phone (and phone book!) to call my sisters school!! haha...then went to her school and got her key from her...i felt so stupid. i took a cab by the way. and when i got home the security guard runs up to me and guess what??!!! they found my key!!! couldnt they have found it BEFORE i went through all the trouble of going all the way to my sis's school??!!! grrr...not that im not eternally grateful to them of course...but they could definitely work on their timing. anyway this morning i passed the guardpost while walking copper and i thanked them!! arent i considerate? haha i also swore them to secrecy...the penalty of telling my dad being a long slow torturous death for them.
hey if im gonna get killed im not going to hell alone!!!

ah im so very free....hmm maybe i'll post another entry tonight. haha! double doses of neela's crap!! yeahoo!!!
right.....

adel says:
time for a new post on this brand new spankin blog!! (okok so itz not reallie new background yet.. BUT STILL) wah lau.. so tired of changing the blog webby!! why?? coz this penny wans to read.. but i haf no desire watsoever to let her read bout my life. i llike it to be private frm my family.. thank you very much!! okok im off to find a pop star/billy boyd or extremely cutesy background juz to irritate the heck out of neela.. whu ask her.. no wan to choose any blogskin!!
i juz realized tt the terrible twins in kumon?? haf extremely weak bladders.. itz like.. one of them goes to the toilet on an average bout 4 to 5 times a day?? guess between the 2 of them.. they only got half a bladder.. hence tada!! more trips to the loo!! geez man. and guess wat?/ jabriel is going into army!! so i will be left to deal wif all his kids!! *horror music plays*
YAY!! tml can go out!! looking forward to it.. shall buy concealer!! time to ruin my face wif gunk! so fun!! went for my driving lessono today.. HaIZ~.. on average, my engine wud stall bout 3 times before act moving.. seriously tink i suck at driving. oh ya passed advanced test liaoz.. my instructor and i were bouncin ard in the car bout twice?? coz i accidentally shifted my gear to 5th gear.. the gear meant for the highest speed of all!! and i wuz crawling at 20 km/hr.. naturally had a feel of wat it feels like to drive on the moon! and i mounted the kerb today!! can u imagine??
adel: "why is the car being lifted?"
instructor: "because the car is on the kerb"
adel:" why are we moving backwards??"
instructor: "because we are not on a level ground put ur brake.. brake!
*screams*BRAKE!!!"
but the ulitmate wuz at the beginning of the lesson!! i wuz happily trying to get hte car to move off when we didnt move.. and he looked at me funny and said "u didnt release the handbrake" man. foolsville? im familiar wif it!! BWAHAHAHAHAH
oh no!! survivor!! bueiz!

here are neela's top hates!! arent we a hatty bunch??
all copied and pasted fmr the msn conversation window...
1) people who THINK they are gods gift to the world
2) people who TRY really really hard to be like someone else or something theyre not
3)i HATE ppl who are nice to everyone. all the time no matter what. if youre nice and sweet...i hate you. (*waves poms poms!* im wif you on this one neela!!)
4) i hate ppl who act cute...like wear pink and like fluffy things.
5)i hate manga
6) i hate star trek
7)i hate ppl who dont speak good english!
8) i hate ppl who think that puttin on an accent means your english is good
9) ppl who try to force their belifs on you, whether religious or otherwise
10) i hate ppl who blindly follow rules with no consideration for circumstances
11)i hate ppl who judge you by your academic qualifications ( YOU GO TELL THEM HOW ITZ DONE NEELA!! GO NEELA!!)
12) i hate ppl who say "oh! you're from rgs! you must be....." i dont HAVE to be ANYTHING!!
*we interrupt this hate list ot say tt neela and adel will be sharing a blog soon!! watch this space for more details!!* commercial break over.. back to the hate!!
13) i hate boybands well except westlife. i hate dance music and techno and crap like that.
14) i hate bengs! and their female counterparts
15) i hate tapered pants!!! and ALL MAT CARROTS!!(whereupon i asked wat is a mat carrot and she kindly explained mat carrots are those malay guys who wear tapered pants)
16) hate pop ups ads
17) i hate the noise a vacuum cleaner makes
18) speaking of vacuums i hate jessica simpson
19) i hate ppl who walk slow
20) i hate mr ng( dun worry kim teck.. i still love you!!)
21) i hate NY
22)i hate econs (but love mrs chong!)
23) i hate maths (aye aye!!)
24) i hate geog
25) i hate chem
26) i hate getting wet in the rain
27) i hate never knowin what to wear (no ownder we call her the goddess!)
28) i hate ppl who tell i should go on a diet...screw you!!
29) hate david beckham
30) i hate man u
31) i hate diego forlan
32) i hate pimples (pei.. i tink neela is winning!! WAAHHAHAHAHA)
33) i hate waking up early in the mornig
34)i hate ppl waking me up early in the morning
35) i hate sadistic pe teachers
36) i hate seemingly perfect pple. if you seem perfect then you're a helluva lot more perfect than me....therfore i hate you (*nods approvingly* good logic!! BWAHAHAHHAHA)
37) i hate ppl comparing me to others and pointing out my shortcomings
38) i hate rafflesians in general
HAHA.. am bitter ok??
39) i hate that i cant download music. (YESH YESH!! CORRECT!!)
40) i hate being alone!
41) hate horror movies...ok im scared of horror movies.
42) hate stupid cliched teen movies
43) hate fanfic
44) i hate britney spears...and all the other pop princesses
45) i hate jap cartoons...esp the ones for little kids
46) oh and i HATE hello kitty!! (same here!!.. hey!! how cum when mr nandwani asked us wat we hated.. u didnt say all theses??)
47) i hate barney
48) i hate it when ppl who cant sing and know it choose to sing anyway. loudly.
49) hate ppl who swear becuase they think its cool (yup pei.. she IS Winning!!)
50) hate alex ferguson!
there!
and there u haf it folks!! thngs not to do ard neela!! wahahah aor the general population!! anyway look out for our coming blog!!

before i start my hate list.. shall recount an incident tt made me squeal wif laughter!! during kumon.. in the busiest of hours.. jabriel wuz hurriedly asknig whether he can let a little ger go home.. so basically he blurted out.."is she due?" and he didnt realized wat he said!! ms nalina and i juz exchanged one look and nearly died laughing!! once i had calmed down.. ms nalina juz had to start me up snorting back peals of laughter by deadpanning " i sure hope not!!" oh man.. still grin when i tink bout it.. BWHAHAHAHAHAHAH
okok here is my hate list..
1) i reallie hate crowds when i go shopping on an ordinary day..if itz a special occasion like ndp of coz i wud love crowds.. but shopping on a sat?? makes me so pissed off tt i feel like bombing the whole hallway or sumthing!!

2) being controlled

3) miss chinniah.. ok so she is not a thing. but i hate her and consider her a thing. hate her so much. hear tt miss c?? go rot in hell! oh the events tt made me hate her and teachers in general.

4) being manipulated

5) obnoxious idiots.. whu snottily go " are u sure? i mean i wouldnt do it tt way but u do it the way u do.." and look down on you.. i mean. wat a waste of sperm.

6) pple whu go ard sad face and all coz they got reallie good results but yet they rub it in ur face by going "itz not good.. i cant get a scholarship wif only a merit in one of my special papers" oh my hart so like breaks for you.

7) cockraches. 'nuff said.

8) pple going " oh you live in sergangoon gardens.... so riichccchh!" hello? is it a crime to work hard like my dad did and support a middle income family?? or when i splurge and treat myself sumthing.. they go "can buy wat.. she very rich" damn you. i saved and straved myself to buy it. and this is coming frm a person whoose allowance is so much bigger than mine!!

9) holland v. sorry my sis watching it now. no plot. no good acting. no moral. no meaning. nutting watsoever.

10) guys whu cheat on their gfs and tink itz ok.. juz coz they tink.. " oh we are men.." wat kind of logic is there?? hello?? brain brain? are u there?? apparently not.

11) guys whu tink i like them even though i dun. tok bout ego inflation.

12) pple whu assume gers shud stay hme not curse blah blah blah.. watever man

13) pple whu are too closed minded to accept stuff.. like homosexuality. hope one day they wake up to discover they are gay. ha! then lets see how they deal wif others treating them so horribly!!

14) i hate pple.. when they dun contact u for a looooong time then suddenly cum rushing bac into your life juz to find out sum stuff.. like.. *scowls* results.

15) pple not being professional enuff. and pretending to be so high and mighty.. putting down their colleague juz to look good. wat a low self esteemed person.. insecurity showing all over..

16)liking sumone whu wun like me back *sob sob* yesh jill.. *wails all over dramtically* i shall not delude myself anymore!! *grinz grinz* act this is juz plain funny.. okok so dun count this

16) pple ragging on stuff tt i juz bought.. itz my money.. so bugger off!

17) scary movies?? naw i juz avoid them.. not counted.. *ponders* okok pei juz gave a good one!! i dun like pple sharing a secret smile in front of me (albeit the twins) and doing it many times!!! i mean heard of brotherly love... but that?? is taking things too far.

18) i hate it when i start talking bout sum incident like ermm.. an incident tt happend at sch and the other person cuts me off by telling me all bout a similar incident.. so rude.. say pardon me or wait for me to finish tt short snippet mahz..

19) i hate it when i sense the govt tryin to control us like showing drama shows where the husband cheats on the wife and she finds out but takes him bac coz a) he very poor thing b) because of the father not carng boiut her happiness.. if my husband ever cheats on me? i will donate all his stuff to salvation army.

20) ermm.. i hate it when pple try to destroy my self confidence juz to make themselves feel good. for no rhyme or reason.. i haf ot done anything to you.. and you go how im fat.. or how lousy my chinese is.. or how i dun noe anything.. niceeee...such pple are scum of the the public!!

21) okok 21.. last one.. or else the list keeps on going on! wait i forgot tt wonderful hate!! damnit.. but neela provided the last one.. i hate it when i forget stuff i wan to say!!! when i rem my last hate will get bac to you!!

OKOK I REMEMBER!!! i hate it when u hide urself behing a wall of curtain and then u go ard lamenting bout how no one understands u.. get a life. then when i mention sumthing, u say tt i dun understand u at all.. of coz lahz.. i didnt even mention tt i understand you.. nor do i haf the intention of like tryin to make u cum out. for gawds sakes.. stop making urself sum kind of tragic hero in ur melodramatic tale.. and everyone is like the evil baddie.. and how u feel so alone.. u wanted to get into this boat.. as u made ur bed u must lie in it!! and i thot i wuz dramatic. geez man. if u wan pple to noe you.. let them see ur true character lahz. idiot.

yay!! finished a summary of my hate.. now a peeps at pei's one!!! oh ya jill?? my list for the guy one not finyet!! will get bac to it pronto!!

guess wat?? man.. i tink i need to change my blog add man.. seems like sum pple are not happy wif the way i write my blog.. but puhleezeee.. no matter wat.. lets face it.. this is my blog dearies.. if u dun wish to read my thots.. then.. simple.. just dun read this blog!! see?? itz very simple noe.. man... i just wanna air my thots, whines and all.. if u wan.. start ur own blog then u can write wat u wan.. for now.. this blog is mine.. i thank you to stop reading here...
anyway.. just realized tt next week i get off!! yay!! finally sum time i can catch up at ibm!! felt sooo dumb today!!! went all the way to shenton way only to discover i didnt bring my keys for the cabinets!! yesh.. another foolworthy moment of adel tay.. ah well.. anyway made another fren!! itz pretty funny today.. had to go down to stationery shop and then finally made one fren!! in the lift!! wahahahahaha.. noticed tt most of my frenships are built in the lifts where there is no escape!! tts coz tt time when having maths tuition.. ermm long long time ago.. at pei hse wif elaine and tim.. the teacher told us tt pple normally look up at the level of the floor than tok to each other.. so wuz rather determined not to be part of the majority!!
haiz.. u noe.. how u blindly insist tt everyone is wrong and u were so rite?? feel like such a fool now man... itz the kind of feeling you get... when ur parents tell u tt there is no such thing as santa claus.. all ur illusions evaporate and u cum crashing down to earth.. man.. u noe wat? pei shall follow ur idea.. did the calculations.. tt is if i get in lahz!! hopefully then i shall go where i am wanted.
i feel fat again.. shall go on an extreme diet again.. in time for.. ermm.. i dunnoe.. see how miserable my life is now?? haiz.. okok blog block again!!

im reallie bored now.. waiting for my turn to bathe so tada!! a new blog post!
gettin a headache frm all this.. sumtimes.. frenshps can be quite.. ermm.. how u put it?? quite a headache! u dun noe where u stand sumtimes.. one day the person can be such a great mood kidding ard and all.. next day when u great them wif a joke they juz flare up like woooah! and all the lava comes spewing out and covering you or sumthing to the effect. geez man.. itz an accumulation of stuff lahz.. frankly itz quite tiring. dunnoe wat has gotten over me lahz..
reallie respect those working pple whu work all day and still find time to exercise!! itz amazinzg!1 do they haf sum clock stopper or wat? perhaps im meremly juz ineffectual!! yesh.. my dear frens.. read my blog more and expand ur vocab!!! BWAHAHAHAHA!! gotten learn sum big words for sats lahz.. okok heard of this word? scintilatel?? itz means 1) to send out quick flashes of light or sparks
2) to make quick and clever remarks or conversation
see? amazing how man can cum out wif such weird words.. i mean when u see the word scintillating.. waddya tink of?? my first thot wuz sumthing to do wif stimulator.. bwahahhaha
sighz.. honestly.. my family says im slow in bathing.. hello?? alreadi write 2 whole paragraphs!! anyway... i read my last entry bout the terrible twins in kumon and realized tt hey pple may tink t im petty.. iytz ok if they ignore me noe.. itz more to URRGHHH!! little things tt irk you lahz. honestly .. guys! *huffs*
speaking of which... shall make this ab boring post more interesting by writing down my expectations of a bf.. i mean haf seen how sum frens treat their girls.. and by gawd.. tts not rite! and lest i get sweep off my feet without thinking wif my brain and getting stuck wif a *censored for the halth of readers* shall tick this checklist!!
a) sincere... not juz like aft 3 days say "i love you".. tt is juz plain.. *scowls* immature. this is not sum kindergarden hold hands frenship you noe. he shud not say those 3 words everyday.. if not aft a while it wun mean anything!! more to his actions lahz.. AND pls! dun chase me for sum dark motive.

b)responsible and humble. imagine a guy whu cant admit tt he lost! or worst obnoxious to the point tt u wanna slappa his face when he insults ur frens and family!! or a bf whu looks down on you!

c) good sense of humour. this is the most impt. i cant be wif a guy whu cant laugh!!! or has so many mood swings i cant keep track! no need for him to join all my foolish ideas... though thre is a fine line between knowing ur limits and pushing it too far.. more to can laugh at the rite things!

d) smart! reallie reallie want this.. no need str8 A or wat.. more to wan sumone i can discuss and argue intellectually about politics, general opinions.. all sorts of things!! tt wud be great!

e) respectful. no more bfs crashing my pride man. nuff said.

f) i need the tingle down the hand/shoulder!!

g) caring and not afraid to show his affection for me.. no!! not in the way tt snog in public.. tt is plain gross1! more to will hold my hand and those subtle gestures tt make the difference in the world!!

okok thats it. all i wan is this.. unfortunately.. haiz..

wat the fuck?? wah lau DAMN FUCKING PISSED!! shit man.. i got one whole nice post.. gonna post it then disconnected and lost tt lovely rant!! URRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH
anyway.. wah lau.. damn angry.. trying to rrecall wat i said.. blardi hell lorz..
audrey's party was not as bad as i dreaded.. in fact itz wuz quite fun!! her frens are reallie nice.. sporting.. friendly and fun!! toked to them between and aft the games.. btw not tt u care lahz.. but they were so niceee till i threw off my cynical anti social personality to join them in tag!! hee!! okok if u ever wan to wwear out a grp of young kids and let them haf fun?? make them play freeze tag.. reallie fun.. found it on the net.. basically get sumone to be the catcher.. then theis person goes ard trying to freeze pple by tagging them.. these pple then haf to freeze on the spot.. to de freeze them.. other players must crawl between their legs!! damn fun!! one ger wuz so helpful sh ejust crawled ard under pple legs!! but when she got freezed.. wahahah well how to go thru her legs when she is on fouors?? how her fren helped her.. u go figure.. itz rather innovative..

okok aft this had this like whole long deep paragraph on hwo we haf changed.. quite quite excited bout preparing for my sats.. at least now got company!! but deep deep down.. dunnoe whether itz an excsue for my laziness but always had this fear tt i study damn hard.. did my best and the results is not wat i wan... tts wat frigthens me .. the knowledge of my inability.. at least if i dun study.. i will tell myself.. hey i can do it.. i wud haf did it well if i studied.. the possibility of a wat if.. get wat i mean?? maybe itz juz anexcuse for my laziness .. dunnoe.. budden while waiting for As.. learnt a damn hard lesson.. act when u study for sumthing.. u get half the self satisfaction.. and tt is where true learning cums in.. geee.. sound damn mature rite?? but itz true.. sighz.. working in kumnon and seeing how sum kiasu parents push their children too ahrd.. to the point of breaking.. made me realise wat education is.. def not the way they see it!!

act we haf changed.. we haf matured inside.. dun u tink?? as in we dun suddenly break into teletubbies songs anymore.. we haf learnt when to be mean and when not to be.. tt honestly is not always the best poplicy esp when it has to be used wif tact.. tt pple will always change and tt sumtimes.. u haf to let go.. and itz ok to be alone..

okok now.. ranting time.. and prepare urself for a huge temper tantrum complete wif f word and all!! first time am gonna lose my temper for sum idiots!! u noe.. they are new at all so i shud be kind and all to them.. but i try damn hard alreadi.. and i dislke them tremendously1! first day.. i wuz quite irritated but didnt say anything.. it more to.. they treat me like im air.. u get wat i mean?? okok i try to explain lahz
first day i sat between one twin called charles and another elder lady called ms nalina.. when ever this twin had questions he will ask ms nalina.. ACROSS ME.. so obviously till i had to pause watever i wuz doing.. shittified pig. like im air.. ok nvm.. then when cuming bac frm my dinner break.. i saw one heading towards the door in the opposite direction so decided to tbe nice friendly sociable one.. and waved cheerily to him.. he juz PLAIN IGNORED ME can?? i wuz like wat the fuck?? im trying to be nice here?? okok then i got paired up wif one so tt i can teach him the ropes.. he is not interested in learning the ropes frm me lorz.. like i try to intro the children to him.. engage in conversation so the kids wun feel pressured by his intense stare.. but he juz mutters sumthing.. then stops.. wat the hell?/ trying to make u feel comfortable and u give me this crap!! at the hell.. wif jabriel and chuying and heck even the rest of the staff can laugh joke and work all at the same time.. tjhis guy.. is like .. the impossible man!! am reallie angry now.. i got to face them like every afternoon... haiz... speaking of which...
things most often heard today till i wud go mad
a) " where is kor kor? (referring to of coz dearest jabriel kng.. swear am gonna kill him for allowing dis ger to do things her own way.. guess whu has to correct her??)
b) "wats the answer to this question?"
c) "do i get a sweet/"
d) "where is kor kor?"

things to say to jabriel on tues
a) take care of densie goh.. honestly i didn teven noe her until he had to kindly take her for one fri afternoon and now she will be assigned to me forever!! arrghhh well on fris only lahz but still...
b) u haf a gf.. i dun f**ing care whether he realliei has.. coz all i wan is for pple to stop calling me mrs kng. how do u respond to there weile trying to get them to do their work??
c) wud u like to haf my job?? if not.. *stab stab*

okok rant over.. now can return to normal... yay!!

IM SORRY MING PEI!! very vrey sorry.. dun angry okok?? reallie reallie sorry bout tml.. i treat you meal as apology okok??

okok i saw this at the bloomington store and couldnt resist buying it for moe moe aung! itz a damn ncie poem .. and in view of Good Friday shall copy it out here on my blog kk?? read and enjoy!!
Heaven's Grocery Store
I was walking down Life's highway a long time ago,
one day i saw a sign that read "Heaven's Grocery Store"
As i got a little closer, the door came open wide,
and when i came to myself i was standing inside.

I saw a host of angels, they were standing everywhere.
One handed me a basket and said, "my child, shop with care"
everything a christiaan needed was in the grocery store
and if you couldnt carry them, you could come back for more.

First i got some patience, Love was in the same row.
Farther down was understanding, you need tt everywhere you go
i got a box oor two of wisdom, a bag or two of faith
I couldnt miss the Holy Ghost,
For he was all over the place
i stopped to get sum strength
and courage to help me run the race,
and though my basket was getting full, i remembered to get some grace

I didnt forget salvation, for salvation, tt was free.
so i tried to get enough of tt to save both you and me.
then i started up to the counter to pay the grocery bill,
for i thot i had everything to do my master's will.

As i went up the asile, i saw prayer and i just had to put tt in,
for i knew tt when i stepped outside, i wud run into sin.
Peace and joy were plentiful, they were on the last shelf,
song and praises were hanging near so i just helped myself.

then i said to the angel, now how much do i owe?
he just smiled and said, "just take them everywhere you go."
Again i smiled at him and said, "how much do i reallie owe?
the angel smiled again and said, " My child, Jesus paid your bill a long time ago."

damn sweet right?? wuz damn touched when i read it... anyway went to the open houses today.. as soon as smu said they only had 50 places for social science the whole auditorium wuz trying to peel their jaws off the floor or sumthing.. man.. why 50 only?? damn disappointed.. smu reallie felt.. dunnoe lahz...can see my dream of going smu disintegrating in front of my very eyes!! but agree wif tim.. feel quite lost now.. coz the decision is damn heavy.. dun reallie noe wat i wanna do in a career so no focus like a lost sailboat like tt.. dun wanna do a course tt not interested in and then flunk out.. waste time and money yet the course i wan is no future one!! sighz.. like tt how??

aiz.. anyway i tink anyone whu met jillian and me on the trains today prob thot were a couple of laughing idiots!! laugh until tummy ache lorz.. coz damn funny!! okok so mosyt of the time we were ragging on tt scum bag and the poor ri guy.. woow juz realized tt we were being utter bitches.. but at least we are good at it!!
i love the saying.. "i may be a cold heartless bitch but at least im good at it!"

tml is audrey's party.. dun even noe wat is going on.. yesh am a bad sister and party organiser.. juz hope tt everything goes well(albeit no one gets thrown out of the window). wonder wat the cake looks like!! but i must say she deserves it lahz

time to cut hair.. can tie my hair into pathetic bunch tt can pass off for a chicken tail.. means another terrifying trip to the hairdresser!! hoping to coax jie into coming wif me.. bwahha..

oh bout my driving leeson?? i nearly banged a car.. can hear chris going " adel u loser lahz" but he wuz praising me so i completely lost trakc and came within an inch of banging a car which had stalled in the middle!! got to drive ard the cricuit.. so nerve wrecking!! and im damn short.. had to keep on adjusting my seat!! oh shoot. i forgot the letter and cancelling the lesson!!

feel like doing a neela and juz quitting my job.. like last nite wuz tokin to ben and he wuz going "why two jobs? enjoy now coz aft go uni will be too busy and stressed.." which i feel is kinda true coz i see dan busy day and nite.. budden i do enjoy my work no matter how much i complain bout the few brats coz the rest of the kids are ab adorable and nice!! made frens wif so many of them!! but yet .. feel like itz time for a change of environment.. dunnoe lehz.. made a list
advantages : leaving the kids
disadvantages: leaving the kids
see?? the more i try to simplify stuff the more complicated it gets!! plus today as i wuz contemplating leaving, soh guo dong and yu heng had to cum in together!! so adorable when they sit together!! seriously evey time i looked at guo dong to attempt a severe face.. he will grin then i wud feel like laughing!! aiyoh!!yesh im useless!! i swear itz reallie a tie between both whu is my ab fav student of all!! hey wait plus darren and dedric long!! oh and the two new guys frm .. guess wherer?? my fav country!! korea! ahhh!! korean guys are so damn cute man!! plus mithunia.. she's ab funny and brenda, the reformed mischief maker and nigel tay the mischievous one.. and brenda fong whu always comes in wif her parents telling her to stay awake!! and zhi jie! so shy and quiet.. HEY there are not manyfemale students whu are allocated to me huh?? get the older and chatty ones like germaine only.. ah well..
anyway shenton way is the ab pits when it floods!! on mon and wed my pants were so wet frm knee down!! and i made one new fren there!! yaay!! wait.. does going into the same lift and wishing him good luck in closing the deal considered as making a fren?? oh!! and in the tuition centre?? juz realised tt my co worker is frm NY lorz.. so pai seh!!! the ger not the guy..
finally going out tml1!!! yay!! hey hey hey.. haven gone out for like ages!! so little time! shall buy myself nice clothes to wear to office! nowadays so pai seh i go to the office in jeans!! everyone looks at me like i juz landed frm outer space or sumthing.. hey!! did u noe tt macdonald changed?? juz went there laast nite.. my goodness wuz damn confused sia.. and now a small meal costs $6.10!!! somehow when it wuz $5 something it didnt sound so bad.. but $6?? i wud rather go eat hawker food or well starve and save for something more durable..
didnt study my advanced theory till the day be4 coz wuz too busy before tt.. act planned on not going budden aiyah.. haiz.. dunnoe lehz.. halfway thru the test wuz pretty bored act before the test wuz damn sian so quickly handed up and left.. tml gonna get to drive a car!! for the first time *ahem* wonder whether any one had the honour of crashing a car on their first lesson... itz wud be pretty embarrassing to be the first! hopefully will be able to look and act clever so tt the instructor will teah me to drive out of the parking lot!! not just reversing and going forward!! wahahaha pretty nervous..
dunnoe whther to be pissed or dun bother but damnit.. reallie hate it when.. i dunnoe.. feel like u are being used?? as in pls lorz.. pple are not dogs.. u treat them this way of coz they will sonner or later treat u bac the same way.. heard of the saying "karma is a bitch?" well too bad honey, i kinda dislike the way u do things rite now.. not tt u wud reallie care lahz.. but u profess urself to be someone wif high principles and yada yada yada yet u cant even well... i dunnoe.. there is juz sumthing bout your actions nowadays tt repels and sows resentment.. watever lahz.. do it ur way. u noe wats the worst part? dun feel anything.. not anger not resentment.. nuttimg anymore more like indifference.. or mildly interested feeling a stranger gets when he sees someone throwing a tantram. and tts wat so sad coz i thot we cud be good frens. rem this one saying.. "the opposite of love is not hate.. itz indifference" and well hear tt sound? tts the sound of our frenship going down the toilet. it wuz full of crap tt no one can take anymore.
okok gonna try to put muisic in this page.. hopefully it works..

the channel i show "for love or for money" is realie eye candy sia.. so HOT!! i hart the law guy1! so.. delicious!! bwahahahahahaha!!

first things first.. THANK YOU GOD! CONGRATS TO ALL THOSE WHU MADE IT IN THE As!!
sigh i wrote one nice blog praising mr ng to the high heavens and my com shut down on me.. ah well juz as well coz neela wud haf rolled her eyes pretty much half the time!! anywya.. i reallie tink mr ng is a dear sweet man.. i mean come on .. wuz not exactly a model student .. prettuy evil to him and yet he wrote me a reallie nice testimonial!! pretty touched by him.. dear sweet amiable man!! i hart him!

anyway i did better than i ever expected/ deserved .. all THANKS TO GOD! serious! hopefully can get me into uni then *evil laugh* can tear my A level results up!!! *brilliant beyond brillant idea* i get to BURN my A level stuff!!!

okok.. lets see.. finally met up wif christine today... she lost so much weight!! stupid prick! hmph.
so happie!! jillian mentioned me in her blog.. *struts ard like a peacock* ya.. reallie glad we had tt super duper long summary on the update of ermmmm 1,2,3,4.. damn how long sia?? anyway bout tt ball less horrible piggified of a prick... he shud juz wither away and DIE!!!! such a horrible waste of human space! no like him! cant stand the thot.. ger wat happened to ur eyes man!! anyway thank goodness u got rid of such a junk.. so EWWWWWW!! *shudders* but.. haiz..great minds tink alike.. both stuck in the same boat now!!! crushes.. *does a pei* BAH!
realized tt been bloggin like a miss prissy! lets juz say tt my blog shall be more.. colourful in languafge frm now on!! shall let myself go man! al learnt frm the great goddness of jillian!! bwahahhahahah.. pretty high rite now.. muzt be frm seeing everybody at one go!! and tml... gonna see ... IRENE!!! YAY!!! pretty excited.. get to go off work early.. ya i noe.. gif myself permission to go off early one!! BWAHAHAHAHHAHA!!

why is it nobody wanna go smu??? *whines* haiz.. budden i dun make the best of choices like wantin to go NY.. of coz i met all sorts of wonderful pple there lahz.. budden tt wasnt exactly the best choice.. sighz.. i wonder how sia! and i so do NOT flirt lorz.. gleefully waving bye bye to brandon as he is miserably packed into the car while i pig out on the patio is not flirting!! neither is asking the sakae sushi guy for water POLITELY flirting!! itz merely bing nice and friendly!! dun misunderstand!! turned over a new leaf.. am very nice friendly and approachable now.. at least for now lahz. shall smile and smile!! *does a bimbotic squeal* im sorry watched legally blonde quite a few times lahz...

finally took one photo!! shalll post it up on frenster.. there everyone wud see how skinny christine is!! okok blog block settling in!! ciao!

*ponders* the thing abt life in spore.. u dun get a second chance. like take tml.. if i dun make it.. my life in spore will be over. nada. zip. pretty angry now.. tt is the whole reason why i came to this blog.. coz well.. itz like A level results are coming out tml.. reallie reallie highly strung up.. supposed to haf today afternoon off but didnt coz my boss needed me there..s o ok... but come bac.. had like a million gazillion stuff to do like wrap kumon kids' presents, write up the ad.. check out job street.. and clean up the hse.. so naturally wun be in the best of moods rite?? now here cums jie askin me bout the party.. partytalk is fine but asking me to wrap the games prizes is a bit too well.. i dunnoe.. ya i wanna be helpful and all but not now!! itz reallie beyond my ability rite now.. i cant accomplish all this in a few hours!! u get wat im saying??
i alreadi told u at dinner when u asked me to do it tt i cant .. not today.. but u still ask!! so angry! itz not anything now... i can do it.. but just not at this certain period of time.. i haf yet to study the stupid driving test coz got not ime... all for a party. ya i love audrey and all but quite frankly.. im not exactly thrilled at the idea of hafing her whole class over for a party. i dun like her frens. they are such brats.. thinking bout them juz make me wanna groan my head off... u may be enthu but come on.. not now??!! cum on.. most workdays i go out and deal wif kids now they are coming into the house.. and for crying out loud.. she invited her teacher!!! everyone noes my stand on teachers. damn it.. reallie irritable now. man i must relallie love her. the ger.. the very same ger whu keeps on reminding me bout my results. wow.. my mother juz asked whether im scared for tml.. omigawd. just had a hart to hart wif pam.. feel dizzy all over now..