am torn between the desire to cry or just stab myself in the hart. the dreaded day has come at last. nowadays go all over.. the only topic pple can tok to me about is the results. am seriosuly losing grip. even my own sister audrey is askin me about it. feel like i cud scream all over.
seriously. study ur brains out man. dun regret and get all fucked up like me. feel tt once the results are out.. will haf no life no prospects no future no anything else in singapore. but i. cannot. get. out. sorry gusy.. but i dun reallie wanna see anyone bfore during and aft i take my results. juz wanna go sumwhere quiet and cry my guts out. and escape reality for a while. pls dun call me.
wat am i gonna do? i noe haf faith in God. but if u didnt do your best.. how can God help you? *clutches head* this. is hell. dun wan to disapoint my family. haf disappointed them so many times. to fail this is to fail life in singapore. *dull* ya. i noe. God put us here for a reason. and to stop everything is to fail God. but i relalie cannot take it anymore. this is one hard lesson.
help me pls. i cannot take it. love you all


You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty,
laughter, life, magic...that's what you are all
about. You are refreshingly innocent and happy
with your life of purity and play. Life's a
game and it's a good one. In your eyes there's
no way to lose! You can be very mischeivous and
have been known to cause trouble, but it's all
in the name of fun and not meant to really harm
anyone. You like to play tricks on people who
aren't quite as bright or clever as you - which
is almost everyone. Nature is the setting you
prefer to be in - Always. Barefoot and wild you
can't be tamed. You're probably a restless
spirit who loves to travel, and quite a
dreamer. Your creativity is astounding and your
art (of whatever media - from writing to
painting to drama) is like something from
another world - ethereal and often very
fantasy-oriented. You can either be a social
butterfly or a loner with their head in the
clouds - but rarely inbetween. You stubbornly
refuse to accept responsibility or to give in
to the wishes of others - unless you feel like
it. You have a strong passion for music and
can't imagine life without it. You'll grow up
someday, but you'll always be a child at heart.
You are adventurous and love to take risks, and
feel a deep connection with the weather,
plants, and animals. You prefer sunshine to
thunder or snow, the warmth of summer to
autumn's chill, and quiet forests to suburban
backyards. Magic through and through, you are
far more powerful than you seem, and are
capable of being extremely passionate. Though
you can be childish, naive, stubborn, and self-
absorbed, one thing is certain - life with you
will never be boring!


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